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rusty
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25 - he/it - EN/FR
furries & cats
i like fishing and

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actually on the same topic. it's extremely frustrating for getting diagnoses because my responses on questionnaires are conflicting and idk. the answer to stuff is often "yes "i" experience this. but personally i dont" but not really open about it bc it sucks. idk. it feels pretty hopeless to bother
December 6, 2025 at 6:03 AM
trying to convince my sister to become a furry by giving her a fursona and inserting it into some of her fondest memories
December 4, 2025 at 11:51 AM
but at the same time it's difficult to be open and honest about it bc it's extremely personal idk how people do it.
December 4, 2025 at 6:21 AM
idk bruh i talked about it for a bit with my therapist about how genuine connection feels impossible if leaving out that entire part of my existence it's like masking on top of masking. and she kinda laughed as if it's a typical relatable thing it's a bit frustrating
December 4, 2025 at 6:20 AM
something i never see talked about in discussion of DID/OSDD is the isolation of feeling like a liar to everyone you know. idk how to quite word it but it is exhausting to stick to the expected personality that everyone knows and loves or whatever. yet it is more of a hassle to be honest about it
December 4, 2025 at 6:01 AM
i got the job 🎉
November 28, 2025 at 10:56 PM
i guess i'm thinking about it since it was one of the interview questions. why did i quit what in reality is one of my favorite past jobs that was quite fulfilling and taught me so much i still use on a near-daily basis. well i couldn't tell you. but it's certainly a regretful decision
November 27, 2025 at 3:15 AM
actually i think sometimes about how i could have had it all if not for being disabled. i probably would have bought a home a few years ago if i had the capacity for consistency & FT work... 👍
November 27, 2025 at 3:12 AM
i had a job interview at a pretty awesome place today for a job i'm pretty sure wouldn't be miserable (neglecting disability. do not have the money to care about that) and i'm hoping it went well. i should hear back by the end of the week ......
November 27, 2025 at 3:09 AM
my animal sucks & is ugly
November 25, 2025 at 11:35 PM
i have a lot of thoughts on the intersection of technicality and creativity in art, it is difficult to balance both well. but i don't think it should matter all that much. i get too in my head about technicality which stunts my creativity... i think approaching art with a long list of rules sucks
November 25, 2025 at 7:23 PM
maybe i'm nuts but i've always hated peoples insistence on never ever ever shading with black. and i get it! it's good to be aware of color theory and all that. but i feel like it can absolutely be a style thing as well and shifting collective perception of it as being something bad is kinda lame
November 25, 2025 at 7:16 PM
it would be nice to get diagnoses so i don't feel horrible talking about anything but my doctor's kindof awful and idk. the things i'd need to talk about are things that by nature of the disorder i am barred on talking about so like. Lmfao
November 22, 2025 at 5:45 PM
and a beans that tora really really liked
November 22, 2025 at 4:13 AM
my sister's cat in 20-30 min on discord whiteboard

[ #cat #art #commsopen ]
November 22, 2025 at 3:57 AM
i unlocked baguette recipe today it was so good. Slay
November 21, 2025 at 3:08 AM
Reposted by rusty
“tiger queen, killer of man.” Acrylic on canvas. Spring 2025
November 14, 2025 at 8:19 PM
made pizza sauce with carolina reapers today... survival is optional
November 14, 2025 at 7:30 PM
yayy
November 13, 2025 at 1:19 PM
& i think i singlehandedly keep pepsi in business
November 13, 2025 at 10:18 AM
think this might be my fav so far
November 13, 2025 at 10:11 AM
continuing w/ these
November 13, 2025 at 9:15 AM
been ruminating about an odd turning point in my life when i was 19 or so, bit of a personal piece i guess
November 1, 2025 at 9:26 AM
one of these days i need. to learn how to draw
November 1, 2025 at 9:12 AM
oups i had 24 in my bio for a while bc idk how to change that shit.
November 1, 2025 at 4:01 AM