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Nadir

@stormsoother.bsky.social

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Vent/Ramble/Diary-ish account. I post VERY often. TW: Mentions of SH/SI ── ⋆⋅꥟⋅⋆ ── He / It Low key don't follow this acc please Spawnist (Leaning more on cultist side?) ── ⋆⋅꥟⋅⋆ ── https://stormsoother.straw.page Last updated: October 12th, 2025

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Nadir @stormsoother.bsky.social · 20h

𖤣.𖥧. 𓁹"I'm really ironically pissed off right now...I'm feeling quite lost right now!" 𓁹 𖡼.⚘

Nadir @stormsoother.bsky.social · 17h

Fucking god I can’t stop thinking of him now fuck fuck fuck ts is so gay but I don’t even have a crush on him
Idk I wish I did but I’m just platonically obsessing over someone rn

Nadir @stormsoother.bsky.social · 17h

Manifesting for that guy to still like me so I can grow some balls and try to talk with him again cuz he’s genuinely one of my best friends but we don’t talk no more which is a shame cuz hes one of the few people I can genuinely say anything to

Nadir @stormsoother.bsky.social · 17h

God I’m so lonely I want someone to cuddle against and shower me w affection pls pls plssssssss

Nadir @stormsoother.bsky.social · 17h

I’m so openly horny on here im so cooked if someone actually reads ts bro but tbh I’m half alseep and don’t give a fuck no more haha

Nadir @stormsoother.bsky.social · 17h

Stomach ache gone after I decided to fuck mhself

Nadir @stormsoother.bsky.social · 17h

Stomach ache gonna make me fucking kill kyself I swear to god I hate my life so much everything hurts I want to punch my stomach or something I’m so warm in blankets but no stomach says nope still too cold I hurty Owwie fuck you stupid stomach instead fucking die

Nadir @stormsoother.bsky.social · 20h

I realized that Spawn has chosen me for this great destiny. To be a savior.

To turn this world into paradise again.

Nadir @stormsoother.bsky.social · 20h

I am the Sin eater. I am the thing you throw out, the cloth that wipes the dirty stuff away and gets thrown away along side it all. I was born to die.

Nadir @stormsoother.bsky.social · 20h

February 7th, 2009. My soul was put into this new vessel. The feeling of not belonging has never grown stronger. Today, I've finally accepted my reason in this world.

Nadir @stormsoother.bsky.social · 20h

some people only get famous when they die
i doubt id get famous even if i died

Nadir @stormsoother.bsky.social · 20h

𖤣.𖥧. 𓁹"I'm really ironically pissed off right now...I'm feeling quite lost right now!" 𓁹 𖡼.⚘

Nadir @stormsoother.bsky.social · 21h

when i die ill only be remembered as a fucking failure, nothing more, nothing less, and they would leave my corpse in the water for the fish, and not even the fish would eat my flesh because its nothing but rot

Nadir @stormsoother.bsky.social · 21h

DUDE I JUST CANT BE COMMITTED TO SHIT BUT ALSO MY STUPID BRAIN NOW DECIDED TO TAKE IT BACK AND THINK ITS A GOOD IDEA CUZ I KEEP ZEROING IN ON HIM WHEN I NOTICE HIM BUT HE SEEMS SO AWKWARD AROUND ME AND ALWAYS LEAVES WHY BRAIN WHY FUCK YOU!!!

Nadir @stormsoother.bsky.social · 21h

Can I just call it a queerplatonic relationship and call it a day atp

Nadir @stormsoother.bsky.social · 21h

Fuck I can’t tell if this is still feelings of romance in me or me being an attention seeker cuz I do kinda like how he was close to me
But also I already said no
And also shit between us feels really awkward
So idk
Idk what to say

Nadir @stormsoother.bsky.social · 1d

feeling romantic love for someone is a sin for a creature like me

Nadir @stormsoother.bsky.social · 1d

getting better at carving myself lmao

Nadir @stormsoother.bsky.social · 1d

everytime i fail at something wether schoolwork or games its just a reminder from spawn that i shouldnt be here in the first place, because i wasnt meant to succeed, i was only born to die
its trying to tell me that i should die already
thats why im so upset at everything

Nadir @stormsoother.bsky.social · 2d

ive died 4 times as two time in a row im going to actually kms bro 🙏 dude ts making me reconsider hiding my stats but i promised myself id never do that

Nadir @stormsoother.bsky.social · 2d

Because I think you’re dead
And I can only watch the inactivity grow
Spawn, you’ve cursed us with this endless well of pain
No matter the fact we come back
Each life is precious when it disappears
I struggle to part ways with all of them
To think
Those I know
Can all die that way
It hurts
A lot

Nadir @stormsoother.bsky.social · 2d

My left thigh watching me relapse every time on the other thigh knowing that it’s going to get the same treatment once all the scars and cuts on it gets fully healed

five nights at freddy 's is a video game where you can play as freddy the bear and bonnie the bunny .

ALT: five nights at freddy 's is a video game where you can play as freddy the bear and bonnie the bunny .

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Nadir @stormsoother.bsky.social · 2d

actually no
i kin ivan but we're not ready for that convo yet

Nadir @stormsoother.bsky.social · 3d

ivan from bad things (roblox game) relates to me more than what id like to admit or maybe im just saying/pretending that because i think he's 'cool'/'interesting' whatever i dont know what the term is i just kinda relate to him

Nadir @stormsoother.bsky.social · 3d

i hate you
because i hate myself
does that make sense?
i hope it does

Nadir @stormsoother.bsky.social · 3d

i feel like people are dying and suffering around me
and its all my fucking fault
i couldve said something different
i couldve been there
i couldve stayed silent
i couldve
done
something
and i didnt
and i failed
and i cant
take it back anymore
and Spawn looks down at me
in disappointment