electrolysis on vent
@paradisestation.bsky.social
"Without hesitation"
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was vent user electrolysis. hi again
frei rosamel. 29y. he him
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was vent user electrolysis. hi again
frei rosamel. 29y. he him
that's it im done
February 1, 2026 at 9:55 AM
that's it im done
"you're not extroverted enough to be a 7" but actually i am, i just have major depression and social anxiety. and despite the social anxiety, i can still socialize when need be.
February 1, 2026 at 4:40 AM
"you're not extroverted enough to be a 7" but actually i am, i just have major depression and social anxiety. and despite the social anxiety, i can still socialize when need be.
turns out those close friends kept projecting onto me. and i really felt like i had to live up to their expectations. discovering myself and who i am and what i truly believe in has been an amazing journey. i dont want to be ashamed anymore
February 1, 2026 at 4:39 AM
turns out those close friends kept projecting onto me. and i really felt like i had to live up to their expectations. discovering myself and who i am and what i truly believe in has been an amazing journey. i dont want to be ashamed anymore
they said so4 tend not to lash out, and i believed i was the complete opposite because people close to me get mad and said i lashed out when i remember thinking very carefully before bringing issues up. thats not to say ive never lashed out, i had especially to my family but those are very rare
February 1, 2026 at 4:38 AM
they said so4 tend not to lash out, and i believed i was the complete opposite because people close to me get mad and said i lashed out when i remember thinking very carefully before bringing issues up. thats not to say ive never lashed out, i had especially to my family but those are very rare
anyway. personality type analysis again. enneagram i think im definitely a so748. being an so7 sucks idk how to begin to explain it. i denied myself of everything because i wanted to be seen as saintly. which also bleeds together with so4 because i dont feel like im living up to the ideal.
February 1, 2026 at 4:36 AM
anyway. personality type analysis again. enneagram i think im definitely a so748. being an so7 sucks idk how to begin to explain it. i denied myself of everything because i wanted to be seen as saintly. which also bleeds together with so4 because i dont feel like im living up to the ideal.
but man....don't i miss those days....
February 1, 2026 at 4:20 AM
but man....don't i miss those days....
i actually stopped asking questions when i found out i wasn't the only one you did this to
February 1, 2026 at 4:19 AM
i actually stopped asking questions when i found out i wasn't the only one you did this to
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everyday i still wonder what did i do to deserve that... i was your friend, i've been your friend, and i still wanted to be your friend
February 1, 2026 at 4:17 AM
everyday i still wonder what did i do to deserve that... i was your friend, i've been your friend, and i still wanted to be your friend
oh i get it so u were kidding about moving to europe together
January 31, 2026 at 5:59 PM
oh i get it so u were kidding about moving to europe together
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January 30, 2026 at 12:42 PM
ate like shit this week because of stress im genuinely so surprised i managed to get back to my initial weight the day after.... the body truly is something
January 31, 2026 at 3:21 AM
ate like shit this week because of stress im genuinely so surprised i managed to get back to my initial weight the day after.... the body truly is something
im stuck here and i cant do anything about it because if i do anything about it it'll be controlling so i just shut up and cry alone and maybe one day i'll disappear
January 27, 2026 at 2:26 PM
im stuck here and i cant do anything about it because if i do anything about it it'll be controlling so i just shut up and cry alone and maybe one day i'll disappear
i will never leave the house again! but i will keep acting whenever i get invited out
January 27, 2026 at 2:12 PM
i will never leave the house again! but i will keep acting whenever i get invited out
really think im maybe a residue of ajax somewhat, i really only remember the pandemic
January 27, 2026 at 2:09 PM
really think im maybe a residue of ajax somewhat, i really only remember the pandemic
hi im roze. i like blue. i like y2k webcore, frutiger aero/aqua, allat
January 27, 2026 at 2:08 PM
hi im roze. i like blue. i like y2k webcore, frutiger aero/aqua, allat
the less i know the better
January 27, 2026 at 2:07 PM
the less i know the better
bla bla bla reflect reflect reflect bla bla bla and who's keeping tabs? certainly not u never u so go ahead and say those stuff to make urself feel superior
January 27, 2026 at 2:06 PM
bla bla bla reflect reflect reflect bla bla bla and who's keeping tabs? certainly not u never u so go ahead and say those stuff to make urself feel superior
and i guess while it's here i'll continue to be the manager.... the okay guy.... guy who acts like they dont care too deeply... guy who will never admit 'hey what u did hurts and im sad about it' the big brother the idiot the whatever people need
January 27, 2026 at 2:05 PM
and i guess while it's here i'll continue to be the manager.... the okay guy.... guy who acts like they dont care too deeply... guy who will never admit 'hey what u did hurts and im sad about it' the big brother the idiot the whatever people need
i used to be like 'im so glad its you!' until i realized it'll alllll end up the same way as it always will be. 'oh no! doesnt that mean ur the problem roze!!' i GUESS! but im hitting 30 soon i think thats too late to start over or do anything about it
January 27, 2026 at 2:03 PM
i used to be like 'im so glad its you!' until i realized it'll alllll end up the same way as it always will be. 'oh no! doesnt that mean ur the problem roze!!' i GUESS! but im hitting 30 soon i think thats too late to start over or do anything about it
guess im destined to be by myself no amount of motivational 'cherish the time spent together!' will ever make me be happy of having to constantly start over with other people again and again
January 27, 2026 at 2:01 PM
guess im destined to be by myself no amount of motivational 'cherish the time spent together!' will ever make me be happy of having to constantly start over with other people again and again
"oh but roze! thats not true theyre ur friend because they like u!" i think they only like me because im around <3
January 27, 2026 at 1:58 PM
"oh but roze! thats not true theyre ur friend because they like u!" i think they only like me because im around <3
im gonna be abandoned by everyone and everything
January 27, 2026 at 1:58 PM
im gonna be abandoned by everyone and everything
matched with twin's gc while in a game
January 27, 2026 at 1:57 PM
matched with twin's gc while in a game
feeling so happy i feel connected to myself from 7 years ago i think that was my peak
January 25, 2026 at 4:33 PM
feeling so happy i feel connected to myself from 7 years ago i think that was my peak