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missingcognition.bsky.social
sean isinumpa
@missingcognition.bsky.social
he/they, dead guy in a fucked up reality.

https://youtube.com/@missingcognition
rotting and rotting and
rotting rotting rott ing
July 31, 2025 at 2:00 PM
where am I again?
July 24, 2025 at 4:45 AM
being dead means having roaches and ants around.

i can feel myself *grounded*. like. i'm really feeling like an actual walking corpse.
July 24, 2025 at 4:44 AM
let me out let me out LET ME OUT.
July 18, 2025 at 12:44 AM
i assume i'm 18 by this... "timeline" or whatever, but i don't know. when did i die again???
July 14, 2025 at 1:33 PM
i remember him.
June 22, 2025 at 3:20 PM
saw a hornet fly by the window.
then the tall man. that poor hornet got squashed, somehow.
June 20, 2025 at 6:04 PM
well. i'm trying to compile some footage of me doing stuff around the house. i've came across something about my life that *might* give me a way to get out of this hellhole.

but here's me with my guitar.
June 20, 2025 at 12:39 AM
i can't sleep at all. i'm afraid to pick up my camera. i'm afraid to record again. god, i wish i didn't create my channel at all. god. i'm afraid.
June 17, 2025 at 4:51 AM
happy father's day. can't say much about my old man, but he tried being a good dad.
June 15, 2025 at 9:17 PM
the tall man kept me locked in here. i am not happy.
June 7, 2025 at 8:43 PM
uh?? i can lock and unlock the main door but i legit cannot leave. windows completely shut.
update, i can't leave the house. for some reason.
June 7, 2025 at 6:58 PM
update, i can't leave the house. for some reason.
June 7, 2025 at 6:44 PM
fighting this crazy cough. haven't had a good sleep in a bit. will update you all soon.
June 6, 2025 at 2:15 PM
it's summer now. fuck.
June 5, 2025 at 12:44 AM
twenty one pilots announcing breach was NOT what i had in mind during finals week.

sorry guys, no uploads for a bit. i'll keep track of weird things that happen though.
May 21, 2025 at 10:09 PM
can i please study peacefully WITHOUT SEEING THIS FUCKING FACELESS THING FOR ONE SECOND.
May 21, 2025 at 12:30 AM
don't wish me luck, i already got my ass beat.
finals are going to kick my ass for the next two weeks, will be m.i.a for a little bit.

wish me luck, i guess?
May 19, 2025 at 4:08 PM
finals are going to kick my ass for the next two weeks, will be m.i.a for a little bit.

wish me luck, i guess?
May 12, 2025 at 5:02 PM
so late on the whole mother's day thing.

then again, there's not much to say about her. i wish she loved me as much as everyone else did.
May 12, 2025 at 1:49 PM
i had questions and the voices answered.
May 6, 2025 at 5:07 PM
damn. even in death, my gender dysphoria still gets to me. i'm dressed like the average white teenage boy and i *still* don't think i'm manly enough... </3
April 23, 2025 at 10:20 PM
it's getting hotter as the months go by. yet, i don't really feel the sun's warmth. no matter what i put on, i'll always feel cold.

i guess that's what being dead feels like. cold. empty.
April 23, 2025 at 3:43 PM