Mall goth Koltira
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Unfortunately for everyone this is my primary social media so you get whatever you get.

Probably a lot of video game stuff and me rambling.

It was going to be for cosplay but I hate how I look and don't want to be perceived so I probably won't be reposing old work very often if at all
I can't come over here and talk about the dysmorphia or dysphoria because no one wants to hear how disgusted I am with myself but occasionally I wish I could. Because it's still really bad and it feels like no matter what I do I can't fix it.

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A little (lot) late to the party, but here's Faldeyn
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Rendering that saronite, I'm sure that's not unhealthy at all.
(still WIP-y but having fun with it!)
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sylotheron 💚 for my love @draevian.bsky.social

+ #oc + #bloodelf + #warcraft

we've been talking about him and my char (his former student) having beef and smuggling artifacts and stuff in silvermoon. so I guess its just magical walter white and jesse pinkman
Losing your creative drive when you've already lost the drive for everything else just feels like a kick in the ribs when you're already down.

Nothing's enjoyable, nothing's interesting, you end up hating everything you touch and can't draw or write or create anything because it all sucks.
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I've been doodling these heads on and off for the last couple of days.
I just love the Horde! They have such a fun and cool mix of races.

#PixelArt #WarcraftArt #Horde
No luck with the Horseman's horse but I did do enough runs so far to get the alternate colored armor set...which is cool, but still not the damn horse.

If this ends up being Invincible all over again I might actually cry a little.

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If you notice my ears are flat and I look upset it's because this tea tastes like lake water.

It's gross.

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I've had pretty good luck with Ryse protein powder if you're good with mixing something up yourself
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Two very different flavors of OC for Remix... Kaldorei druid, and Forsaken Priest!
eheheh

[ #ocsky #boneoc #wowoc #kaldorei #nightelf #druid #forsaken #undead #warcraftoc ]
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telling the infinite dragons that if they give me another piece of gear with arcane ward on it i will be killing myself in front of them to forever change their temporal experiments and the trajectory of their timelines
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Vyn trying to sneak a bite of dinner before it's ready. He's a menace.

Art by the lovely and wonderful @rashkah.bsky.social <3

#ocart #wowoc #wowrp #wrarp #art #ocrp
I'll delete it all later like I always do.

I'm tired.

The soul deep, bone crushing, tired of being the one to survive when it was never supposed to be me, tired.
I don't belong among the living.

Life is for those who actually want to experience and enjoy it, for those that have a place here.

And that was never me.
Thank you for showing me what everyone else lied about.

For putting me where I belong.

For reminding me of my place.
After everything I can't even fucking hate you like I know I should.

You treated me exactly like I deserved to be treated, I paid for thinking I was ever important to anyone.

And I will continue to pay for that mistake.