☆♡Azaiah♡☆ MINOR.
@silliestdude.bsky.social
Hey! I'm Azaiah I go by he/they/ze and I am a cosplayer/artist
I like many things!
I live with my emotionally abusive grandmother and my mom. We share a room and my mom is working hard to get us out but it's not enough. Any donations help!
I like many things!
I live with my emotionally abusive grandmother and my mom. We share a room and my mom is working hard to get us out but it's not enough. Any donations help!
Pinned
Cashapp for donations:$2013DP1977
This is my dad's cashapp so PLEASE put in the messages "For Aerylynn". I can't use my own cashapp because I'm under 18 and it blocks transactions from "suspicious" accounts aka non family accounts. Most if not all donations will go to savings for my mom
This is my dad's cashapp so PLEASE put in the messages "For Aerylynn". I can't use my own cashapp because I'm under 18 and it blocks transactions from "suspicious" accounts aka non family accounts. Most if not all donations will go to savings for my mom
I can't look at anything from my childhood without it being distorted by what he did. No matter how much I try to forget it never leaves my head. Grandma complaining about how I've spaced out the ornaments ringing in my head like a reminder of the things he's said.
I helped decorate the Christmas tree earlier. A few years ago I would have been so happy but now I can't look at that tree knowing how much of a disgusting person I am and how little me would be ashamed of what I've turned into
December 10, 2025 at 1:39 AM
I can't look at anything from my childhood without it being distorted by what he did. No matter how much I try to forget it never leaves my head. Grandma complaining about how I've spaced out the ornaments ringing in my head like a reminder of the things he's said.
I helped decorate the Christmas tree earlier. A few years ago I would have been so happy but now I can't look at that tree knowing how much of a disgusting person I am and how little me would be ashamed of what I've turned into
December 10, 2025 at 1:38 AM
I helped decorate the Christmas tree earlier. A few years ago I would have been so happy but now I can't look at that tree knowing how much of a disgusting person I am and how little me would be ashamed of what I've turned into
"If minors don't want to be flirted with at conventions they shouldn't cosplay characters from adult media" Maybe don't flirt with ANY cosplayer? Like unless they have one of those badges/pins that says "flirt ok" or whatever like it's basic human decency man..
December 9, 2025 at 2:23 PM
"If minors don't want to be flirted with at conventions they shouldn't cosplay characters from adult media" Maybe don't flirt with ANY cosplayer? Like unless they have one of those badges/pins that says "flirt ok" or whatever like it's basic human decency man..
Here's my hair for reference. Gives me like.. rock band vibes idk
December 8, 2025 at 3:00 AM
Here's my hair for reference. Gives me like.. rock band vibes idk
Anyone have passing tips for a trans boy who got their binder thrown out? I wear pretty much anything and I'm not allowed to cut my hair too short. Like tips for binding safely without a binder or like anything. I don't mind my current hair length btw
December 8, 2025 at 2:52 AM
Anyone have passing tips for a trans boy who got their binder thrown out? I wear pretty much anything and I'm not allowed to cut my hair too short. Like tips for binding safely without a binder or like anything. I don't mind my current hair length btw
I just finished season 1 of Bludgeoning Angel Dokuro-chan and I'm definitely gonna cosplay her. I already have a wig I can style for jt
December 7, 2025 at 10:09 PM
I just finished season 1 of Bludgeoning Angel Dokuro-chan and I'm definitely gonna cosplay her. I already have a wig I can style for jt
Might make a vent doodle with lyrics from Closer by NIN. Dunno.
December 7, 2025 at 1:07 AM
Might make a vent doodle with lyrics from Closer by NIN. Dunno.
Who's surprised? Not me!
December 4, 2025 at 9:27 PM
Who's surprised? Not me!
I might be gifting my handheld djembe to my band teacher I dunno!
December 3, 2025 at 12:44 AM
I might be gifting my handheld djembe to my band teacher I dunno!
Even if there ends up being a cure for type 1 diabetes I don't think I will ever be able to eat without feeling the soul crushing guilt about how many carbs there is in whatever I'm eating
December 1, 2025 at 1:56 AM
Even if there ends up being a cure for type 1 diabetes I don't think I will ever be able to eat without feeling the soul crushing guilt about how many carbs there is in whatever I'm eating
I could be sitting at a table with a plentiful Thanksgiving dinner with all of my family right now but instead I'm doing karaoke with my dad and his friends while the rest of the food cooks and I wouldn't have it any other way
November 27, 2025 at 7:02 PM
I could be sitting at a table with a plentiful Thanksgiving dinner with all of my family right now but instead I'm doing karaoke with my dad and his friends while the rest of the food cooks and I wouldn't have it any other way
Really big trauma anniversary around this date..
November 27, 2025 at 4:18 AM
Really big trauma anniversary around this date..
I'm burnt out and feeling apathetic as fuck rn and I wanna take a nap but I can't fall asleep and I'm hungry but too guilty to eat so I'm just existing like this right now
a cartoon character wearing a top hat and a tie
ALT: a cartoon character wearing a top hat and a tie
media.tenor.com
November 23, 2025 at 7:35 PM
I'm burnt out and feeling apathetic as fuck rn and I wanna take a nap but I can't fall asleep and I'm hungry but too guilty to eat so I'm just existing like this right now
Pics mom took from the fundraiser. Me and another kid just practicing with our band teacher [the kids parents and my band teacher gave me permission to post this]
November 23, 2025 at 12:16 AM
Pics mom took from the fundraiser. Me and another kid just practicing with our band teacher [the kids parents and my band teacher gave me permission to post this]
Bet yall didint knowni have a handheld djembe
November 22, 2025 at 11:47 PM
Bet yall didint knowni have a handheld djembe
Anyone know if I can use a sax harness for my baritone?
November 22, 2025 at 5:28 PM
Anyone know if I can use a sax harness for my baritone?
Mom's car failed inspection and she needs new tires.. I'm still doing 1-5$ emergency commissions btw they are mostly doodles and shit but like atp anything helps
November 22, 2025 at 1:28 AM
Mom's car failed inspection and she needs new tires.. I'm still doing 1-5$ emergency commissions btw they are mostly doodles and shit but like atp anything helps
Oh my way to chick fil a to give out flyers for my schools fundraiser and play some music and I just chugged my first monster in about a month and I feel so ALIVEEEE
November 21, 2025 at 9:45 PM
Oh my way to chick fil a to give out flyers for my schools fundraiser and play some music and I just chugged my first monster in about a month and I feel so ALIVEEEE
Baritone Player Affirmations:
I cleaned my mouthpiece out
I am not a tiny tuba
The trumpets are not planning an attack on me
I cleaned my mouthpiece out
I am not a tiny tuba
The trumpets are not planning an attack on me
November 19, 2025 at 9:47 PM
Baritone Player Affirmations:
I cleaned my mouthpiece out
I am not a tiny tuba
The trumpets are not planning an attack on me
I cleaned my mouthpiece out
I am not a tiny tuba
The trumpets are not planning an attack on me
Not naming names but someone liked a comment I made. I looked at their account [I tend to do that because I love searching for moots] and there was a lot suggestive furry art this is a reminder I'm UNDER THE AGE OF 18 AND THIS MAKES ME REALLY UNCOMFORTABLE.
November 17, 2025 at 6:17 PM
Not naming names but someone liked a comment I made. I looked at their account [I tend to do that because I love searching for moots] and there was a lot suggestive furry art this is a reminder I'm UNDER THE AGE OF 18 AND THIS MAKES ME REALLY UNCOMFORTABLE.
When I sang I had enough of you In the shower once I pronounced denouement wrong and I actually cried because I imagined Michael Kovach looking down at my naked body IN THE SHOWER LIKE AN ANGRY GOD AND CALLING ME A FAGGOT AND A FAILIURE
November 16, 2025 at 10:36 PM
When I sang I had enough of you In the shower once I pronounced denouement wrong and I actually cried because I imagined Michael Kovach looking down at my naked body IN THE SHOWER LIKE AN ANGRY GOD AND CALLING ME A FAGGOT AND A FAILIURE
I'm a stupid selfshipper and all of my f/os hate me
November 16, 2025 at 3:46 AM
I'm a stupid selfshipper and all of my f/os hate me
Update on @mooshieblue.bsky.social art!! I'm almost done with her all I have to add is their husband! And a background and some text. I will be making my commission sheet after this is done!
November 15, 2025 at 9:19 PM
Update on @mooshieblue.bsky.social art!! I'm almost done with her all I have to add is their husband! And a background and some text. I will be making my commission sheet after this is done!
Having Hypothyroidism,Type One Diabetes and Depression is a double edged sword. Constantly hungry but I have to watch what I eat and I gain weigjt so easily and I'm physically and mentally too tired to exercise like I need to in order to loose the 70-95 pounds I need to I'm order to not be obese
November 15, 2025 at 6:11 PM
Having Hypothyroidism,Type One Diabetes and Depression is a double edged sword. Constantly hungry but I have to watch what I eat and I gain weigjt so easily and I'm physically and mentally too tired to exercise like I need to in order to loose the 70-95 pounds I need to I'm order to not be obese