Quijano Luis
nyorkdork.bsky.social
Quijano Luis
@nyorkdork.bsky.social
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and then the interest is gone
December 2, 2025 at 10:30 AM
UGH unnecessary pop ups about you rearing its ugly head. i dont want any part of you, i dont need any reminders about your existence. im moving on and i dont want any memories or reminders of you lingering
December 2, 2025 at 3:43 AM
im interested. but will this be it
November 30, 2025 at 6:56 PM
deep sadness and feeling of emptiness again today
November 30, 2025 at 7:57 AM
i guess the prospect of love is something i wouldnt actively think of anymore. sure id psy for sex every now and then, and maybe fall in love with that sex worker, but hey, at least i have a story (an unoriginal one at that)
November 25, 2025 at 10:10 AM
and not to mention, my age market has very limited options hahaha. hay
November 25, 2025 at 10:08 AM
i dunno. i feel like at this point im not open to the possibility of me opening up and being vulnerable ever again.

i dont want to be in a position anymore where either i obsess or fear over my partner
November 25, 2025 at 10:08 AM
proposal defense this thursday. i can do this. i hope.
November 25, 2025 at 10:06 AM
hmm ive been easily enraged recently. even with the smallest inconveniece
November 21, 2025 at 4:12 AM
minsan di ko rin alam kung ano gusto ko e hahaha. ang vague nung to be loved pero sana all my flaws di ba
November 20, 2025 at 9:16 AM
hmm i dunno yet. intellectually stimulating, sure. but i dunno.
November 20, 2025 at 9:16 AM
rage
November 18, 2025 at 4:06 PM
panic attack! dahil lang sa confirmation ng thesis proposal date. why
November 18, 2025 at 10:57 AM
funny how im ok then im not
November 15, 2025 at 3:17 PM
if i had infinite money id fuck that walker everytime
November 15, 2025 at 3:02 PM
i feel sad again
November 15, 2025 at 3:01 PM
id never remember you again
November 11, 2025 at 1:59 PM
i booked a sex worker to feel good. to be intimate at least with another warm body despite it being transactional but all it did was remind me of you.

id like to say that i miss you. all the time. but it has been 4 months since you left. the feeling now is transitory. and i hope that when i wake up
November 11, 2025 at 1:59 PM
you even share the same name.
November 11, 2025 at 1:57 PM
the way we said goodbye was also the way we say goodbye every night. as i watched her leave, i was left with nothing as you are gone. and you are never coming back.
November 11, 2025 at 1:57 PM
booked a sex worker that looks like you. kisses just like you. acts like you. smells like you, and my instinct all that time was to take care of her like i did with you. even the way i prepared the food for us to share. the way i held her close in my arms.
November 11, 2025 at 1:56 PM
interesting enough until the next most interesting match comes along
November 3, 2025 at 10:27 AM
wine gives a different hangover. i feel like shit now
November 1, 2025 at 6:58 AM
i want to be held but i dont want to be vulnerable
October 31, 2025 at 5:02 PM
drunk and horny
October 31, 2025 at 4:45 PM