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𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘵𝘩𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘦𝘦𝘬 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘰 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘱𝘪𝘥...
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↠ Further Info in Thread
↠ One of the many #GhostsOfJohn
As Kyryll started walking, Rerir felt that nagging both in the back of his head and his chest, something he recognized vaguely as the start of that frustrating mix of desperation and obsession.
...perhaps... Kyryll would come to regret his choice to allow him closer in the end, when he realized~
...perhaps... Kyryll would come to regret his choice to allow him closer in the end, when he realized~
Kyryll froze.
Perhaps it was because he was already in a vulnerable spot - the darkness within his heart laid bare for Rerir to see.
Perhaps it was because he, himself, was a stranger to loving another. The fae were not abstinent by any means, but in his human years, he had kept his distance.
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Perhaps it was because he was already in a vulnerable spot - the darkness within his heart laid bare for Rerir to see.
Perhaps it was because he, himself, was a stranger to loving another. The fae were not abstinent by any means, but in his human years, he had kept his distance.
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Silence reigned for a time as Rerir debated how best to respond to the quiet admittance from the fae.
Loss was a constant in his life; he'd lost his family, lost his freedom, his identity, his love and eventually, his life and his mind.
Who would understand that fear better than the Sinner who~
Loss was a constant in his life; he'd lost his family, lost his freedom, his identity, his love and eventually, his life and his mind.
Who would understand that fear better than the Sinner who~
December 4, 2025 at 7:28 AM
As Kyryll started walking, Rerir felt that nagging both in the back of his head and his chest, something he recognized vaguely as the start of that frustrating mix of desperation and obsession.
...perhaps... Kyryll would come to regret his choice to allow him closer in the end, when he realized~
...perhaps... Kyryll would come to regret his choice to allow him closer in the end, when he realized~
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ᅠ𝕿𝗛𝗘𝗢𝗥𝗘𝗧𝗜𝗖𝗔𝗟𝗟𝗬, 𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐀𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆
𝐒𝐎 𝗖𝗔𝗡𝗗𝗜𝗗𝗟𝗬 𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐃 𝐏𝐔𝐓
「 * 𝙈𝙀 」 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐈𝐑
𝑪𝑹𝑶𝑺𝑺𝑯𝑨𝑰𝑹𝑺, 𝐓𝐎𝐎 ──
ᅠ𝕿𝗛𝗘𝗢𝗥𝗘𝗧𝗜𝗖𝗔𝗟𝗟𝗬, 𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐀𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆
𝐒𝐎 𝗖𝗔𝗡𝗗𝗜𝗗𝗟𝗬 𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐃 𝐏𝐔𝐓
「 * 𝙈𝙀 」 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐈𝐑
𝑪𝑹𝑶𝑺𝑺𝑯𝑨𝑰𝑹𝑺, 𝐓𝐎𝐎 ──
December 3, 2025 at 8:57 PM
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ᅠ𝕿𝗛𝗘𝗢𝗥𝗘𝗧𝗜𝗖𝗔𝗟𝗟𝗬, 𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐀𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆
𝐒𝐎 𝗖𝗔𝗡𝗗𝗜𝗗𝗟𝗬 𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐃 𝐏𝐔𝐓
「 * 𝙈𝙀 」 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐈𝐑
𝑪𝑹𝑶𝑺𝑺𝑯𝑨𝑰𝑹𝑺, 𝐓𝐎𝐎 ──
ᅠ𝕿𝗛𝗘𝗢𝗥𝗘𝗧𝗜𝗖𝗔𝗟𝗟𝗬, 𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐀𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆
𝐒𝐎 𝗖𝗔𝗡𝗗𝗜𝗗𝗟𝗬 𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐃 𝐏𝐔𝐓
「 * 𝙈𝙀 」 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐈𝐑
𝑪𝑹𝑶𝑺𝑺𝑯𝑨𝑰𝑹𝑺, 𝐓𝐎𝐎 ──
This one, it seems, took Rerir a full day to stumble upon with his need to hunt down a few Abyss Heralds to replenish himself yesterday.
Again, he takes a single stem from the bundle and examines it, making a mental note to check the outcrops a little further out like this more frequently,~
Again, he takes a single stem from the bundle and examines it, making a mental note to check the outcrops a little further out like this more frequently,~
Today, a bundle of tiny yellow wild flowers that were collected— Along with more of those white ones she had before.
This time, she just.... Lingers. Staring at the monument that indicated where the Hunt would've been, thinking as she kept one of the yellow ones in her hands to keep herself +
This time, she just.... Lingers. Staring at the monument that indicated where the Hunt would've been, thinking as she kept one of the yellow ones in her hands to keep herself +
December 4, 2025 at 4:35 AM
This one, it seems, took Rerir a full day to stumble upon with his need to hunt down a few Abyss Heralds to replenish himself yesterday.
Again, he takes a single stem from the bundle and examines it, making a mental note to check the outcrops a little further out like this more frequently,~
Again, he takes a single stem from the bundle and examines it, making a mental note to check the outcrops a little further out like this more frequently,~
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October 14, 2025 at 8:01 PM
Silence reigned for a time as Rerir debated how best to respond to the quiet admittance from the fae.
Loss was a constant in his life; he'd lost his family, lost his freedom, his identity, his love and eventually, his life and his mind.
Who would understand that fear better than the Sinner who~
Loss was a constant in his life; he'd lost his family, lost his freedom, his identity, his love and eventually, his life and his mind.
Who would understand that fear better than the Sinner who~
... Rerir cannot die?
The implication of what may have seemed like such a random comment was not lost on him: How could Rerir leave his side if death was the only thing that could separate them?
He would choose to stay after all.
Not because of the tether's use... but for Kyryll himself.
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The implication of what may have seemed like such a random comment was not lost on him: How could Rerir leave his side if death was the only thing that could separate them?
He would choose to stay after all.
Not because of the tether's use... but for Kyryll himself.
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It was... strange.
He'd never liked feeling like property, like something someone else saw as something to own and possess like all that mattered was his use.
Kyryll sought to possess, that much was obvious to him with how vehemently the fae denied him the return of his heart, but it felt~
He'd never liked feeling like property, like something someone else saw as something to own and possess like all that mattered was his use.
Kyryll sought to possess, that much was obvious to him with how vehemently the fae denied him the return of his heart, but it felt~
December 3, 2025 at 8:20 AM
Silence reigned for a time as Rerir debated how best to respond to the quiet admittance from the fae.
Loss was a constant in his life; he'd lost his family, lost his freedom, his identity, his love and eventually, his life and his mind.
Who would understand that fear better than the Sinner who~
Loss was a constant in his life; he'd lost his family, lost his freedom, his identity, his love and eventually, his life and his mind.
Who would understand that fear better than the Sinner who~
It was... strange.
He'd never liked feeling like property, like something someone else saw as something to own and possess like all that mattered was his use.
Kyryll sought to possess, that much was obvious to him with how vehemently the fae denied him the return of his heart, but it felt~
He'd never liked feeling like property, like something someone else saw as something to own and possess like all that mattered was his use.
Kyryll sought to possess, that much was obvious to him with how vehemently the fae denied him the return of his heart, but it felt~
"Why, you ask?"
Rerir's vulnerability shone through his cracking visage. The tension between them was electric—magnetic—an intangible force Kyryll longed to sink his teeth into to lay his claim.
There really was no turning back for him. He had went and let himself 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵.
"Because I want to."
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Rerir's vulnerability shone through his cracking visage. The tension between them was electric—magnetic—an intangible force Kyryll longed to sink his teeth into to lay his claim.
There really was no turning back for him. He had went and let himself 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵.
"Because I want to."
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The intensity in Kyryll's eyes made Rerir shift, a fresh wave of uncertainty washing over the Sinner as he listened, finding himself taking a small step back as he angled his head, unable to hold his gaze for much longer.
It wasn't necessarily a discomfort with the fae, more the unfamiliarity with~
It wasn't necessarily a discomfort with the fae, more the unfamiliarity with~
December 3, 2025 at 12:09 AM
It was... strange.
He'd never liked feeling like property, like something someone else saw as something to own and possess like all that mattered was his use.
Kyryll sought to possess, that much was obvious to him with how vehemently the fae denied him the return of his heart, but it felt~
He'd never liked feeling like property, like something someone else saw as something to own and possess like all that mattered was his use.
Kyryll sought to possess, that much was obvious to him with how vehemently the fae denied him the return of his heart, but it felt~
// THIS DOES NOT LOOK LIKE SLEEP, NOTNATHAN.
December 2, 2025 at 8:10 AM
// THIS DOES NOT LOOK LIKE SLEEP, NOTNATHAN.
It admittedly took him some time to find these ones because he hadn't realized this outcrop had been recently neutralized.
This time, he did notice a few footprints he was keen to study, following them as far as he could before the vanished with either tide or rock, letting out a low sound of~
This time, he did notice a few footprints he was keen to study, following them as far as he could before the vanished with either tide or rock, letting out a low sound of~
More local flowers at the outcrop by the cliffs of Blue Amber Lake. The wilted ones she left before were replaced this time with fresher ones— Lingering a moment to glance around, lips pressed together before turning to walk off again.
December 2, 2025 at 7:33 AM
It admittedly took him some time to find these ones because he hadn't realized this outcrop had been recently neutralized.
This time, he did notice a few footprints he was keen to study, following them as far as he could before the vanished with either tide or rock, letting out a low sound of~
This time, he did notice a few footprints he was keen to study, following them as far as he could before the vanished with either tide or rock, letting out a low sound of~
The intensity in Kyryll's eyes made Rerir shift, a fresh wave of uncertainty washing over the Sinner as he listened, finding himself taking a small step back as he angled his head, unable to hold his gaze for much longer.
It wasn't necessarily a discomfort with the fae, more the unfamiliarity with~
It wasn't necessarily a discomfort with the fae, more the unfamiliarity with~
"Quite sure." Rerir approached him, but didn't dare look him in the eye. That didn't stop Kyryll from staring up at him unabashedly, trying to capture any glimpses of red he could. "At least, if you wanted to claim me mad, I would say there is a method to 𝘮𝘺 madness."
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Rerir is quiet for a time after Kyryll answered him, head canted to the side a little as he debates how he wants to handle this from this point forward.
...he's bound to cause problems for the fae whether he means to or not... is that something he can live with? Maybe he should... try approaching~
...he's bound to cause problems for the fae whether he means to or not... is that something he can live with? Maybe he should... try approaching~
December 2, 2025 at 3:17 AM
The intensity in Kyryll's eyes made Rerir shift, a fresh wave of uncertainty washing over the Sinner as he listened, finding himself taking a small step back as he angled his head, unable to hold his gaze for much longer.
It wasn't necessarily a discomfort with the fae, more the unfamiliarity with~
It wasn't necessarily a discomfort with the fae, more the unfamiliarity with~
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i'm running out of places i can hide from this
December 1, 2025 at 8:01 PM
i'm running out of places i can hide from this
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Darkness there and nothing more.
December 1, 2025 at 8:01 PM
Darkness there and nothing more.
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⫷Oh my, it's been a long time since I'd seen my reflection. I wasn't aware of, how much the years have taken from me. I'm afraid the next time I look, all I'll see, is the mirror...⫸
December 1, 2025 at 8:00 PM
⫷Oh my, it's been a long time since I'd seen my reflection. I wasn't aware of, how much the years have taken from me. I'm afraid the next time I look, all I'll see, is the mirror...⫸
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// I have squirrelled so much tonight I no longer have the brain to do replies 💀 tomorrow between writing assignments and work
December 1, 2025 at 9:51 AM
// I have squirrelled so much tonight I no longer have the brain to do replies 💀 tomorrow between writing assignments and work
It still took him many hours to happen upon the sealed outcrop that held the latest `offering`, and once again he still couldn't quite pinpoint the source of that lingering energy.
These flowers seemed... different. They weren't like anything he'd seen around Nod-Krai.
Strange...
...one stem is~
These flowers seemed... different. They weren't like anything he'd seen around Nod-Krai.
Strange...
...one stem is~
Another bundle of flowers— This time they're a few small stems of trumphet-shaped, white clusters of flowers. A variation apparently found in Sumeru.
.... They.... Reminded her of him. So she asked for a couple from the woman who had Sumerian goods displayed in her shop.
.... They.... Reminded her of him. So she asked for a couple from the woman who had Sumerian goods displayed in her shop.
December 1, 2025 at 3:04 AM
It still took him many hours to happen upon the sealed outcrop that held the latest `offering`, and once again he still couldn't quite pinpoint the source of that lingering energy.
These flowers seemed... different. They weren't like anything he'd seen around Nod-Krai.
Strange...
...one stem is~
These flowers seemed... different. They weren't like anything he'd seen around Nod-Krai.
Strange...
...one stem is~
// Quick errand for myself, then I shall return
December 1, 2025 at 1:07 AM
// Quick errand for myself, then I shall return
Rerir is quiet for a time after Kyryll answered him, head canted to the side a little as he debates how he wants to handle this from this point forward.
...he's bound to cause problems for the fae whether he means to or not... is that something he can live with? Maybe he should... try approaching~
...he's bound to cause problems for the fae whether he means to or not... is that something he can live with? Maybe he should... try approaching~
Oh... Kyryll did like that reaction.
It wasn't fair, though. Rerir punished him for his genuine praise by hiding more of his face in those bandages. One day, the fae would find a way to remove them...
For now, he was pleased with the way Rerir avoided his gaze, distracted from his
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It wasn't fair, though. Rerir punished him for his genuine praise by hiding more of his face in those bandages. One day, the fae would find a way to remove them...
For now, he was pleased with the way Rerir avoided his gaze, distracted from his
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Rerir was listening even if it appeared he was not.
Though his gaze remained focused on his reflection in morbidly disturbed fascination, he was keen on every single word, every little move that Kyryll made somewhere behind him.
He was prepared for the worst of things, resigned to accept that he~
Though his gaze remained focused on his reflection in morbidly disturbed fascination, he was keen on every single word, every little move that Kyryll made somewhere behind him.
He was prepared for the worst of things, resigned to accept that he~
December 1, 2025 at 1:06 AM
Rerir is quiet for a time after Kyryll answered him, head canted to the side a little as he debates how he wants to handle this from this point forward.
...he's bound to cause problems for the fae whether he means to or not... is that something he can live with? Maybe he should... try approaching~
...he's bound to cause problems for the fae whether he means to or not... is that something he can live with? Maybe he should... try approaching~
// I love this new pfp for Rerir SIGH
November 30, 2025 at 10:44 AM
// I love this new pfp for Rerir SIGH
It may have taken him the better part of the day to realize yet another `offering` of sorts had been left at the outcrops, but he found it nevertheless.
Though with how long it had been again, he could only pick up on faint traces of energy lingering on the flowers.
...another local variety...~
Though with how long it had been again, he could only pick up on faint traces of energy lingering on the flowers.
...another local variety...~
More flowers are left on the closed outcrop on the shore north east of Nasha Town. Just a bundle of picked wildflowers she found on the way this time....
November 30, 2025 at 10:38 AM
It may have taken him the better part of the day to realize yet another `offering` of sorts had been left at the outcrops, but he found it nevertheless.
Though with how long it had been again, he could only pick up on faint traces of energy lingering on the flowers.
...another local variety...~
Though with how long it had been again, he could only pick up on faint traces of energy lingering on the flowers.
...another local variety...~
Rerir was listening even if it appeared he was not.
Though his gaze remained focused on his reflection in morbidly disturbed fascination, he was keen on every single word, every little move that Kyryll made somewhere behind him.
He was prepared for the worst of things, resigned to accept that he~
Though his gaze remained focused on his reflection in morbidly disturbed fascination, he was keen on every single word, every little move that Kyryll made somewhere behind him.
He was prepared for the worst of things, resigned to accept that he~
This was a situation where anything he said could easily backfire against him, Kyryll realized.
He couldn't relate to how Rerir felt in this moment. Untainted by the Abyss and able to change his appearance as he pleased, Kyryll had already taken up his ideal human identity, and rather liked what
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He couldn't relate to how Rerir felt in this moment. Untainted by the Abyss and able to change his appearance as he pleased, Kyryll had already taken up his ideal human identity, and rather liked what
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Rerir wasn't sure what sort of response he was expecting from Kyryll, forcing out a frustrated breath at first and shaking his head.
"No-- that's not what I--"
Wasn't what he what? Wasn't what he meant? Wasn't what he wanted? Not even he was sure what he was trying to say anymore, turning his~
"No-- that's not what I--"
Wasn't what he what? Wasn't what he meant? Wasn't what he wanted? Not even he was sure what he was trying to say anymore, turning his~
November 30, 2025 at 10:34 AM
Rerir was listening even if it appeared he was not.
Though his gaze remained focused on his reflection in morbidly disturbed fascination, he was keen on every single word, every little move that Kyryll made somewhere behind him.
He was prepared for the worst of things, resigned to accept that he~
Though his gaze remained focused on his reflection in morbidly disturbed fascination, he was keen on every single word, every little move that Kyryll made somewhere behind him.
He was prepared for the worst of things, resigned to accept that he~
Rerir wasn't sure what sort of response he was expecting from Kyryll, forcing out a frustrated breath at first and shaking his head.
"No-- that's not what I--"
Wasn't what he what? Wasn't what he meant? Wasn't what he wanted? Not even he was sure what he was trying to say anymore, turning his~
"No-- that's not what I--"
Wasn't what he what? Wasn't what he meant? Wasn't what he wanted? Not even he was sure what he was trying to say anymore, turning his~
Kyryll was no longer accustomed to experiencing the touch of another outside of combat, and Rerir's hand 𝘣𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘥. Specifically the one on his back, dangerously close to where his wings would grow if he hadn't hidden them away...
There was no noticeable outward reaction, however,
There was no noticeable outward reaction, however,
Unfortunately for Kyryll, Rerir was so distracted by everything around him that he was struggling to pay attention to the fae's movements beyond the fact that he was still in front of him leading him somewhere.
When the other stopped, Rerir hadn't quite noticed yet, turning his head just in time~
When the other stopped, Rerir hadn't quite noticed yet, turning his head just in time~
November 30, 2025 at 4:35 AM
Rerir wasn't sure what sort of response he was expecting from Kyryll, forcing out a frustrated breath at first and shaking his head.
"No-- that's not what I--"
Wasn't what he what? Wasn't what he meant? Wasn't what he wanted? Not even he was sure what he was trying to say anymore, turning his~
"No-- that's not what I--"
Wasn't what he what? Wasn't what he meant? Wasn't what he wanted? Not even he was sure what he was trying to say anymore, turning his~
// As much as I loved the fan art I was using for Rerir's icon.... it was time to switch, this one feels better... for now.
November 30, 2025 at 4:22 AM
// As much as I loved the fan art I was using for Rerir's icon.... it was time to switch, this one feels better... for now.
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what's the difference between a man and a monster?
November 29, 2025 at 11:52 PM
what's the difference between a man and a monster?
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full disclosure, i am a monster. a creature of despair—— not that that should be a cause for concern.
November 30, 2025 at 12:29 AM
full disclosure, i am a monster. a creature of despair—— not that that should be a cause for concern.