Gotta wade through a heaping pile of shit for a little longer (or ever, for all I know). But then, things start to clear up again. That’s where I am now. I learned to keep my dishes clean and the clothes off the floor every night, but I see like 50 little tumbleweeds of cat hair just floating along.

Going into and coming out of a Depressive Episode is fucking wild. One day you’re feeling pretty steady and the next you’re in this fucking black hole of shifting between nothingness and pain. Then the fog starts to clear and you feel better, but then…nope, sorry…

3/3 - I can feel his screaming on the inside because I have screamed this many times, “SOMEONE LOOK AT ME! SOMEONE SEE ME!”
That, my Bluesky readers (who probably won’t read this since I have no followers[irony not intended]), is real fucking pain.

2/3 - Little nuances in the last scene: looking over at his neighbor’s phone uninvited, the music stops and people are chatting - just not to him, a glance and a small smile to someone offscreen most likely not paying attention to him either.

1/3 - Finished A Real Pain and my God what beautiful and heartbreaking performances. Benji’s desperation for this trip to somehow fix him. David trying to understand why his cousin can’t get his act together. Benji’s anxiety is palpable. David feels the cold shadow standing next to Benji’s charisma.

What’s your fave subreddit? I’ll screenshot the newest posts!

My 2nd post is to confirm that Reddit is, in fact, back. Commence doomscrolling.

Yep. The first post (shorttime lurker) is to confirm that Reddit is, in fact, down.