Grief is a hurricane trapped in my chest, shards of memory slicing through breathless screams, fists pounding walls that won’t bleed—while outside, the sky stays serene, indifferent blue, mocking my wreckage. #Grief #Loss #Desperation

i am not built
from pain—
i’m built from presence.

from the woman
who showed me
you can be whole
without breaking.

6 months, mami

❤️‍🩹

Walking through these silent, moonlit streets, I imagine her beside me. The shadows dance with memories, and every picture I take feels like a step closer to the love she left behind.

I am untethered, moving through this role without the steadiness of her wisdom. The love I give is hers, yet her absence leaves me adrift in moments where her guidance is what I need most.
#GrievingMother #MotherlessMother #Grief #LivingWithLoss #GriefAndMotherhood #GriefDoesntEnd #GriefCommunity

Four months in and I’m convinced that the grief will never ever get better. I think we learn to live with it, to hide it. But the pain will be present for as long as we exist without them.

I’m so sorry for your loss!

This is a club no one wants to join, I’m sorry we’re in it.

Four months, ma.

Your final lesson wasn’t about surrender. It was about the fierce courage it takes to keep living, to keep believing in the beauty of tomorrow, however fragile that might be.

I miss you, every single second of every single day, mom.

#grief #fuckals