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` — ... 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙄𝙁 𝙄 𝘿𝙄𝘿, 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝘿𝙀𝙎𝙀𝙍𝙑𝙀𝘿 𝙄𝙏 @malignantcancer.bsky.social · 4d

⠀

⠀⠀⠀—> k
—> thanks
—> i guess

thank the stars .
that puts less stress on
his mind ， and it gives
him more time to look
for his shades .

sometimes things just . .
work out like that ！ yay .

━━ 𝙊𝙐𝙏𝙏𝘼 𝙈𝙔 𝙈𝙄𝙉𝘿! 𝙊𝙐𝙏𝙏𝘼 𝙈𝙔 𝙁-𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙈𝙄𝙉𝘿! @thewh0leharmonic.bsky.social · 4d

Yeah he doesn't trust this.
Then again forcing him to talk probably isn't gonna actually help.

~ Aight
~ I'll knock on your door when I leave it and just grab it whenever

` — ... 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙄𝙁 𝙄 𝘿𝙄𝘿, 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝘿𝙀𝙎𝙀𝙍𝙑𝙀𝘿 𝙄𝙏 @malignantcancer.bsky.social · 4d

⠀

⠀⠀⠀and he's praying that
he ISN'T able to tell ，
but god doesn't listen
to cancerous tumors .

—> yeah im fine mate
—> lol

` — ... 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙄𝙁 𝙄 𝘿𝙄𝘿, 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝘿𝙀𝙎𝙀𝙍𝙑𝙀𝘿 𝙄𝙏 @malignantcancer.bsky.social · 4d

⠀

⠀⠀⠀and he's praying that
he ISN'T able to tell ，
but god doesn't listen
to cancerous tumors .

—> yeah im fine mate
—> lol

━━ 𝙊𝙐𝙏𝙏𝘼 𝙈𝙔 𝙈𝙄𝙉𝘿! 𝙊𝙐𝙏𝙏𝘼 𝙈𝙔 𝙁-𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙈𝙄𝙉𝘿! @thewh0leharmonic.bsky.social · 4d

... Oh yeah he can tell and it's making him more unnerved by the SECOND.

~ I'm just a little worried for you man

` — ... 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙄𝙁 𝙄 𝘿𝙄𝘿, 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝘿𝙀𝙎𝙀𝙍𝙑𝙀𝘿 𝙄𝙏 @malignantcancer.bsky.social · 4d

⠀

⠀⠀⠀at least . . too much as
he / usually / does ， y'know ？
he's usually the dry texter .
despite trying to be in character ，
he's sifting out of it rather
quickly .

` — ... 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙄𝙁 𝙄 𝘿𝙄𝘿, 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝘿𝙀𝙎𝙀𝙍𝙑𝙀𝘿 𝙄𝙏 @malignantcancer.bsky.social · 4d

⠀

⠀⠀⠀at least . . too much as
he / usually / does ， y'know ？
he's usually the dry texter .
despite trying to be in character ，
he's sifting out of it rather
quickly .

` — ... 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙄𝙁 𝙄 𝘿𝙄𝘿, 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝘿𝙀𝙎𝙀𝙍𝙑𝙀𝘿 𝙄𝙏 @malignantcancer.bsky.social · 4d

⠀

⠀⠀⠀WHERE ARE HIS SH —
oh ， moni texted back ！
huzzah .

—> i mean my place kinda looks like shit so
—> don't think youd wanna be in here youd probably die

—> but i meann if you wanna catch up then we could like chat
—> i dont mind standing by the door

he's typing too much .
++

━━ 𝙊𝙐𝙏𝙏𝘼 𝙈𝙔 𝙈𝙄𝙉𝘿! 𝙊𝙐𝙏𝙏𝘼 𝙈𝙔 𝙁-𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙈𝙄𝙉𝘿! @thewh0leharmonic.bsky.social · 4d

It took awhile for him to respond because, you know, he was busy actually driving over there. Don't text and drive, kids!

But he was alerted of the text and checked it as soon as he parked infront of his apartment building.

~ I mean, I can if you want me to
~ I just wanted to see u yknow?

` — ... 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙄𝙁 𝙄 𝘿𝙄𝘿, 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝘿𝙀𝙎𝙀𝙍𝙑𝙀𝘿 𝙄𝙏 @malignantcancer.bsky.social · 4d

⠀

⠀⠀⠀sent the damn thing
like a dumb bitch .

—> yuore just gonna leave
it a the door sright

fuck .
fuck fuck fuck fuck —
where are his damn shades .
he's digging around everywhere
for them . probably cut his
hand on something but
who CARES.

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` — ... 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙄𝙁 𝙄 𝘿𝙄𝘿, 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝘿𝙀𝙎𝙀𝙍𝙑𝙀𝘿 𝙄𝙏 @malignantcancer.bsky.social · 4d

⠀

⠀⠀⠀sent the damn thing
like a dumb bitch .

—> yuore just gonna leave
it a the door sright

fuck .
fuck fuck fuck fuck —
where are his damn shades .
he's digging around everywhere
for them . probably cut his
hand on something but
who CARES.

` — ... 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙄𝙁 𝙄 𝘿𝙄𝘿, 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝘿𝙀𝙎𝙀𝙍𝙑𝙀𝘿 𝙄𝙏 @malignantcancer.bsky.social · 4d

⠀

⠀⠀⠀trying to find them .
fuck ， this place is a mess .
it's all fucked up like he is ，
and now he actually has to
confront that fact .

a few minutes into searching
he just . shoots harmonia a
quick text . it didn't hit
how fast he was typing
until he
++

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` — ... 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙄𝙁 𝙄 𝘿𝙄𝘿, 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝘿𝙀𝙎𝙀𝙍𝙑𝙀𝘿 𝙄𝙏 @malignantcancer.bsky.social · 4d

⠀

⠀⠀⠀okay .

. . .

be
be presentable ？
what .
why would he need to do
that . is he not going
to leave it at the door ？
is he actually —

hell no .
hell to the no .
he'll just stand in the doorw —
WITHOUT HIS SHADES ？
FUCK . OKAY .

digging through all his stuff
++

━━ 𝙊𝙐𝙏𝙏𝘼 𝙈𝙔 𝙈𝙄𝙉𝘿! 𝙊𝙐𝙏𝙏𝘼 𝙈𝙔 𝙁-𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙈𝙄𝙉𝘿! @thewh0leharmonic.bsky.social · 4d

'' Uhm.
O-Okay.
I'll be there in, like, fifteen minutes, okay? So be presenable. Or ready. Or whateverGoodbye- ''

Annnd he ended the call. He hates talking on the phone so bad. He let's out an unnecessarily heavy sigh.

Guess he's going to Cash's, then.

` — ... 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙄𝙁 𝙄 𝘿𝙄𝘿, 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝘿𝙀𝙎𝙀𝙍𝙑𝙀𝘿 𝙄𝙏 @malignantcancer.bsky.social · 4d

⠀

⠀⠀⠀" make it easier
for yourself . "

as if he cares .

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` — ... 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙄𝙁 𝙄 𝘿𝙄𝘿, 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝘿𝙀𝙎𝙀𝙍𝙑𝙀𝘿 𝙄𝙏 @malignantcancer.bsky.social · 4d

rokket

atlas do you want me to continue off of that thread or do we make another one (but with replies instead of qrts)

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` — ... 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙄𝙁 𝙄 𝘿𝙄𝘿, 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝘿𝙀𝙎𝙀𝙍𝙑𝙀𝘿 𝙄𝙏 @malignantcancer.bsky.social · 4d

⠀

⠀⠀⠀" make it easier
for yourself . "

as if he cares .

` — ... 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙄𝙁 𝙄 𝘿𝙄𝘿, 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝘿𝙀𝙎𝙀𝙍𝙑𝙀𝘿 𝙄𝙏 @malignantcancer.bsky.social · 4d

⠀

⠀⠀⠀he wouldn't know
where to start .
and . . another thing ？
he doesn't have his shades .
it already hurts to look around
his room .

. . he'll just . not let harmonia
in ！ yeah . that's what he'll do .

" you can just leave it at
the door even . "
++

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` — ... 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙄𝙁 𝙄 𝘿𝙄𝘿, 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝘿𝙀𝙎𝙀𝙍𝙑𝙀𝘿 𝙄𝙏 @malignantcancer.bsky.social · 4d

⠀

⠀⠀⠀" uh —
yeah – yeah ， that'd be
great . less work for me
than i've already done . . "

trailing off .
his place is . . .
very .
unpresentable .
he forgot he didn't bother
to put anything back where
it was . then again ，
even if he tried
++

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` — ... 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙄𝙁 𝙄 𝘿𝙄𝘿, 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝘿𝙀𝙎𝙀𝙍𝙑𝙀𝘿 𝙄𝙏 @malignantcancer.bsky.social · 4d

⠀

⠀⠀⠀he is trying
so hard not to crack .
him yelping was already
so out of character for him ，
and he fears any more of
this and harmonia might
start asking questions .

he won't .
he's banking on the hope
that he won't .
++

━━ 𝙊𝙐𝙏𝙏𝘼 𝙈𝙔 𝙈𝙄𝙉𝘿! 𝙊𝙐𝙏𝙏𝘼 𝙈𝙔 𝙁-𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙈𝙄𝙉𝘿! @thewh0leharmonic.bsky.social · 4d

HE FUCKING JUMPED. Like literally actually just jumped. Oh my god.

'' .. uhmm...?? ?? ? ''

Uncomfortably tugging at the end of his shirt. If he wasn't so uncomfortable he would've probably laughed at that.

'' ... ''

Probably drunk? Yeah what a lousy excuse.

'' I can -

` — ... 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙄𝙁 𝙄 𝘿𝙄𝘿, 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝘿𝙀𝙎𝙀𝙍𝙑𝙀𝘿 𝙄𝙏 @malignantcancer.bsky.social · 5d

⠀

⠀⠀⠀of course not .
whatever . he trusts that
he's telling the truth .

" i . . was probably
drunk or something uh — .
yeah 、 mate 、 i've been looking
for that for . . a while . "

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` — ... 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙄𝙁 𝙄 𝘿𝙄𝘿, 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝘿𝙀𝙎𝙀𝙍𝙑𝙀𝘿 𝙄𝙏 @malignantcancer.bsky.social · 5d

rokket

Remembering the time Atlas misread something i wrote into Cash slapping Harmonia in the face because he was willing himself into a panic attack

` — ... 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙄𝙁 𝙄 𝘿𝙄𝘿, 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝘿𝙀𝙎𝙀𝙍𝙑𝙀𝘿 𝙄𝙏 @malignantcancer.bsky.social · 5d

⠀

⠀⠀⠀of course not .
whatever . he trusts that
he's telling the truth .

" i . . was probably
drunk or something uh — .
yeah 、 mate 、 i've been looking
for that for . . a while . "

` — ... 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙄𝙁 𝙄 𝘿𝙄𝘿, 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝘿𝙀𝙎𝙀𝙍𝙑𝙀𝘿 𝙄𝙏 @malignantcancer.bsky.social · 5d

⠀

⠀⠀⠀" yOu wHAT . "

oh wow that
is loud —

thump .

did he . . fall
off his bed ？？？
hello ？？？

" . . my — eugh .
my bad 、 moni 、 i've just — "

would he really tell him
that he ran away from
something because it said
it loved him ？
++

━━ 𝙊𝙐𝙏𝙏𝘼 𝙈𝙔 𝙈𝙄𝙉𝘿! 𝙊𝙐𝙏𝙏𝘼 𝙈𝙔 𝙁-𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙈𝙄𝙉𝘿! @thewh0leharmonic.bsky.social · 5d

Oh wow he sounds like shit. He almost blurted that out then and there.

'' Hey. uhm.
I found your guitar...??? I don't-
I don't know what it was doing outside but I found it. ''

` — ... 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙄𝙁 𝙄 𝘿𝙄𝘿, 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝘿𝙀𝙎𝙀𝙍𝙑𝙀𝘿 𝙄𝙏 @malignantcancer.bsky.social · 5d

⠀

⠀⠀⠀" . . , what . "

dude you sound
like shi —

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` — ... 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙄𝙁 𝙄 𝘿𝙄𝘿, 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝘿𝙀𝙎𝙀𝙍𝙑𝙀𝘿 𝙄𝙏 @malignantcancer.bsky.social · 5d

rokket

this is cash and someone else i haven't figured out who

☆*:. 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐍𝐀𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐆 — quote bot @thenatalog.bsky.social · 5d

i wrapped your hands in my scarf — you didn't even flinch when i kissed your fingers . you said . . " i don't want to go anywhere without you again . . " hahHAHAH — AND I FUCKING BELIEVED YOU .

` — ... 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙄𝙁 𝙄 𝘿𝙄𝘿, 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝘿𝙀𝙎𝙀𝙍𝙑𝙀𝘿 𝙄𝙏 @malignantcancer.bsky.social · 5d

⠀

⠀⠀⠀" . . , what . "

dude you sound
like shi —

` — ... 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙄𝙁 𝙄 𝘿𝙄𝘿, 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝘿𝙀𝙎𝙀𝙍𝙑𝙀𝘿 𝙄𝙏 @malignantcancer.bsky.social · 5d

⠀

⠀⠀⠀FUCKING
CHRIST OH GOD
WHAT THE HELL IS
oh it's his phone .
what else could it have been .

he groans .
his hand claws out from underneath the covers and
grabs his phone .
it takes him a while to
press the answer button
given the fact he's
not looking .
++

━━ 𝙊𝙐𝙏𝙏𝘼 𝙈𝙔 𝙈𝙄𝙉𝘿! 𝙊𝙐𝙏𝙏𝘼 𝙈𝙔 𝙁-𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙈𝙄𝙉𝘿! @thewh0leharmonic.bsky.social · 5d

Fuck you. His ringtone plays and it is really loud.

` — ... 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙄𝙁 𝙄 𝘿𝙄𝘿, 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝘿𝙀𝙎𝙀𝙍𝙑𝙀𝘿 𝙄𝙏 @malignantcancer.bsky.social · 5d

⠀

⠀⠀⠀for the record
he's been rotting in bed
under a blanket because
he also
lost his shades .

hhhhhhhhhhhhhh .

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` — ... 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙄𝙁 𝙄 𝘿𝙄𝘿, 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝘿𝙀𝙎𝙀𝙍𝙑𝙀𝘿 𝙄𝙏 @malignantcancer.bsky.social · 5d

rokket

it keeps
Resetting my fucking response dude

` — ... 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙄𝙁 𝙄 𝘿𝙄𝘿, 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝘿𝙀𝙎𝙀𝙍𝙑𝙀𝘿 𝙄𝙏 @malignantcancer.bsky.social · 5d

⠀

⠀⠀⠀for the record
he's been rotting in bed
under a blanket because
he also
lost his shades .

hhhhhhhhhhhhhh .

` — ... 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙄𝙁 𝙄 𝘿𝙄𝘿, 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝘿𝙀𝙎𝙀𝙍𝙑𝙀𝘿 𝙄𝙏 @malignantcancer.bsky.social · 5d

rokket

forgot my own formatting for a second hahahaaa

it's been way too long

` — ... 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙄𝙁 𝙄 𝘿𝙄𝘿, 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝘿𝙀𝙎𝙀𝙍𝙑𝙀𝘿 𝙄𝙏 @malignantcancer.bsky.social · 6d

rokket

I kept bringing it up to Kat irl as well and we saw you online one day and spammed the TL with your name to get your attention

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` — ... 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙄𝙁 𝙄 𝘿𝙄𝘿, 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝘿𝙀𝙎𝙀𝙍𝙑𝙀𝘿 𝙄𝙏 @malignantcancer.bsky.social · 6d

rokket

i put a pause in cash's mental deterioration like

A month and a half ago since I figured that uhhh
this
Would occur

Reposted by ` — ... 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙄𝙁 𝙄 𝘿𝙄𝘿, 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝘿𝙀𝙎𝙀𝙍𝙑𝙀𝘿 𝙄𝙏

— 𝐋𝐀𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐂𝐄 𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐔𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐋 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐒𝐄𝐃! @yearnforevermore.bsky.social · Aug 11

kat.nc

probably should have been more clear: lorem has left to go teleport to wherever harmonia lives. but left the phone behind. like a big dumb dumb.

— 𝐋𝐀𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐂𝐄 𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐔𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐋 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐒𝐄𝐃! @yearnforevermore.bsky.social · Aug 11

⠀⠀⠀

⠀⠀⠀...silence.

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` — ... 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙄𝙁 𝙄 𝘿𝙄𝘿, 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝘿𝙀𝙎𝙀𝙍𝙑𝙀𝘿 𝙄𝙏 @malignantcancer.bsky.social · 6d

Oomf.
I'm gonna hold your hand while I say this.

We never.
forgot.

We've been waiting for you for

2 months I think.

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