Lili Nyx (Lovely Admin Girl) [BJFA] 🏳️⚧️🔆🏳️⚧️
@lilinyx.bsky.social
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https://bio.mechsploit.me/to/@lilinyx for links to everything
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https://bio.mechsploit.me/to/@lilinyx for links to everything
pfp art by @maddiebrekkfast.bsky.social
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SHADOWS, my #mechsplomicrojam25 entry is now available on AO3.
Years before the events of 'Eyes Like Mine', Handler trainee Xelene Torai takes part in her final examination — and makes a choice that will damn Herself.
archiveofourown.org/works/75346301
Years before the events of 'Eyes Like Mine', Handler trainee Xelene Torai takes part in her final examination — and makes a choice that will damn Herself.
archiveofourown.org/works/75346301
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I just need to lock in tomorrow and everything will work out
"I just need to lock in tomorrow and everything will work out" <- the woman who's been saying this to herself every night for the past 3 weeks
December 9, 2025 at 4:52 AM
I just need to lock in tomorrow and everything will work out
*Typing "Miles to words conversion" into search, seeing responses from writers all looking to use that same Robert Frost quote, then closing the browser in frustration*
It's going great. It's great. I'm great. It's all great I'm gonna be just great I got so few words left ha-ha. Ha-ha. HAHAH-
It's going great. It's great. I'm great. It's all great I'm gonna be just great I got so few words left ha-ha. Ha-ha. HAHAH-
December 8, 2025 at 6:04 PM
*Typing "Miles to words conversion" into search, seeing responses from writers all looking to use that same Robert Frost quote, then closing the browser in frustration*
It's going great. It's great. I'm great. It's all great I'm gonna be just great I got so few words left ha-ha. Ha-ha. HAHAH-
It's going great. It's great. I'm great. It's all great I'm gonna be just great I got so few words left ha-ha. Ha-ha. HAHAH-
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Hi hello! Final Patreon poll of the year is out! **It's free for everyone** so you really have no excuse not to tell me what smut you think I should write!
www.patreon.com/posts/decemb...
www.patreon.com/posts/decemb...
December 4, 2025 at 11:16 PM
Hi hello! Final Patreon poll of the year is out! **It's free for everyone** so you really have no excuse not to tell me what smut you think I should write!
www.patreon.com/posts/decemb...
www.patreon.com/posts/decemb...
So many people talking about mechsplo it literally managed to get on the word cloud for the past hour
*Laughing nervously* whatthefuck?
*Laughing nervously* whatthefuck?
December 8, 2025 at 1:30 AM
So many people talking about mechsplo it literally managed to get on the word cloud for the past hour
*Laughing nervously* whatthefuck?
*Laughing nervously* whatthefuck?
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college girl with her dude (bored) holding a limp tuft of her hair near the ends as the TikTok voice goes "Me when my Handler wants to show me who is boss 😜🤭😍"
December 7, 2025 at 6:03 PM
college girl with her dude (bored) holding a limp tuft of her hair near the ends as the TikTok voice goes "Me when my Handler wants to show me who is boss 😜🤭😍"
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check this shit out, handler-heads
(that is what i have chosen to call mechsplo fans today)
(that is what i have chosen to call mechsplo fans today)
December 6, 2025 at 7:22 PM
check this shit out, handler-heads
(that is what i have chosen to call mechsplo fans today)
(that is what i have chosen to call mechsplo fans today)
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Next day bump! This was a fun mech fight to write. A third mech that flies!(until it doesn't) and so much pain.
December 7, 2025 at 9:37 PM
Next day bump! This was a fun mech fight to write. A third mech that flies!(until it doesn't) and so much pain.
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Kleya: A Star Wars Story.
Hi my name is Leia. Due to less-than-stellar circumstances, I have no money left for estrogen, which I'm dangerously low on, transportation, writing software, or clothing.
I hate having to do this but mfs fucked me up my ass. Any amount helps.
www.venmo.com/u/thereyofwa...
ko-fi.com/thereyofwater
I hate having to do this but mfs fucked me up my ass. Any amount helps.
www.venmo.com/u/thereyofwa...
ko-fi.com/thereyofwater
Venmo | Leia Morales
Venmo is a digital wallet that lets you make and share payments with friends. You can easily split the bill, cab fare, or much more. Download the iOS or Android app or sign up on Venmo.com today.
www.venmo.com
December 7, 2025 at 7:19 PM
Kleya: A Star Wars Story.
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Thinking again about the top stories on CNBC from Luigi Day
Just make sure that they get this Top Trending list from 12/6/2024 into the history books.
It does a better job at showing the current situation than I can in any amount of words.
It does a better job at showing the current situation than I can in any amount of words.
December 7, 2025 at 4:22 PM
Thinking again about the top stories on CNBC from Luigi Day
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This is fuckin heat. Excellent excellent flow and prose; a fantastic peek inside the mind of a truly wretched individual
SHADOWS, my #mechsplomicrojam25 entry is now available on AO3.
Years before the events of 'Eyes Like Mine', Handler trainee Xelene Torai takes part in her final examination — and makes a choice that will damn Herself.
archiveofourown.org/works/75346301
Years before the events of 'Eyes Like Mine', Handler trainee Xelene Torai takes part in her final examination — and makes a choice that will damn Herself.
archiveofourown.org/works/75346301
December 7, 2025 at 2:18 AM
This is fuckin heat. Excellent excellent flow and prose; a fantastic peek inside the mind of a truly wretched individual
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Lili wrote a prequel to Shore Leave, featuring Xelene's Handler training, and I got to beta read it!
It's a delight and it will hurt your feelings, go read it.
It's a delight and it will hurt your feelings, go read it.
SHADOWS, my #mechsplomicrojam25 entry is now available on AO3.
Years before the events of 'Eyes Like Mine', Handler trainee Xelene Torai takes part in her final examination — and makes a choice that will damn Herself.
archiveofourown.org/works/75346301
Years before the events of 'Eyes Like Mine', Handler trainee Xelene Torai takes part in her final examination — and makes a choice that will damn Herself.
archiveofourown.org/works/75346301
December 6, 2025 at 11:10 PM
Lili wrote a prequel to Shore Leave, featuring Xelene's Handler training, and I got to beta read it!
It's a delight and it will hurt your feelings, go read it.
It's a delight and it will hurt your feelings, go read it.
SHADOWS, my #mechsplomicrojam25 entry is now available on AO3.
Years before the events of 'Eyes Like Mine', Handler trainee Xelene Torai takes part in her final examination — and makes a choice that will damn Herself.
archiveofourown.org/works/75346301
Years before the events of 'Eyes Like Mine', Handler trainee Xelene Torai takes part in her final examination — and makes a choice that will damn Herself.
archiveofourown.org/works/75346301
December 6, 2025 at 11:02 PM
SHADOWS, my #mechsplomicrojam25 entry is now available on AO3.
Years before the events of 'Eyes Like Mine', Handler trainee Xelene Torai takes part in her final examination — and makes a choice that will damn Herself.
archiveofourown.org/works/75346301
Years before the events of 'Eyes Like Mine', Handler trainee Xelene Torai takes part in her final examination — and makes a choice that will damn Herself.
archiveofourown.org/works/75346301
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December 6, 2025 at 5:01 PM
My microfic jam piece will be a Xelene Torai story. I've finished the first draft, and it's only convinced me I need to write more of this horrible woman. Did I write 900+ words in the past hour? Yes.
Was it worth it? Yes!
Was it worth it? Yes!
December 6, 2025 at 7:25 AM
My microfic jam piece will be a Xelene Torai story. I've finished the first draft, and it's only convinced me I need to write more of this horrible woman. Did I write 900+ words in the past hour? Yes.
Was it worth it? Yes!
Was it worth it? Yes!
You should make out with my friend because she's smart and good and writes really damn well!
it's midnight and I'm here to remind you that you can make out with me at #MAGFest 2026 if you're a good communicator and you don't immediately try to Manic Pixie Dream Girl me
all right all right who wants to kiss me in empty hallways and dark panel rooms this Magfest I had one transcendent tryst and one uncomfortably on script heterosexual encounter last year and I'd like to lean more into transcendent and fun again
I'll have my cards as usual
I'll have my cards as usual
December 6, 2025 at 5:34 AM
You should make out with my friend because she's smart and good and writes really damn well!
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Another excellent, utterly heartrending piece of writing from Jax. This short piece chewed me up and spat me back out (complimentary)
Part 11 of Mechanisms is now up!
Jonni's mother reflects on the definite places in her past.
A submission to #MechsploMicroJam25
Read Rupture here: archiveofourown.org/works/75294556
Jonni's mother reflects on the definite places in her past.
A submission to #MechsploMicroJam25
Read Rupture here: archiveofourown.org/works/75294556
December 6, 2025 at 4:42 AM
Another excellent, utterly heartrending piece of writing from Jax. This short piece chewed me up and spat me back out (complimentary)
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I want to scream and cry.
I can't scream and cry.
The ability to scream and cry has been scooped out like ice cream.
This too is play.
I can't scream and cry.
The ability to scream and cry has been scooped out like ice cream.
This too is play.
Part 11 of Mechanisms is now up!
Jonni's mother reflects on the definite places in her past.
A submission to #MechsploMicroJam25
Read Rupture here: archiveofourown.org/works/75294556
Jonni's mother reflects on the definite places in her past.
A submission to #MechsploMicroJam25
Read Rupture here: archiveofourown.org/works/75294556
December 5, 2025 at 9:23 PM
I want to scream and cry.
I can't scream and cry.
The ability to scream and cry has been scooped out like ice cream.
This too is play.
I can't scream and cry.
The ability to scream and cry has been scooped out like ice cream.
This too is play.
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New Mechanisms!!!!!!
Part 11 of Mechanisms is now up!
Jonni's mother reflects on the definite places in her past.
A submission to #MechsploMicroJam25
Read Rupture here: archiveofourown.org/works/75294556
Jonni's mother reflects on the definite places in her past.
A submission to #MechsploMicroJam25
Read Rupture here: archiveofourown.org/works/75294556
December 5, 2025 at 10:48 PM
New Mechanisms!!!!!!
It's so good Jax is so good you gotta read it, it'll make you Quite Sad you gotta read iiiiiiit
Part 11 of Mechanisms is now up!
Jonni's mother reflects on the definite places in her past.
A submission to #MechsploMicroJam25
Read Rupture here: archiveofourown.org/works/75294556
Jonni's mother reflects on the definite places in her past.
A submission to #MechsploMicroJam25
Read Rupture here: archiveofourown.org/works/75294556
December 5, 2025 at 10:52 PM
It's so good Jax is so good you gotta read it, it'll make you Quite Sad you gotta read iiiiiiit
Hi hello! Final Patreon poll of the year is out! **It's free for everyone** so you really have no excuse not to tell me what smut you think I should write!
www.patreon.com/posts/decemb...
www.patreon.com/posts/decemb...
December 4, 2025 at 11:16 PM
Hi hello! Final Patreon poll of the year is out! **It's free for everyone** so you really have no excuse not to tell me what smut you think I should write!
www.patreon.com/posts/decemb...
www.patreon.com/posts/decemb...
"Fingus Knochvalet Jr." is such a rancid name because some dude named Fingus Knochvalet said "yeah! This is a good enough name to pass along" and then had enough raw sex to actually ensure that happened.
December 3, 2025 at 10:07 PM
"Fingus Knochvalet Jr." is such a rancid name because some dude named Fingus Knochvalet said "yeah! This is a good enough name to pass along" and then had enough raw sex to actually ensure that happened.
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My good friend Argen wrote the prologue to their mechsplo story please give it a read! They’re cooking some good shit!
December 3, 2025 at 9:34 PM
My good friend Argen wrote the prologue to their mechsplo story please give it a read! They’re cooking some good shit!
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Also read Berserker by my good friend Romeo
December 3, 2025 at 9:36 PM
Also read Berserker by my good friend Romeo
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Being black and being into BDSM related stuff is a pain. When certain topics are mentioned, theres always a voice in my head reminding me of our history and how doing somethings are a very bad look like how putting a muzzle or chains, etc on a black person is racist imagery
December 3, 2025 at 9:36 PM
Being black and being into BDSM related stuff is a pain. When certain topics are mentioned, theres always a voice in my head reminding me of our history and how doing somethings are a very bad look like how putting a muzzle or chains, etc on a black person is racist imagery