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Tan

@lotterhippie.bsky.social

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28 - he/they - GER/ENG/ESP I draw and I write!!! if you are interested in the historical queer vampire short stories ive written, check this out!! https://linktr.ee/tanzander

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Tan @lotterhippie.bsky.social · 4h

that plus the urge to self isolate plus not doing anything for fun anymore plus never wanting to eat
its a lot.

i just forced myself to finish my last writing project I actually wanted to do and now I'm sitting here with nothing

Tan @lotterhippie.bsky.social · 4h

i have like without exageration 15 unfinished things in folders that I wanna delete because I just think theyre ugly, they lack direction,they dont work
and then I try other drawing methods and of course that doesnt work either
I just feel like I actually have 0 vision and shouldnt be drawing at all

Tan @lotterhippie.bsky.social · 4h

i have no idea what i even want from drawing/my art rn and it feels like it ties in with a greater theme of what I want from life and its. disheartening
I havent finished anything proper in months and whenever I try to push through it just fills me with dread

Tan @lotterhippie.bsky.social · 9d

it helped put the pookies into a situation tho

Tan @lotterhippie.bsky.social · 9d

like, i rarely had a worse time

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Tan @lotterhippie.bsky.social · 9d

thinking of how someone (at work) recently told me "i mean, we all went into uni thinking we'd become 3D animators, but it only worked out for some of us"

because rn im using a 3D poser and damn posing a 3D rig sucks ass this is awful who tf does this willingly

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Tan @lotterhippie.bsky.social · 12d

BLUESKY SAVING OPTION LETS FUCKING GOOOOOO

Tan @lotterhippie.bsky.social · 18d

gerard is so happy and healthy
#mychemicalromance #mychemicalromancefanart

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Tan @lotterhippie.bsky.social · 25d

35 year old literature professor barks and begs on hands and knees in exchange for cigarettes, 1906, colorized
#oc #ocart

Tan @lotterhippie.bsky.social · Sep 4

figured out how to colour this without getting unfathomably angry and all it took was an accidental good reel pull while doom scrolling that gave me sth to try out
#oc #ocart

Tan @lotterhippie.bsky.social · Aug 31

its also the hands down most problematic piece of media I ever wrote and it would've been even more problematic originally but I already edited it down to not include traumatic violence bc I realized, as I went, that I just REALLY don't wanna write that lmaoooo

Tan @lotterhippie.bsky.social · Aug 31

just finished writing what was meant to be a 10-20 page short story but turned into a 100 page novela in 10 chapters

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Tan @lotterhippie.bsky.social · Aug 31

dije "estoy muy feliz pq por fin no hace tanto calor" y un puto gilipollas respondio "ayyy ojala fuera yo pq está 27 grados aqui ahoraaa!"

y digo
oye

Tan @lotterhippie.bsky.social · Aug 31

the next german who complains to me about 27 degrees catches these hands

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Tan @lotterhippie.bsky.social · Aug 29

I also drew both of them together and I stare at it while writing bc it somehow helps me visualize lol

Tan @lotterhippie.bsky.social · Aug 29

I've put two of my OCs Into A Situation recently and I'm so obsessed with it I can barely function. I feel insane
#writing #oc

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Tan @lotterhippie.bsky.social · Aug 19

today on "sentences nobody ever said before" lmao

also that book is fucking good btw. idk how the translations are but the german version is my fav classic lit book. changed my damn brain chemistry when i was 14

Tan @lotterhippie.bsky.social · Aug 19

i started writing an OC AU based on The Confusions of Young Master Törleß by Robert Musil and it might be the single handedly best idea I've ever had. The vibes are just right
its also problematic as SHIT fully on purpose and I refuse to water it down

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perplexingly.bsky.social @perplexingly.bsky.social · Aug 4

Theresa with bathmaids for kcd femslash week over at Tumblr 🤭

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affinno @affinno.bsky.social · Aug 3

Artfight stuff from this year!! I did a lot more than last year, which doesn't mean I did much but... baby steps! Hoping to attack more people next year but enjoyed this year a lot!

OCs by @falmarindecarme.bsky.social @demonicbird.bsky.social @lotterhippie.bsky.social and @inorheona.bsky.social

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Tan @lotterhippie.bsky.social · Aug 1

putting the pepis into a plastic bag to shake it like that girl in finding nemo

Tan @lotterhippie.bsky.social · Aug 1

(for those wondering, pues si more or less means "well, yeah" or "yes, indeed")
#thebandghost #papavperpetua

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Tan @lotterhippie.bsky.social · Jul 13

im so obsessed with him i had to draw him before people even settle for a name oops
#thebandghost

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Tan @lotterhippie.bsky.social · Jul 11

ive been meaning to draw some ghouls for foreverrr and i finally did lol
#thebandghost

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Tan @lotterhippie.bsky.social · Jul 5

second artfight attack!!!
character belongs to @loullipopx.bsky.social !! <:
#artfight

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