i had enough whiskey to realize it wasnt my fault gn

it's been about. 4 years. not exactly today but im thinking about it rn. i will never see a black turtleneck the same way. i hate missing people who changed me.
life's a bitch

and then the world kept spinning

man im feeling less anxious and disgusted lately i sure hope nothing bad happens
the nefarious My Family:

i love my friends

i drew this Mika recently

might fuck around and ruin my life hash tag oh cee dee recovery
(im done feeling disgusting)

partner is rewatching midnight mass and talking about it to me and im trying not to cry my eyes over riley

i should probably get diagnosed with ocd at this point theres no way i dont have the thing

mental health is crazy because like. the paranoia is relentless the intrusive thoughts won't leave me be and im terrified of the future and the past alike. but when someone asks me if ive gotten better or worse the best i can say is "idk. ive started listening to deftones tho"

i have this character... made it when i was really young. its the concept of death and shapeshifts based off the person. no concrete shape usually and becomes different based off culture n the circumstances surrounding a death + has some sense of justice but usually nice

literally nothing feels aafe to me im always convinced people want to harm me for whatever reasons. everyone wants to accuse me of crimes and cage me type paranoia
actually unlivable

cursed with paranoia so bad ive stopped unpacking my own stuff yaaa

Apple.
I am normal about #Roninfe

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damnation!!!!!