🩸Ruby Bloodthirst Rockatansky🩸
@rubyrockatansky.bsky.social
Hii! :) I make music & have an unhealthy vampire obsession
debut novel out now!!
rubyrockatansky.itch.io/
she/they & very gay |FREE PALESTINE| minors DNI
AI isn't art, but I am!
rubyrockatansky.bandcamp.com
archiveofourown.org/users/Ruby_Rockatansky
debut novel out now!!
rubyrockatansky.itch.io/
she/they & very gay |FREE PALESTINE| minors DNI
AI isn't art, but I am!
rubyrockatansky.bandcamp.com
archiveofourown.org/users/Ruby_Rockatansky
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IT'S HERE
My debut progressive metal concept album is OUT NOW on BC and Ampwall!!
A huge thank you to all of you who have given me the motivation and support to see it through!!
Ampwall: ampwall.com/a/rubyrockat...
BC: rubyrockatansky.bandcamp.com/album/the-es...
#metalsky
My debut progressive metal concept album is OUT NOW on BC and Ampwall!!
A huge thank you to all of you who have given me the motivation and support to see it through!!
Ampwall: ampwall.com/a/rubyrockat...
BC: rubyrockatansky.bandcamp.com/album/the-es...
#metalsky
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hey! if you're cis and have ever called yourself an ally to trans folks, you should help pay for someone's hrt today. no questions asked, no qualifiers. just offer to help as much as you're able.
January 6, 2025 at 5:47 PM
hey! if you're cis and have ever called yourself an ally to trans folks, you should help pay for someone's hrt today. no questions asked, no qualifiers. just offer to help as much as you're able.
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need the HRT that establishes a contractual arrangement in which a third party receives and disburses money or property for the primary transacting parties, with the disbursement dependent on conditions agreed to by the transacting parties
escrowgen
escrowgen
September 6, 2025 at 2:19 AM
need the HRT that establishes a contractual arrangement in which a third party receives and disburses money or property for the primary transacting parties, with the disbursement dependent on conditions agreed to by the transacting parties
escrowgen
escrowgen
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Fun anxiety attack fact!!!
I used to have anxiety attacks multiple times per week
Then I started transitioning/got on hrt and they all but stopped COMPLETELY
Like, I still get them, but we're talking on a yearly basis when before it was literally almost every single day for a few years straight
I used to have anxiety attacks multiple times per week
Then I started transitioning/got on hrt and they all but stopped COMPLETELY
Like, I still get them, but we're talking on a yearly basis when before it was literally almost every single day for a few years straight
December 8, 2025 at 10:51 PM
Fun anxiety attack fact!!!
I used to have anxiety attacks multiple times per week
Then I started transitioning/got on hrt and they all but stopped COMPLETELY
Like, I still get them, but we're talking on a yearly basis when before it was literally almost every single day for a few years straight
I used to have anxiety attacks multiple times per week
Then I started transitioning/got on hrt and they all but stopped COMPLETELY
Like, I still get them, but we're talking on a yearly basis when before it was literally almost every single day for a few years straight
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like genuinely. Let's be introspective on main. I don't know where the motivation to go through with this bonkers project comes from. I know it's easy to say I wouldn't have if it weren't for transition, but it truly is. I didn't start actually working on and putting out music until I started hrt
September 25, 2025 at 5:37 AM
like genuinely. Let's be introspective on main. I don't know where the motivation to go through with this bonkers project comes from. I know it's easy to say I wouldn't have if it weren't for transition, but it truly is. I didn't start actually working on and putting out music until I started hrt
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know the risks of hrt!
- able to enjoy life again
- you smell better
- cameras and mirrors stop trying to kill you
- banging titties and a juicy ass (e only)
- literally growing a dick (t only)
and these are only a few!
- able to enjoy life again
- you smell better
- cameras and mirrors stop trying to kill you
- banging titties and a juicy ass (e only)
- literally growing a dick (t only)
and these are only a few!
January 18, 2026 at 2:32 PM
know the risks of hrt!
- able to enjoy life again
- you smell better
- cameras and mirrors stop trying to kill you
- banging titties and a juicy ass (e only)
- literally growing a dick (t only)
and these are only a few!
- able to enjoy life again
- you smell better
- cameras and mirrors stop trying to kill you
- banging titties and a juicy ass (e only)
- literally growing a dick (t only)
and these are only a few!
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I've been sick and out of work since Wednesday, and don't have the sick hours to cover the time. I'm already 2wks behind on rent with another month soon due, I could use any help there is to give to catch up. Missing a week of work is going to cost me $550 alone. Thank you
paypal.me/lascaillesshroud
paypal.me/lascaillesshroud
Pay Brett Windnagle using PayPal.Me
Go to paypal.me/lascaillesshroud and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.
paypal.me
January 18, 2026 at 5:30 PM
I've been sick and out of work since Wednesday, and don't have the sick hours to cover the time. I'm already 2wks behind on rent with another month soon due, I could use any help there is to give to catch up. Missing a week of work is going to cost me $550 alone. Thank you
paypal.me/lascaillesshroud
paypal.me/lascaillesshroud
damn I woke up to a whole new slew of kudos and comments which makes me want to crawl into a hole never to be seen again for some reason but I'm fighting that counterintuitive reflex as best as I can
Chapter 6 just went live!!!!
Plot threads are advancing, Selena has yet another close call, and she's nervously anticipating her first date with her vampire crush, the titualar and mysterious Madison :)
but uhhh do be sure to check the chapter notes for the CW
archiveofourown.org/works/749750...
Plot threads are advancing, Selena has yet another close call, and she's nervously anticipating her first date with her vampire crush, the titualar and mysterious Madison :)
but uhhh do be sure to check the chapter notes for the CW
archiveofourown.org/works/749750...
January 18, 2026 at 6:45 PM
damn I woke up to a whole new slew of kudos and comments which makes me want to crawl into a hole never to be seen again for some reason but I'm fighting that counterintuitive reflex as best as I can
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Amanda Kauffman - The Nothingness That Was
1. Twenty Years of Emptiness
2. Self Unto Ruin
3. Annihilation
4. What I Left Behind Me
5. The River of Memory
6. The Nothingness That Was
7. The Earth Below, The Sky Above
8. Summer Rains Will Come
Coming Soon
1. Twenty Years of Emptiness
2. Self Unto Ruin
3. Annihilation
4. What I Left Behind Me
5. The River of Memory
6. The Nothingness That Was
7. The Earth Below, The Sky Above
8. Summer Rains Will Come
Coming Soon
January 18, 2026 at 6:23 PM
Amanda Kauffman - The Nothingness That Was
1. Twenty Years of Emptiness
2. Self Unto Ruin
3. Annihilation
4. What I Left Behind Me
5. The River of Memory
6. The Nothingness That Was
7. The Earth Below, The Sky Above
8. Summer Rains Will Come
Coming Soon
1. Twenty Years of Emptiness
2. Self Unto Ruin
3. Annihilation
4. What I Left Behind Me
5. The River of Memory
6. The Nothingness That Was
7. The Earth Below, The Sky Above
8. Summer Rains Will Come
Coming Soon
oh hey it's this is when I recorded the synth parts for the first full track on my upcoming album. neat :3
a lot of the synth parts throughout were recorded directly from the audio output of my Yamaha Reface CS played live with my own little fingers
a lot of the synth parts throughout were recorded directly from the audio output of my Yamaha Reface CS played live with my own little fingers
I wrote this djenty cyber metal jam on stream earlier and you know what??? think I'll redo those guitars and clean up those synths and end up using this on the next album
heck yeah :)
heck yeah :)
January 18, 2026 at 10:25 AM
oh hey it's this is when I recorded the synth parts for the first full track on my upcoming album. neat :3
a lot of the synth parts throughout were recorded directly from the audio output of my Yamaha Reface CS played live with my own little fingers
a lot of the synth parts throughout were recorded directly from the audio output of my Yamaha Reface CS played live with my own little fingers
I felt extremely down and hopeless so I recorded more guitar parts for my cover of Mona Lisa Overdrive and I still feel down and hopeless but also accomplished + I got to listen to a bangin' tune for a while so I will take that as an overall W
January 18, 2026 at 9:19 AM
I felt extremely down and hopeless so I recorded more guitar parts for my cover of Mona Lisa Overdrive and I still feel down and hopeless but also accomplished + I got to listen to a bangin' tune for a while so I will take that as an overall W
the more I study the story of Mechina's music the more I realize the scale of it is actually fairly small. there aren't even any actual space battles even though it sounds like that's happening all the time. it's mostly just plotting and mourning between fights that mostly take place on the ground
January 18, 2026 at 3:29 AM
the more I study the story of Mechina's music the more I realize the scale of it is actually fairly small. there aren't even any actual space battles even though it sounds like that's happening all the time. it's mostly just plotting and mourning between fights that mostly take place on the ground
Chapter 6 just went live!!!!
Plot threads are advancing, Selena has yet another close call, and she's nervously anticipating her first date with her vampire crush, the titualar and mysterious Madison :)
but uhhh do be sure to check the chapter notes for the CW
archiveofourown.org/works/749750...
Plot threads are advancing, Selena has yet another close call, and she's nervously anticipating her first date with her vampire crush, the titualar and mysterious Madison :)
but uhhh do be sure to check the chapter notes for the CW
archiveofourown.org/works/749750...
January 18, 2026 at 2:58 AM
Chapter 6 just went live!!!!
Plot threads are advancing, Selena has yet another close call, and she's nervously anticipating her first date with her vampire crush, the titualar and mysterious Madison :)
but uhhh do be sure to check the chapter notes for the CW
archiveofourown.org/works/749750...
Plot threads are advancing, Selena has yet another close call, and she's nervously anticipating her first date with her vampire crush, the titualar and mysterious Madison :)
but uhhh do be sure to check the chapter notes for the CW
archiveofourown.org/works/749750...
I've discarded sooooo many posts today of Bad Thoughts so I should probably just cry for a little while and get it out of my system
sorry if you followed for my music
or even my writing (I think there's at least two of you)
I really am just a fucked up girl who can't afford therapy sorry again
sorry if you followed for my music
or even my writing (I think there's at least two of you)
I really am just a fucked up girl who can't afford therapy sorry again
January 18, 2026 at 2:37 AM
I've discarded sooooo many posts today of Bad Thoughts so I should probably just cry for a little while and get it out of my system
sorry if you followed for my music
or even my writing (I think there's at least two of you)
I really am just a fucked up girl who can't afford therapy sorry again
sorry if you followed for my music
or even my writing (I think there's at least two of you)
I really am just a fucked up girl who can't afford therapy sorry again
I need more irl friends. I have like. two? three? like actual, legit FRIENDS whom have my back and otherwise. one of them is a literal lifesaver whoIsortofhaveacrushonbutshefollowsmesoI'mlowkeyaboutithaha but honestly idk about anyone else :/
January 18, 2026 at 2:27 AM
I need more irl friends. I have like. two? three? like actual, legit FRIENDS whom have my back and otherwise. one of them is a literal lifesaver whoIsortofhaveacrushonbutshefollowsmesoI'mlowkeyaboutithaha but honestly idk about anyone else :/
I'm realizing a specific type I have are nice bald guys with well-kept beards who are incredibly knowledgeable and passionate about a particular subject
January 18, 2026 at 12:35 AM
I'm realizing a specific type I have are nice bald guys with well-kept beards who are incredibly knowledgeable and passionate about a particular subject
old school, boring, not even true in most cases: the enemy of my enemy is my friend
new, exciting, extremely hot even if potentially toxic: the enemy of my girlfriend is also my girlfriend
new, exciting, extremely hot even if potentially toxic: the enemy of my girlfriend is also my girlfriend
January 18, 2026 at 12:23 AM
old school, boring, not even true in most cases: the enemy of my enemy is my friend
new, exciting, extremely hot even if potentially toxic: the enemy of my girlfriend is also my girlfriend
new, exciting, extremely hot even if potentially toxic: the enemy of my girlfriend is also my girlfriend
note to self: not every depressed guy is an egg. not every depressed guy is an egg. some guys who really are guys are just depressed and estrogen would actually make it worse if they're genuinely men dudes. not every depressed guy is an egg.
January 18, 2026 at 12:13 AM
note to self: not every depressed guy is an egg. not every depressed guy is an egg. some guys who really are guys are just depressed and estrogen would actually make it worse if they're genuinely men dudes. not every depressed guy is an egg.
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Short preview of "Ch. 7: Through Flesh And Fire" from the upcoming album :)
This isn't just the heaviest track I've ever written, it's one of the heaviest I've ever heard, period.
Our heroes are literally in Hell at this point, so I had to go all out.
This isn't just the heaviest track I've ever written, it's one of the heaviest I've ever heard, period.
Our heroes are literally in Hell at this point, so I had to go all out.
January 17, 2026 at 8:10 PM
Short preview of "Ch. 7: Through Flesh And Fire" from the upcoming album :)
This isn't just the heaviest track I've ever written, it's one of the heaviest I've ever heard, period.
Our heroes are literally in Hell at this point, so I had to go all out.
This isn't just the heaviest track I've ever written, it's one of the heaviest I've ever heard, period.
Our heroes are literally in Hell at this point, so I had to go all out.
it feels like narrowly escaping a mile-wide EF3 tornado would be the most harrowing thing that's happened in proximity to my life within the past two years but I find myself in times that are "interesting" for all the worst reasons
January 17, 2026 at 9:00 PM
it feels like narrowly escaping a mile-wide EF3 tornado would be the most harrowing thing that's happened in proximity to my life within the past two years but I find myself in times that are "interesting" for all the worst reasons
Short preview of "Ch. 7: Through Flesh And Fire" from the upcoming album :)
This isn't just the heaviest track I've ever written, it's one of the heaviest I've ever heard, period.
Our heroes are literally in Hell at this point, so I had to go all out.
This isn't just the heaviest track I've ever written, it's one of the heaviest I've ever heard, period.
Our heroes are literally in Hell at this point, so I had to go all out.
January 17, 2026 at 8:10 PM
Short preview of "Ch. 7: Through Flesh And Fire" from the upcoming album :)
This isn't just the heaviest track I've ever written, it's one of the heaviest I've ever heard, period.
Our heroes are literally in Hell at this point, so I had to go all out.
This isn't just the heaviest track I've ever written, it's one of the heaviest I've ever heard, period.
Our heroes are literally in Hell at this point, so I had to go all out.
I was just walkin' around town doing normal walking around town things. I did stumble into "the backrooms" for a bit, though. There was this long, angular hallway that stretched into infinite darkness but I decided not to go down there and bought some sodas at a gas station instead. Citrus flavored.
Last night I dreamt that I was no longer afraid
January 17, 2026 at 7:49 PM
I was just walkin' around town doing normal walking around town things. I did stumble into "the backrooms" for a bit, though. There was this long, angular hallway that stretched into infinite darkness but I decided not to go down there and bought some sodas at a gas station instead. Citrus flavored.
Last night I dreamt that I was no longer afraid
January 17, 2026 at 6:57 PM
Last night I dreamt that I was no longer afraid
I FIXED IT :D
except I lost the fucking drum midi for the bridge in the penultimate track and all I have is the rendered wav so the bass drums are mixed differently and I don't know what the fuck I'm going to do fuck shit this sucks it's practically perfect except for this ONE PART and I'm going to lose my shit
January 17, 2026 at 5:51 AM
I FIXED IT :D
one of my gfs asked one of her other gfs "how is puppy doing?" while on stream and I was legit confused why she was asking her girlfriend how I'm doing when I'm right there in chat and then I remembered they literally have a pet dog haha whoops
January 17, 2026 at 4:35 AM
one of my gfs asked one of her other gfs "how is puppy doing?" while on stream and I was legit confused why she was asking her girlfriend how I'm doing when I'm right there in chat and then I remembered they literally have a pet dog haha whoops
oh heck it's a year to the day that Manuel of Zeal & Ardor listened to some of my music live on twitch and enjoyed it holy shit
so Manuel of Zeal & Ardor just listened to some of my music live on twitch and enjoyed it holy shit
gave some really solid feedback too!
he's been listening to fan music all day and there've been a lot of incredible submissions!!
gave some really solid feedback too!
he's been listening to fan music all day and there've been a lot of incredible submissions!!
January 17, 2026 at 3:19 AM
oh heck it's a year to the day that Manuel of Zeal & Ardor listened to some of my music live on twitch and enjoyed it holy shit