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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · Sep 12

12/12/23 -> 09/12/25 😳
#NoxGains

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 1h

✨ Chocolate covered pretzels -/w/- I forgot they existeddd~
I did try a protein bar suggested, but my fuckin goodness, it's so hard to eat ;v; (they will certainly help my postal delivery roomie who is stuck working 10-12 hour days tho)

Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 2h

More morning bed pics, just been feelin so sluggish lately 🥱 (I swear I'm wearin something down there but when my thighs are nearly 40in wide I suppose it doesn't matter 💦)
#NoxGains

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 2d

Haha more like I poked a shorty chub fox and was rewarded for it = w =

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 2d

Nooo I'm too greedy - w -"" All the pounds for me pleaseee

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 2d

Roomie made themselves a big bowl of two ice creams, stirred up w/brownies and some cookies that were left from them baking earlier this week. I told them playfully they're turning into a fatty eating like that. I went back to work in my office and they came in with an even bigger bowl made for me 😳

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 3d

I'm so glad I can be a comfy spot for ya!!

Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 3d

I could put away as much as I wanted or as little as I wanted, my hunger/fullness never affected me :0 I could go 2 days w/o eating and be fine OR I could order 3 large pizzas and smash them all in an hour or two happily.

...and now I can't go 2-4 hours w/o a big snack/meal or else I'm hangry AF 😣😳

Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 4d

My 2ft+ ass 😭
lolol he's essentially blind so I can't blame him but also- IT'S RIGHT IN HIS FACE HOW COULD YA MIX IT UP x//0

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 4d

When he does the laundry and thought my underwear was a new shirt 😭😳😣

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 4d

asdhjasd that NAME
...yes, after any walking of more than 2 minutes and during any and all activities x'0 Please don't make me bend down- Let me take breaks- gimme a sec- I just gotta take a sit-! 💦

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 4d

Oh yeah, I've always been average or under weight 💦 So gainin the last 2 years has made EVERYthing different. The denial aspect makes sense then I guess, cause I look bigger than I feel for sure 😵‍💫 Gain another 25lbs? Why not! I'm not that big yet! *records a video* ...ooooh

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 5d

Aww tyty. It's a odd feeling, not negative or UNcomfortable but just idk. Shocked and feels strange to share lol 💦

Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 5d

When I get requests/asks sent in for videos of me doing things or generally moving around. So I record it, go back through for editing, get so fucking flustered SEEING myself and how fuckin big I'm getting. My face, my THIGHS, my breathing- so I delete the video...

Is this what denial is...

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 6d

Yeah :'0 He is sequestered to the upstairs or my bedroom only. He's gotten used to me not bein around him 24/7 but sometimes when I go downstairs he will... just scream. For minutes or an hour. He is learning lol 💦 He is a very sweet boy as long as you're human uwu

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 6d

It does not for sitting or standing >//>" Gotta use my 120in tape that I keep losing lol

Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 7d

asdfgdsfg 😳

Yes, it's Brookleberry (Brook), for this is HIS room that I just happen to sleep in lol

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 7d

Perpetually amazed by my- ...depth? 😵‍💫
#NoxGains