pennylane / caterpillarsky
@pennylaneisdead.bsky.social
Omfgitstabitha of edtwt. EDNOScirca2005. Harm reduction life. Married Ace/Demi 🌈 vote blue 💙 eclectic witch. DMs are open. Gastroparesis. GERD. AuDHD. cPTSD. T2D. Etc etc
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📌 intro for #caterpillarsky #edbsky
I was omfgitstabitha on #edtwt
This is my ED account.
ED started in 2005. I'm 39 now. Has been a rollercoaster up&down. Many health problems. Do not recommend staying sick at all. The consequences are 😭
T2D AuDHD anxiety disorder gastroparesis etc etc
I was omfgitstabitha on #edtwt
This is my ED account.
ED started in 2005. I'm 39 now. Has been a rollercoaster up&down. Many health problems. Do not recommend staying sick at all. The consequences are 😭
T2D AuDHD anxiety disorder gastroparesis etc etc
Making this and adding shredded chicken. Gonna watch the last episode of #StrangerThings tonight I didn't eat much today so I don't feel too bad about it tbh.
December 11, 2025 at 8:53 PM
Making this and adding shredded chicken. Gonna watch the last episode of #StrangerThings tonight I didn't eat much today so I don't feel too bad about it tbh.
I wrote in my journal for the first time since November so that was good. But I have noticed I only write a lot when I am upset. I need to write when I'm happy so I can remember that too when I'm old and can't remember my life. That's why I'm keeping journals. For when the dementia sets in lmao
December 11, 2025 at 9:39 AM
I wrote in my journal for the first time since November so that was good. But I have noticed I only write a lot when I am upset. I need to write when I'm happy so I can remember that too when I'm old and can't remember my life. That's why I'm keeping journals. For when the dementia sets in lmao
I legit binged today btw. Tons of cookies and mini cupcakes. On top of my soup and yogurt. I haven't done that in so fucking long. And my blood sugar got so high I got sleepy and my mouth got dry AF because of diabetes so fml
The dry mouth kept me from falling asleep so ahhh
The dry mouth kept me from falling asleep so ahhh
December 11, 2025 at 9:38 AM
I legit binged today btw. Tons of cookies and mini cupcakes. On top of my soup and yogurt. I haven't done that in so fucking long. And my blood sugar got so high I got sleepy and my mouth got dry AF because of diabetes so fml
The dry mouth kept me from falling asleep so ahhh
The dry mouth kept me from falling asleep so ahhh
I am working on last minute gifts and that has me getting up at 1am for quiet time to try and focus because for some insane reason I cannot so this during the day. Idk why. I focus better at night
December 11, 2025 at 9:36 AM
I am working on last minute gifts and that has me getting up at 1am for quiet time to try and focus because for some insane reason I cannot so this during the day. Idk why. I focus better at night
So I am continuing the miralax when I remember it. And drinking the meal shakes I have because I FORGOT THEY USUALLY MAKE ME POOP. so I have had the solution all along. But also miralax is supposed to be good for gastroparesis so I should take that as well I think
December 11, 2025 at 9:36 AM
So I am continuing the miralax when I remember it. And drinking the meal shakes I have because I FORGOT THEY USUALLY MAKE ME POOP. so I have had the solution all along. But also miralax is supposed to be good for gastroparesis so I should take that as well I think
Got these cute charms for super cheap at #dollartree earlier. "RIP the patriarchy" is the best one and I am gonna wear it on a necklace by its. They are meant to be on a charm bracelet and they sold a bracelet too. "I got out of bed today" !!! Check your dollar tree! #ripthepatriarchy
December 11, 2025 at 9:33 AM
Got these cute charms for super cheap at #dollartree earlier. "RIP the patriarchy" is the best one and I am gonna wear it on a necklace by its. They are meant to be on a charm bracelet and they sold a bracelet too. "I got out of bed today" !!! Check your dollar tree! #ripthepatriarchy
I am still urging edtwt to move to bluesky because they are literally just on a website run by Nazis.
I wish I could leave it but so many people there I care about. I need to cross post here but a lot of my twitter updates are pretty damn lame. I just word vomit on there
I wish I could leave it but so many people there I care about. I need to cross post here but a lot of my twitter updates are pretty damn lame. I just word vomit on there
December 11, 2025 at 9:30 AM
I am still urging edtwt to move to bluesky because they are literally just on a website run by Nazis.
I wish I could leave it but so many people there I care about. I need to cross post here but a lot of my twitter updates are pretty damn lame. I just word vomit on there
I wish I could leave it but so many people there I care about. I need to cross post here but a lot of my twitter updates are pretty damn lame. I just word vomit on there
I am struggling waiting for miralax to finalilly work and now I have diarrhea? Also I am gassy and farting and burping. My stomach is swollen with what I guess is gas. I can hear it moving around sometimes. I took two gas relief pills. I am so tired of my gastrointestinal problems
December 4, 2025 at 11:54 PM
I am struggling waiting for miralax to finalilly work and now I have diarrhea? Also I am gassy and farting and burping. My stomach is swollen with what I guess is gas. I can hear it moving around sometimes. I took two gas relief pills. I am so tired of my gastrointestinal problems
My lower back is starting to hurt but idk if its muscle or from not pooping? Hahah help me baby jeebus
December 4, 2025 at 2:24 AM
My lower back is starting to hurt but idk if its muscle or from not pooping? Hahah help me baby jeebus
I've been having miralax like I'm prescribed (for gastroparesis). One cap a day. It's been four days. I haven't had a full bowel movement. Just a little poop comes out here and there. But other than that, nothing. My stomach is so swollen. Like BAD. IDK WHAT TO DO.
December 4, 2025 at 1:26 AM
I've been having miralax like I'm prescribed (for gastroparesis). One cap a day. It's been four days. I haven't had a full bowel movement. Just a little poop comes out here and there. But other than that, nothing. My stomach is so swollen. Like BAD. IDK WHAT TO DO.
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No one went hungry in the presence of Jesus, and no one should live with food scarcity in a land filled with supposed Christians.
December 2, 2025 at 6:00 PM
No one went hungry in the presence of Jesus, and no one should live with food scarcity in a land filled with supposed Christians.
Like I have never "starved" myself in fucking years&because I did it a very long time ago... (&by starve he means restrict to like 500 calories or less) He was so mad he wanted me to literally throw food away. We are POOR. POOR AS FUCK. so food waste is really really horrible for me to think about.
December 2, 2025 at 8:49 PM
Like I have never "starved" myself in fucking years&because I did it a very long time ago... (&by starve he means restrict to like 500 calories or less) He was so mad he wanted me to literally throw food away. We are POOR. POOR AS FUCK. so food waste is really really horrible for me to think about.
The great hot dog fiasco of 2025
December 2, 2025 at 8:45 PM
The great hot dog fiasco of 2025
But he pissed me off so much telling me he'd rather me throw food away than eat just because I said something stupid when I was mad... It made *ME* so mad I threw the hot dogs at him instead of in the trash. So we had hot dogs flying through the air. And after that we laughed about it.
December 2, 2025 at 8:45 PM
But he pissed me off so much telling me he'd rather me throw food away than eat just because I said something stupid when I was mad... It made *ME* so mad I threw the hot dogs at him instead of in the trash. So we had hot dogs flying through the air. And after that we laughed about it.
I got into a fight with my husband and was so angry I just started shouting nonsense and I said I would starve myself and he got so upset he told me to throw away the hot dogs i was making him. First of all.... I do not starve myself. Ever. I have diabetes. I cannot starve myself.
December 2, 2025 at 8:43 PM
I got into a fight with my husband and was so angry I just started shouting nonsense and I said I would starve myself and he got so upset he told me to throw away the hot dogs i was making him. First of all.... I do not starve myself. Ever. I have diabetes. I cannot starve myself.
It's winter and the ends of my hair is doing its "omg I am so dry I might as well be straw grass" thing so I am doing the I'd to ends in the holy trio of spray oils. I don't know if they still make all of them but... I have saved them since last winter and I will rotate them
December 2, 2025 at 8:41 PM
It's winter and the ends of my hair is doing its "omg I am so dry I might as well be straw grass" thing so I am doing the I'd to ends in the holy trio of spray oils. I don't know if they still make all of them but... I have saved them since last winter and I will rotate them
They work so good omg. The noise reduction is so much better than I expected. I want another pair without ears but I NEEDED THESE like ok I just needed them lol. I will be wearing them anywhere I want idgaf
November 30, 2025 at 8:01 PM
They work so good omg. The noise reduction is so much better than I expected. I want another pair without ears but I NEEDED THESE like ok I just needed them lol. I will be wearing them anywhere I want idgaf
They got here so fast! A day early! I'm so excited I will need to make myself look cute before I post a picture of me wearing them though 🤣
November 30, 2025 at 7:53 PM
They got here so fast! A day early! I'm so excited I will need to make myself look cute before I post a picture of me wearing them though 🤣
Never underestimate the power or the real Sudafed. Pseudoephedrine works for real. That plus allergy medicine and my head clears up in an hour. I can hear my ears clearing up when I swallow hard or even just shift my jaw
November 30, 2025 at 3:24 PM
Never underestimate the power or the real Sudafed. Pseudoephedrine works for real. That plus allergy medicine and my head clears up in an hour. I can hear my ears clearing up when I swallow hard or even just shift my jaw
Low-key need to take advantage of the fact I cannot eat hard food because of my dentures. I lost weight already from it so let's make it a disorded thing. "I lost my teeth because of Bulimia now I cannot eat" diet #Edbsky #caterpillarsky I am joking because I am so upset I cannot handle the feels
November 30, 2025 at 12:15 AM
Low-key need to take advantage of the fact I cannot eat hard food because of my dentures. I lost weight already from it so let's make it a disorded thing. "I lost my teeth because of Bulimia now I cannot eat" diet #Edbsky #caterpillarsky I am joking because I am so upset I cannot handle the feels
These are some of the cookies I baked for the gathering we didn't get to go to. My husband is going to have to eat them. There's probably 30 cookies 🫠🫠🫠🫠
November 30, 2025 at 12:11 AM
These are some of the cookies I baked for the gathering we didn't get to go to. My husband is going to have to eat them. There's probably 30 cookies 🫠🫠🫠🫠
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eating disorder? im eating this order!
October 17, 2024 at 1:28 PM
eating disorder? im eating this order!
My Christmas gift this year
November 30, 2025 at 12:07 AM
My Christmas gift this year
Quickly became Christmas for me lol
November 30, 2025 at 12:06 AM
Quickly became Christmas for me lol
We didn't do the Sat gathering because my his back windshield shattered into a million pieces. So I got out of that social interaction by sheer dumb luck
November 29, 2025 at 11:29 PM
We didn't do the Sat gathering because my his back windshield shattered into a million pieces. So I got out of that social interaction by sheer dumb luck