🔞Monster🌻
@lunarepsilon.bsky.social
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🔞 Age in bio (must be 18 or older) or you're blocked 🔞 🌻 25+🌻 They/them 🌻 🌸 Preg Art / NSFW 🌸 Commissions (CLOSED ATM) -> https://monsterhandholderscomms.carrd.co/
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Long story short, I used to have a Patreon, I closed due to ongoing mental illnesses and changes to the platform. So I have decided to take to itch to release a digital PDF of all those illustrations and sketches!

https://monsterxexer.itch.io/mhh-closed-patreon-exclusives
Cover with text reading "Monster's [Closed] Patreon Posts, +18 or older only" with an elf man stood behind the white blocks, showing off his pregnant belly
Then I remember oh yeah literally no where else will have me and I will never be satisfied with the work I do 🫠
I got days where I go "man I'm SO qualified it's crazy how professional I am at this job" and I got days like today of "man I suck at this and this is too hard I should quit and then disappoint some other company"
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It's reward time over at my Patreon! The Patrons kindly voted for me to do whatever I want yet again, so here's a whole new #FFXIV story with new OCs! 👀✨

Meet Lover! He lives at S9, and has a very specific - and important! - job! Can you guess what it might be? :3c Pledge to my Patreon to find out!
Composite digital art with backgrounds kindly borrowed from Final Fantasy 14. A tall, slender Elezen man in his early thirties, "Lover", is walking casually down a neon-lined backstreet of Solution Nine's Recreation Zone. He is wearing a Vanguard Bolero of Aiming and Neon Street Cargo Trousers and Vanguard Shoes of Aiming in white, grey, pink and black, and he has lightly tanned skin, dark purple hair with pink highlights. His narration text reads as follows:

Hello there. [heart emoji]
You can call me Lover. I work at Origenics. I'm not a scientist or a doctor, though.
The kind of work that goes on there these days is different to the work you're probably thinking of.
About eight years ago, our whole way of life here at Solution Nine changed. We're still in the process of adjusting. My work helps with that adjustment. 
I enjoy it a lot. [heart emoji]
The artist and skeet author's Patreon address (patreon.com/drtanner) is also handwritten on the piece. A continuation of the scenario in the previous image, in two panels. In the first panel, Lover has been joined in a dark backalley by a tall, stocky Hyur Highlander man in his mid twenties, "Darling", who has slipped an arm around Lover from behind and is groping his backside with his free hand as he nuzzles amorously into Lover's neck. Darling has tanned skin and short-clipped burgundy hair, and is wearing a Form-Fitting Neotunic in grape purple and Loose Fit Cargo Trousers in black. Lover is turning his head towards him, smiling as he reaches back to touch Darling's thigh in return, steadying himself against the wall. Their dialogue reads as follows:
Darling: C'mon, lover. Let me have a li'l bit. [heart emoji]
Lover: Haha. Not yet, darling. [heart emoji]
Lover's narration text reads as follows:
I was born here. I grew up here. Things have changed, but that's fine. 
The important things are still the same. I still have lots of friends, for example. [heart emoji]
In the second panel, Lover has turned to rest his back against the wall as he and Darling embrace, Lover draping one arm lazily over Darling's shoulder as he draws him in with his other hand at the nape of Darling's neck, Darling pulling Lover's hips towards his own as they move to kiss, both smiling warmly as their lips almost touch. Their dialogue reads as follows:
Darling: Mmh. When can we fuck?
Lover: Soon. [heart emoji]
Darling: Can I have a li'l kiss at least? 
Lover: You can always have a little kiss. [heart emoji]
Lover's narration text reads as folows:
I love my job, and I love my friends. I couldn't be happier. [heart emoji]
The artist and skeet author's Patreon address (patreon.com/drtanner), Pillowfort address (pillowfort.social/drtanner) and Bluesky address (drtanner.bsky) are all handwritten on the piece. A continuation of the scenario in the previous image, in two panels. In the first panel, Lover has arrived at Origenics, where he is received by Doctor Larimar, an older Hyur Highlander man with dark skin and mostly black but greying hair, which is long on top and neatly tied up, with very short-clipped sides. He is wearing spectacles and a white labcoat over a black shirt, waistcoat and trousers, with a dark blue-green tie. Larimar is holding a clipboard, upon which printouts of various readings are fastened, as he warmly greets Lover, who is casually preparing to unzip his jacket as he greets Larimar in turn. A blonde Viera man wearing the same black shirt, waistcoat and trousers as Larimar is sitting at a workstation in the background, his back turned. Lover and Larimar's dialogue reads as follows:
Larimar: Hello again! It's good to see you! Are you ready for your next procedure?
Lover: Absolutely. [heart emoji]
Lover's narration text reads as follows:
And now that I've had my three month break, it's time to get back to work.
Doctor Larimar is my specialist. He looks after me. I work under him, in a way.
In the second panel, Lover and Larimar have moved to a laboratory room, where Lover, now wearing a light blue hospital gown, which he is gently tugging to prevent the viewer from seeing his exposed backside, is resting one hand on the examination table he is preparing to lie on. Lover is looking directly at the viewer with a calmly knowing smile on his face, while Larimar, standing in front of a large, multi-screened monitor with numerous readings displayed, has his back turned.
Larimar: Your levels look good, as always! Go ahead and make yourself comfortable and we'll get started in a moment.
Lover's narration text reads as follows:
I'll leave you to guess what my job might be.
The artist and skeet author's Patreon address (patreon.com/drtanner), Pillowfort address (pillowfort.social/drtanner) and Bluesky address (drtanner.bsky) are all handwritten on the piece.
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Here's the #mpreg part! I'm far from the first to have this idea, but I couldn't let it go! Lover a surrogate! He does the noble work of putting S9's Beast Souls back into circulation, and he enjoys it a lot! 💜 He's got a BIG surprise coming: Pledge to my Patreon to see what it is! 👀✨ #ffxiv #tmpreg
Composite digital art with backgrounds kindly borrowed from Final Fantasy 14, in two panels. The top left panel is a close up on the gloved hand of Doctor Larimar, a Hyur Highlander Origenics specialist, as he grasps a syringe and firmly compresses its plunger to artificially inseminate Lover, an Elezen trans man, who is only sufficiently visible in the shot to indicate that his thighs are spread and that the tube attached to the syringe has been inserted into his vagina. 
Larimar: Alright, here we go. Just relax.
The bottom right panel, an internal perspective, shows Lover's ovum being swarmed by numerous sperm. Lover's narration text reads as follows:
If you hadn't guessed already, I'm a surrogate, and this second phase of my regular procedure, Fertilisation, will see me impregnated using seed from multiple anonymous donors. 
The artist and skeet author's Patreon address (patreon.com/drtanner) is also handwritten on the piece. A continuation of the scenario in the previous image, in two panels. In the first, Lover is sitting neatly on the edge of the examination table in his hospital gown two weeks later, one hand resting lightly on his belly as he smiles contentedly at Larimar, who is similarly casual, standing with one hand on his hip and smiling back. Larimar is an older Hyur Highlander man with dark skin & mostly black but greying hair, which is long on top & neatly tied up, with very short-clipped sides. He is wearing spectacles & a white labcoat over a black shirt, waistcoat and trousers, with a dark blue-green tie. He is holding a clipboard, upon which printouts of various readings are fastened. Lover has lightly tanned skin & dark purple hair with pink highlights. Their dialogue reads as follows:
Larimar: So, would you like to know what you're having this time?
Lover: Don't tell me. I want to try to guess.
Larimar: Haha, alright.
Lover's narration text reads as follows:
Phase Three, Insertion, takes place two weeks later, when my pregnancy is confirmed. They pop in some of the Beast Souls that the hunters and Arcadion fighters used to use, to put them back into proper, natural circulation, as it were.

In the second panel, Lover is standing in his bedroom at home a few months later, gently cupping his belly, which now bears a small but undeniable bump. He is wearing a Vanguard Bolero of Aiming & Neon Street Cargo Trousers & Vanguard Shoes of Aiming in white, grey, pink & black, & is smiling fondly down at his growing belly. His narration text reads as follows:
By introducing the Beast Souls so early, we enable them to take over completely, so not only can what would probably only have been one baby become multiple when multiple souls are introduced, but the resulting offspring, when they're born, are indistinguishable from their natural-born counterparts.
The artist's various addresses (patreon.com/drtanner, pillowfort.social/drtanner, drtanner.bsky) are all written on the piece. A further continuation. In the 1st panel, Lover, now very visibly pregnant, is leaning on a bar with Darling, a Hyur Highlander. Darling has tanned skin & short-clipped burgundy hair & is wearing a grape purple t-shirt & black cargo trousers. He's smoothly putting an arm around Lover as he also leans flirtily on the bar. Lover has a glass of water, which he has paused in lifting to his lips to turn & smile at Darling. Lover's jacket is open to accomodate his swollen chest & belly. His narration reads:
Most surrogates are women, & most of them don't need to undergo the first phase of the procedure, Inducement. However, because I was lucky enough to have my change when I was young, I never developed a natural cycle, & so my fertile period has to be induced before I can be fertilised & impregnated. Either way, this is all very normalised now. Surrogates are well respected, & we have our every need met while we're working.
In the 2nd panel, Lover is relaxing on a couch at Mosiac some time later, with a hand on his now due belly. "Sweetheart", an Au Ra Raen man with dark purple skin, ivory coloured scales & horns and white hair, is sitting with him.
Sweetheart: So, have you figured out what you're having yet, lover? You're huge this time! It must be a litter of something, surely!
Lover: Haha, oh, sweetheart. [heart] It doesn't feel like a litter. It's been a long one too, so I'm sure it must be something big. I've a few guesses in mind, but we'll see when I deliver tomorrow, won't we. [heart]
Lover's narration reads:
The second phase, Gestation, can vary a bit depending on what I'm carrying, with bigger, more powerful creatures usually taking longer. The big ones are my favourites; I love being pregnant, so it's wonderful when it lasts for a long time, & I usually start to show really early, too. This being my seventh pregnancy, I'm probably the most experienced surrogate they have, so Dr Larimar is happy to let me have the big ones. Everyone gets what they want. [heart]
can I just PLEAAAASSEEEE kill myself already
IT'S BEEN **MONTHS** HOW AM I STILL GETTING FUCKING MEDICAL BILLS FOR **ONE** VISIT I DID FOR BLOOD LABS???????????????
monsterxexer -> lunarepsilon

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finally, my urges to draw are returning.

unfortunately, my hands are still fucked a bit AND I slept like all day but have to go to bed now because I get up early.

😔 the grind never stops
⚠️ mpreg

felt like a perfect autumn day today so I guess it's time to release the fall themed yaoi
Two men holding hands with each other gazing lovingly into one another's eyes. The man in the gray sweater cradles his arm under his large pregnant belly. The other man wears three layers: jacket, plaid shirt, undershirt, and bears scars across his face. The setting is a not too warm, not too cold autumnal day with a tree and a pumpkin patch in the distance.
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I found more joy in life this way.
I WILL DRAW MORE ANOTHER NIGHT I fell asleep when I got home and then woke up to draw but must sleep again :,D

thank you for the suggestions I shall pick at a few more of them later~
⚠️ mpreg

(i) for educational purposes, this is an example of how NOT to hold your catboy who is pregnant
Catboy with red hair turning gray is pushed against a wall by the throat and has a threatening man sneering at him while caressing his pregnant belly. Both are backlit by large, blue windows.
⚠️ mpreg

I did this lowkey as a study but it's been too long since drawing him last
Shirtless elven man with silver long hair and eyes cast in shadow by his bangs (which one eye scarred and the iris turned red) standing over a gray backdrop while his abdomen slopes out into a small curve of a pregnant belly.
Of course my hand is a bitch to me when drawing Estinien, but then when it comes to manhandling g'raha it's suddenly FINE 🙄 anyway, here comes wonderwall-
My OCs, Fandom characters, idc I'll try drawing whoever catches my interest
Who should I draw pregnant when I get home? I need to draw someone pregnant.
cw ⚠️ slight body horror | blood (minimal)

Had a WEIRD night last night and drew this thing too
cw ⚠️ gore (blurred) | post-partum

I'm sure I could have drawn literally anything else but.. 🤷
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posted these on insta and got instant regret bc i forgot Haydens tattoos and now I dont like other stuff too in both but aagghh. thats art for ya ✨
⚠️ #mpreg / #tmpreg
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its interesting how everyone who harassed & denounced others for defending free expression of sexuality via fiction in 2018/19 is now like “actually freaks are good uwu” yet none seem brave/self-aware enough to say “holy shit i was promoting fascist ideology & i helped create a very serious problem”
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as a fan of noncon, dubcon and under/non-negotiated cnc this is honestly one of the most straightforward explanations of this i've ever read?
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It saddens me greatly that I have seen people say "im asexual so it doesn't matter to me" about the rise in censorship- not exclusive to bsky btw; it does matter to you. Your sexual orientation does not give you moral high ground. I dont know how to explain you should care about other people.
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please check out my art packs on itch (link above) if you are able! all sales go towards covering my glasses atm.