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Go to bed at ass oclock-> accidentally wake up early and only get 4 hrs sleep -> get insanely tired early in the evening -> get excited abt fixing sleep schedule -> go to bed -> body gets tricked into taking 1hr nap -> stuck awake again until ass oclock. Gen Q am I suffering some kind of curse?
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I think it should remain possible to work professionally on video games
he used to be so hench tho which is so funny. levels of projection on display only possible from a half-aware tboy trying to cope with a gym membership. his bimboification omfg so sorry mordred your guns....
probs taking a break from tumblr (💀) so was queuing up art + found this again and ouh i got nostaglic...this drawing on the right there is when i first decided to make mordred trans i explictly remember drawing a cis mans chest then erasing it bc i wanted him to look more like me...smh corny ass 🥹
in my heart i knwo personal violence is wrong but everyday the lord tests me just that little bit harder each time 😑🚬
can i make mordred do this. with the ps2 hair physics and fine boned androgynous features
readint he mgs2 script for kamdred nutrients + this pargraph is tkaing me out bro was hard af writing this out
KLJDFDDJKFDBW HEFHEWEFDF;DF WERE SO FUCKIG BACKKKK I LOVE YOU T4T YAOI!!!!!!!!!!
Only forcing myself to stop and lie in bed right now just bc I don’t want to deal with the embarrassment of saying goodnight to someone then 6 hrs later still being awake when their alarm goes off. God grant me one power nap and I can be one your strongest soldier when I wake back up
Is this a good use of my time when there are 7374294 other technical things I could be doing nooooo am I having fun yessssssssssssss ^__^
6k words written so far dedicated to outlining kamdred backstory that I’m 90% sure that only like 1/3 will ever be materially reverent to the visible kamd narrative. my brother at this point it’d be easier to just write a book
anywya im gonna take my early night while im still tired goodnight
ive a coffee at 2am for the last 3 nights. caught myself thinking at 3:30 now 'i should get an early night'. its not even work running me down its just random life stuff making me rubber band my work hours around like bro this aint gonna be sustainable much longer 💀
hours are getting cut down after oct which is obviously scary bc money + job hunt is fruitless rn but i think if im being brutally honest it might be needed like my work/life/health balance has been a nightmare the last while im like going to bed at 5am and waking up at 11:30. like. -___-💤
the extra audacity of asking for 3+ years exp in a concept art role to be allowed to the honour to play prompt-gen with their project STFU KYSSSSSSS /SRS /NEG /DIE
i had to get on desktop o post these i hope you apprefciate how much of a seething blind rage i was in when i saw this
I can tveven screenshot this to prove I’m not crazy my phone just decided I don’t I can’t post pictures anymore I don’t need this rn dude 😹🔫
Discovered my phone now can’t upload any photo to any app bc of permissions. The option to give apps permission to use img gallery doesn’t exist.
Overnight. Okay!
IM GAMER okay i can go to bed snrrk mimimi
pros of lie of p: i havent felt this gameplay looped since the first time i turned on elden ring + it has my gears turnign abt what fun game design looks like for certain thing ive had trouble conceptualising
cons of lies of p: i cant gotto bed until i beat this fucking boss
im gonna get so many nutrients from this bro i can already tell the lore is gonna be sexy af
finally chipping away getting chunks out of my video game backlog + they werent kidding this shit rly is lies of peak
The way I posted that then immediately got pinged to fix some stuff 😭 🥀
Handed in all my stuff for the week I’m officially on leave for 2 weeks we’re so fucking gamer boys
Took a fatass nap to celebrate lmfao I need this shits been rough the last while 🥀 I need the dedicated brain enrichment time or I’d be going postal