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@sophiacinnamon.bsky.social
Your future favourite ex 💋
Documenting my descent into insanity
✭ 25 ✭ Queer&Femme ✭ AuDHD // OCD // PTSD ✭ CW- 53kg // GW - 49kg
Documenting my descent into insanity
✭ 25 ✭ Queer&Femme ✭ AuDHD // OCD // PTSD ✭ CW- 53kg // GW - 49kg
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✭ Hi I’m Sophia 🫶🏻
✭ She/Her
✭ Queer
✭ 25
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✭ gw: 49kg
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✭ Hi I’m Sophia 🫶🏻
✭ She/Her
✭ Queer
✭ 25
✭ 🏴🏴
✭ gw: 49kg
✭ I follow back unless ur a minor
I just really really really don’t want to be here
December 18, 2024 at 3:55 PM
I just really really really don’t want to be here
The uni said I’ll just have to miss my end of
Year exams and redo them in the summer so I lose my whole summer because of their mistake :))))
Year exams and redo them in the summer so I lose my whole summer because of their mistake :))))
To my uni who has blocked me out of all my student account a few weeks before my exams because they’ve decided to stop funding my tuition payments and now I’m expected to have 9k to get the access back in time, FUCK YOU
December 18, 2024 at 12:09 PM
The uni said I’ll just have to miss my end of
Year exams and redo them in the summer so I lose my whole summer because of their mistake :))))
Year exams and redo them in the summer so I lose my whole summer because of their mistake :))))
I guess the real lesson is disabled and poor people can do everything right and it’ll still not be enough because the system is built to fuck us over and hold us back from the opportunities we create for ourselves. I’m trying so fucking hard man and it’s for nothing
I struggle to understand a lot of things especially administrative things so to be sent an email a few weeks before exams saying I’m blocked from my whole uni account?? I did so much work and I can’t access it, I’m crashing out I’m so tired I don’t want to do any of this anymore what’s the point
December 17, 2024 at 8:00 PM
I guess the real lesson is disabled and poor people can do everything right and it’ll still not be enough because the system is built to fuck us over and hold us back from the opportunities we create for ourselves. I’m trying so fucking hard man and it’s for nothing
To my uni who has blocked me out of all my student account a few weeks before my exams because they’ve decided to stop funding my tuition payments and now I’m expected to have 9k to get the access back in time, FUCK YOU
December 17, 2024 at 7:58 PM
To my uni who has blocked me out of all my student account a few weeks before my exams because they’ve decided to stop funding my tuition payments and now I’m expected to have 9k to get the access back in time, FUCK YOU
Whoever was praying on my downfall recently you win I give up honestly
December 17, 2024 at 7:08 PM
Whoever was praying on my downfall recently you win I give up honestly
Iktrrr
December 16, 2024 at 9:53 PM
Iktrrr
Vet says she has to be on a diet but this is how she’s treating me when she gets 3 meals a day instead of 6 plus snacks
December 14, 2024 at 9:58 PM
Vet says she has to be on a diet but this is how she’s treating me when she gets 3 meals a day instead of 6 plus snacks
I really need a new evil eye ring or necklace bc as soon as mine broke recently so much shit has gone wrong all at once like it’s almost laughable
December 14, 2024 at 9:35 PM
I really need a new evil eye ring or necklace bc as soon as mine broke recently so much shit has gone wrong all at once like it’s almost laughable
Okay now that it’s a few days after the situation I wanna reflect on how crazy it is that I can get on public transport in the UK covered in someone else’s blood and nobody will say a word bc we are all simply too tired to give a shit.
December 14, 2024 at 9:33 PM
Okay now that it’s a few days after the situation I wanna reflect on how crazy it is that I can get on public transport in the UK covered in someone else’s blood and nobody will say a word bc we are all simply too tired to give a shit.
I’ll be like “I hope someone notices the weight loss” then when someone notices it I’m like “who? Me? No. Idk what you’re on about I have a normal relationship to my body and food”
#caterpillarsky
#caterpillarsky
December 14, 2024 at 7:14 PM
I’ll be like “I hope someone notices the weight loss” then when someone notices it I’m like “who? Me? No. Idk what you’re on about I have a normal relationship to my body and food”
#caterpillarsky
#caterpillarsky
My body says pls feed me I am so hungry rn but my autism says all food is gross so ig it’s liquid fasting for a while 🙌🏼
December 14, 2024 at 7:11 PM
My body says pls feed me I am so hungry rn but my autism says all food is gross so ig it’s liquid fasting for a while 🙌🏼
Kinda obsessed with this style rn time to donate most of my wardrobe and start over
December 14, 2024 at 7:08 PM
Kinda obsessed with this style rn time to donate most of my wardrobe and start over
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A guy just collapsed in the road and we stayed to wait for the ambulance but he was choking on food and there was so much blood in just making my way home covered in his blood and it feels like I need to cry but also no emotions are coming out
December 11, 2024 at 3:05 PM
A guy just collapsed in the road and we stayed to wait for the ambulance but he was choking on food and there was so much blood in just making my way home covered in his blood and it feels like I need to cry but also no emotions are coming out
My ed isn’t me thinking skinnier people are morally superior, it’s not even fully about my appearance. It’s about control, over the food, over my body, over getting sick or not.
People need to stop acting like having an ed is a moral failure. It’s not a statement or a belief, it’s a disorder.
People need to stop acting like having an ed is a moral failure. It’s not a statement or a belief, it’s a disorder.
December 6, 2024 at 4:33 PM
My ed isn’t me thinking skinnier people are morally superior, it’s not even fully about my appearance. It’s about control, over the food, over my body, over getting sick or not.
People need to stop acting like having an ed is a moral failure. It’s not a statement or a belief, it’s a disorder.
People need to stop acting like having an ed is a moral failure. It’s not a statement or a belief, it’s a disorder.
Contamination OCD is so expensive. I can’t buy fresh groceries because if they’re not used within 24 hours my brain says they’re contaminated and they’ll make me sick.
So I either have to get frozen food or something ready-made which ends up costing more
So I either have to get frozen food or something ready-made which ends up costing more
December 6, 2024 at 4:28 PM
Contamination OCD is so expensive. I can’t buy fresh groceries because if they’re not used within 24 hours my brain says they’re contaminated and they’ll make me sick.
So I either have to get frozen food or something ready-made which ends up costing more
So I either have to get frozen food or something ready-made which ends up costing more
December 6, 2024 at 4:22 PM
Happy crash out season <3
December 6, 2024 at 4:20 PM
Happy crash out season <3
Hopefully the final update: Kidney infection is mostly cleared up, nearly finished my antibiotics. The diarrhoea is now also vomiting and it turns out I have a stomach virus separate from the kidney infection, just poor timing on my immune systems part tbh. I’m resting and hoping to feel better fast
December 5, 2024 at 1:48 PM
Hopefully the final update: Kidney infection is mostly cleared up, nearly finished my antibiotics. The diarrhoea is now also vomiting and it turns out I have a stomach virus separate from the kidney infection, just poor timing on my immune systems part tbh. I’m resting and hoping to feel better fast
CW for poop talk. Still getting the pain and now diarrhoea too. A lil bit dehydrated and absolutely exhausted but when I take pain meds I’m able to sleep for a few hours at a time. Apparently vomiting, diarrhoea and stomach/abdominal pain can be a side effect of my antibiotics. Heading back to bed🫶🏻
Woke up today with severe stomach cramping pain I am rolling around crying out every 2-3 minutes. Called my doc he said it’s in my notes to go to the hospital with stomach or abdominal pain but my daughter is home sick from school and my family can’t look after her so no hospital for meeee
December 4, 2024 at 7:02 PM
CW for poop talk. Still getting the pain and now diarrhoea too. A lil bit dehydrated and absolutely exhausted but when I take pain meds I’m able to sleep for a few hours at a time. Apparently vomiting, diarrhoea and stomach/abdominal pain can be a side effect of my antibiotics. Heading back to bed🫶🏻
You know in The Thing when the alien rips through that guys stomach? Yeah
December 4, 2024 at 11:45 AM
You know in The Thing when the alien rips through that guys stomach? Yeah
Honestly the pain lets up every now and again and in those 10 seconds I convince myself there’s nothing wrong. Tbf I probably just need different antibiotics. If I can’t get to a hospital today then it just wasn’t meant to be. I’m sure if it’s bad enough to kill me I can call an ambulance
December 4, 2024 at 11:44 AM
Honestly the pain lets up every now and again and in those 10 seconds I convince myself there’s nothing wrong. Tbf I probably just need different antibiotics. If I can’t get to a hospital today then it just wasn’t meant to be. I’m sure if it’s bad enough to kill me I can call an ambulance
Woke up today with severe stomach cramping pain I am rolling around crying out every 2-3 minutes. Called my doc he said it’s in my notes to go to the hospital with stomach or abdominal pain but my daughter is home sick from school and my family can’t look after her so no hospital for meeee
December 4, 2024 at 11:43 AM
Woke up today with severe stomach cramping pain I am rolling around crying out every 2-3 minutes. Called my doc he said it’s in my notes to go to the hospital with stomach or abdominal pain but my daughter is home sick from school and my family can’t look after her so no hospital for meeee
Just a reminder that doing your exercise at half or minimum effort is still better than not doing it at all. You don’t have to have maximum energy every day, just do what you can even if it’s exercises in bed 🫶🏻
December 3, 2024 at 8:33 PM
Just a reminder that doing your exercise at half or minimum effort is still better than not doing it at all. You don’t have to have maximum energy every day, just do what you can even if it’s exercises in bed 🫶🏻
The way I have a NEED deep in my bones to have fufu with egusi soup, and also gumbo but sadly I live in the UK and unless you’re in London there are no west African or Southern soul food restaurants. Starving is easy when my only other option is British food.
December 3, 2024 at 5:53 PM
The way I have a NEED deep in my bones to have fufu with egusi soup, and also gumbo but sadly I live in the UK and unless you’re in London there are no west African or Southern soul food restaurants. Starving is easy when my only other option is British food.