Family returns to its far more accurate meaning to me of younger sister and the guy who's ruined my ability to be a person.

Hopefully I just don't wake up one of these nights. If the world was only so lucky.

Night. I'll get back to writing tomorrow

Since I'll never get to wear it again now. You get one, count it, one dress pic from May

Real family is for people who deserve anything other than an abusive father

At least the universe was set right. All my family leaves. They have to. I'm awful

There will come a day where I'm finally brave enough to insure I'm not alive anymore. After constant, endless screw ups and my life continuing to get worse, it would be better for me.

It's the only way to fix me. I deserve it. People deserve to know I'm gone and not a problem anymore

Truly at my limit for being alive. I cannot cease screwing up and the only solution is the usual getting impersonal and letting the people detach personally from me.

There's probably no helping me. It's over and I'm locked into the abuse barring a miracle

Replacing my best friend's wedding with my step brother's funeral is maybe the most darkly funny cosmic twist ever. I truly find new ways to balls everything up and lock myself with my abuser.

At least I still have Stray Valkyrie, Singing Strix and the odd pity chat I suppose.

If it's even replied to, and I imagine it's over, I know realistically my project is finished, I won't be trusted to talk to them, nobody will respond to me anymore and I will be kept around out of scarce sympathy at best.

If I can fuck this up then I belong with my Dad

Bungled that. Asked if we could clarify what our friendship still is but I assume it's finished.

I'm going to stay true to myself on this. If I could screw this up then I'm not fit for public society. I'll do what my younger sister wants but I belong to my Dad. I'm his son

What good am I otherwise

The people who've seen the full thing think it's fantastic. Hope I can show it fully soon. I'm just waiting to know things are okay with someone. I hope they are. I don't want to lose this project

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Sapphic Yearning commences in Dark Science High School (Part 5)!
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Hopefully showing the full thing soon. Just waiting on a talk from someone and a little scared to get cooking too much here beforehand. Hopefully soon. Juuuust nervous before that convo.

Wish me luck. Nervous girl is waiting on a tough talk

If things are okay with someone I'll post the full thing soon. Really fun logo I am so grateful for. Thematically perfect.

I think they'll be but I'm a little too panicked about it to feel confident posting the full thing and wrapping up the prelude rn. Here's hoping. Big things coming if they are

Waiting until I know things are okay before I post the full thing and get back to writing Singing Strix. Nervous time and I need to know how things are first.

But, good things coming... We love a good logo don't we, girlies~? 👀