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@lousylouloser.bsky.social

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~Lou~ I/Don't/Care ~ Artist-Animator-Voiceactor ~ 19 ~ 🔞Minors DNI If you follow my account, I will check what's in it, freaks are never allowed to interact :))

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🔞𝐿𝓊𝓁𝓊 🔞 @lousylouloser.bsky.social · 15d

In the season of the Spooky Month, all commissions with gore in the will not cost extra money. The 40$ extra charge is not present until November 1st

🔞𝐿𝓊𝓁𝓊 🔞 @lousylouloser.bsky.social · Nov 25

COMMISSIONS ARE OPEN!!!
Please look at my prices and rules before contacting me lol

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🔞𝐿𝓊𝓁𝓊 🔞 @lousylouloser.bsky.social · 5h

Words cannot properly articulate how much I adore these stupid, silly, dumb, idiot, goofy, horse girls /platonically

🔞𝐿𝓊𝓁𝓊 🔞 @lousylouloser.bsky.social · 9d

Been watching the "Gravity" music video and the lighting is bothering me so much like gooddamn. It's very inconsistant shot to shot, even frame to frame. Here's some examples of shots that are shading differently, despite taking place in the same area of focus

🔞𝐿𝓊𝓁𝓊 🔞 @lousylouloser.bsky.social · 14d

Yet another commission from my bestie Frank! Thanks bestie

$30 Total

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🔞𝐿𝓊𝓁𝓊 🔞 @lousylouloser.bsky.social · 15d

In the season of the Spooky Month, all commissions with gore in the will not cost extra money. The 40$ extra charge is not present until November 1st

🔞𝐿𝓊𝓁𝓊 🔞 @lousylouloser.bsky.social · Nov 25

COMMISSIONS ARE OPEN!!!
Please look at my prices and rules before contacting me lol

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🔞𝐿𝓊𝓁𝓊 🔞 @lousylouloser.bsky.social · 18d

You claim to be against abusers, yet you get off to fictional depictions of children being abused. I'm done with your dumbass, good day.

Try not to make a thread about grooming all about you and your issues with a man who isn't involved next time 💕

🔞𝐿𝓊𝓁𝓊 🔞 @lousylouloser.bsky.social · 18d

YEAH? WELL UR GAY!!

🔞𝐿𝓊𝓁𝓊 🔞 @lousylouloser.bsky.social · 19d

Spooky Art for my Beloved 💕🫵

@krakenserafina.bsky.social

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🔞𝐿𝓊𝓁𝓊 🔞 @lousylouloser.bsky.social · 19d

You're also a loli-con, what makes you think I'd listen to someone who unironically gets off the drawings of little anime girls 🫵

🔞𝐿𝓊𝓁𝓊 🔞 @lousylouloser.bsky.social · 19d

You came into my post where I am speaking about how I was groomed and almost took my life and you make it about Lio when I mentioned him once at the very beginning because he encouraged me to come forward about it.
Focus on the actual thread instead of situations that happened almost 3 years ago

🔞𝐿𝓊𝓁𝓊 🔞 @lousylouloser.bsky.social · 19d

So me being groomed twice and nearly killing myself is a lie because I thanked a man who yelled at a disabled person almost 3 years ago, good to note 💕

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🔞𝐿𝓊𝓁𝓊 🔞 @lousylouloser.bsky.social · 20d

Tehee
Funny stuff chat. The flowers are blooming :))

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🔞𝐿𝓊𝓁𝓊 🔞 @lousylouloser.bsky.social · 23d

Happily did some Graphic Design practice with this fanart. Lots of fun!

@chichisjunkdrawer.bsky.social @klownteeeth.bsky.social

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🔞𝐿𝓊𝓁𝓊 🔞 @lousylouloser.bsky.social · Sep 15

You're all negligent, and I hope this is a fucking wake up call.

Thank you
~ Lou

🔞𝐿𝓊𝓁𝓊 🔞 @lousylouloser.bsky.social · Sep 15

Until July 2025 where it stemed from, until I was helping look into some of Ponder's videos to find NSFW content did I realize how fucked this community is. I am upset, disappointed in everyone from Ponder to the people who sat there while people were doing this and did absolutely fucking nothing-

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🔞𝐿𝓊𝓁𝓊 🔞 @lousylouloser.bsky.social · Sep 15

I got myself away from these people and kept myself around people who cared. I am with two of my best friends now, two people who I would die for and they have been my rock through all of it. I have amazing friends who have heard my story and understood what I went through... But I didn't realize-

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🔞𝐿𝓊𝓁𝓊 🔞 @lousylouloser.bsky.social · Sep 15

December 2023 I almost took my own life, but I stopped. I had someone there with me who told me what happened wasn't my fault, how I was being used, abused, and hurt by scumbags who saw me as a tool. I had an amazing partner who helped me through it and I am grateful even if we aren't together now-

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🔞𝐿𝓊𝓁𝓊 🔞 @lousylouloser.bsky.social · Sep 15

of me, had me make more, send some back, and manipulate me even further. One particular adult had me wrapped around his finger so much he managed to convince me, a 16 year old, that I belonged on a sex offender list cause I kissed my friend after she went through a breakup, we were a year apart.

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🔞𝐿𝓊𝓁𝓊 🔞 @lousylouloser.bsky.social · Sep 15

Something NSFW I drew on deviant art, but I don't have access to that account, I'm not even confident it's still up as I haven't gone searching. But one thing I do know is I would send my own NSFW art and NSFW art I found on the internet to my friends. Some of them were adults, they took advantage-

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🔞𝐿𝓊𝓁𝓊 🔞 @lousylouloser.bsky.social · Sep 15

I don't want to say Ponder was a direct cause of what happened to me, but she definitely, even if unknowingly, fed me the notion that drawing porn as a minor is totally fine. I didn't talk to my parents about it, didn't talk to other adults, I just said fuck it. There's at least one example of-

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🔞𝐿𝓊𝓁𝓊 🔞 @lousylouloser.bsky.social · Sep 15

Unnecessary aggressive with the people he talked about. People like Ponder who openly talked about how it's totally legal for kids to draw porn, including NSFW art a child drew at the end of a video, and including a fully nude fanart picture in the same video.

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🔞𝐿𝓊𝓁𝓊 🔞 @lousylouloser.bsky.social · Sep 15

I was 13 when I came across creators like DoodleTones, HitenMitsuru, and Ponder Sprocket. The (Old) Spoctor situation helped me introduce myself to their content as a young artist who needed background noise to draw. I'd listen to people like DoodleTones talk about fetishes. People like Hiten get-

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🔞𝐿𝓊𝓁𝓊 🔞 @lousylouloser.bsky.social · Sep 15

The ACC and SCC had (and still has) a HUGE problem with including sexual or suggestive content within their videos. I'm not talking about grooming, or what these predators would do to these kids, but including discussions of kinks, NSFW fanart, and even their own artwork on their platforms-

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🔞𝐿𝓊𝓁𝓊 🔞 @lousylouloser.bsky.social · Sep 15

I'm making this thread to help people hopefully recognize their own trauma or desensitization within the space. As a result, my groomer(s) won't be named. I've come to peace with them, I am talking strictly about what led me to get into their grasps and how it affected me-

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🔞𝐿𝓊𝓁𝓊 🔞 @lousylouloser.bsky.social · Sep 15

TW: Grooming and Suicide Attempts

I wanna thank people like Lio for encouraging me to come forward about this, even if I wasn't directly involved in the ACC and SCC. Those communities are hellfires, and I'm frankly done staying silent about how these communities could have affected viewers like me-

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🔞𝐿𝓊𝓁𝓊 🔞 @lousylouloser.bsky.social · Sep 13

Jax Toy music video dropped and it was BALLER!!!!!

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