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Novadira the Eclipsed One @novadira.bsky.social · Aug 10

Originally I was gonna end this rant with a “well I may as well do the same” but I have too much dignity to lie like that

Novadira the Eclipsed One @novadira.bsky.social · Aug 10

It’s isolating. Everyone just playing pretend

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Novadira the Eclipsed One @novadira.bsky.social · Aug 10

Man I’d love to put this on main but it always becomes “a problem” whenever I bring back up some massive fucking issues because they’d rather pretend it never happened in the first place

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Novadira the Eclipsed One @novadira.bsky.social · Aug 10

“Waaah but I want Deltarune, waaah I want fnf, waaaah I want bbu”

Pussies

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Novadira the Eclipsed One @novadira.bsky.social · Aug 10

Sweep problems under the rug because “omg it’s [insert media]” and “well if I were to stand by my morals and continue to distant myself from [insert problematic creator], I’d have to distant myself from my FAVORITE creator who is now working with them because they can do no wrong”

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Novadira the Eclipsed One @novadira.bsky.social · Aug 10

A bunch of spineless fucks.

Immediately caving the second they’re teased a pinch of nostalgia.

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Novadira the Eclipsed One @novadira.bsky.social · Apr 11

No crazy traumatic event since last time, worst I can say is that morbid curiosity can be a bitch.

I was on some sort of hunt for pokemon 3ds mods which led me to checking ahit mods on those same other sites.

Yeah that was dumb.

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Novadira the Eclipsed One @novadira.bsky.social · Apr 7

I need to stock up on dorm room depression ice cream bins.

Novadira the Eclipsed One @novadira.bsky.social · Apr 7

I swear to god if I have to deal with nightmares about this kind of bullshit again tonight I’m going to punch someone

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Novadira the Eclipsed One @novadira.bsky.social · Apr 7

that shit has just taken any energy I had left…

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Novadira the Eclipsed One @novadira.bsky.social · Apr 3

id rather be isolated instead of alienated

Novadira the Eclipsed One @novadira.bsky.social · Apr 3

and then there was silence

no more anxiety about what others thought of me. no more feeling lonely because of people not trying to be my friend. now i just get to yell out into the void and feel comfortable knowing ill never get a response

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Novadira the Eclipsed One @novadira.bsky.social · Apr 3

i just wish people would actually tell me their issues with me instead of trying to be subtle and/or ghost me

Novadira the Eclipsed One @novadira.bsky.social · Apr 3

eh i'll manage, ive done it before and i can do it after

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Novadira the Eclipsed One @novadira.bsky.social · Apr 3

unfortunately it seems those friendships were purely transactional and the second i stopped being able to pay that they cut all contact

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Novadira the Eclipsed One @novadira.bsky.social · Apr 3

last few post on main i mean

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Novadira the Eclipsed One @novadira.bsky.social · Apr 3

part of me is extremely insecure that nobody has seen my last few post except kek but another part of me is relieved that i dont have to worry about if i ever had any actual friends here

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Novadira the Eclipsed One @novadira.bsky.social · Apr 2

basically deltarune is a critique of fandom culture and in a weird way, religions do check all of the marks to be considered a fandom.

Novadira the Eclipsed One @novadira.bsky.social · Apr 2

and im happy that the trailer didnt disprove my theory. hell it gave me more evidence towards it through a comparisson i myself made awhile ago. unironically i keep making things only for those ideas to show up elsewhere but instead of seeing it as a negative, i can use it to predict their ideas

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Novadira the Eclipsed One @novadira.bsky.social · Apr 2

Also thank god deltarune is coming out in june. I need that extra time for the video ive been trying to make

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Novadira the Eclipsed One @novadira.bsky.social · Apr 2

Genuinely the only thing that's stopping me from just not buying the system until the holiday system is because Deltarune's switch gimmick room really intrigues me.

I need more exclusive games to come out before i make the jump.

Novadira the Eclipsed One @novadira.bsky.social · Apr 2

The enhanced versions for games that already exist feel kinda pointless (outside Kirby which will be like a maximum 3 hours worth of new content) while the existence of enhanced versions for future games kills any desireability to not get the switch 1 versions.

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Novadira the Eclipsed One @novadira.bsky.social · Apr 2

i just wish there was more NEW first party games (not counting tech demos).

Like we already knew about MKW, Kirby Air Riders feels very poorly timed since we are already getting both a Mario and a Sonic racing game this year, and the DK game just isnt for me.

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Novadira the Eclipsed One @novadira.bsky.social · Apr 2

Man i feel mixed about the direct. on one hand the system itself is amazing, we knew it was going to at least ps4 strong but its even around ps5 strong.

pricing sucks (at least for individual games) i dont really mind the s2 + MKW bundle being 500 since its only 100 more than i predicted

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Novadira the Eclipsed One @novadira.bsky.social · Apr 2

also i defintely developed a crush on her when i first saw her years ago that has never faded. so now ive been trying to seperate her from just being an older hk (which isnt technically a problem but still complicates my emotions with how serious i take the problem of hk nsfw)