Zhenjoo
@lemonsart.bsky.social
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24(HE/HIM BUT NOT HIS💔) 𝘿𝙄𝘼𝙍𝙔 𝘼𝘾𝘾❗𝙍𝙖𝙣𝙩𝙨 Making the most god awfull hell-bound fanart; B͙L͙♡#zhenjoo rarely done art/memes Colorblind🚩🏴 Adult space 𝘥𝘶𝘩 *If you somehow recognize me from my main acc 𝙉𝙊 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝘿𝙊𝙉𝙏!
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𝙒𝘼𝙍𝙉𝙄𝙉𝙂 ‼️ 𝙑𝙀𝙍𝙔 𝙋𝙀𝙍𝙎𝙊𝙉𝘼𝙇 𝘼𝘾𝘾. Im hEEeRRrEe and hauling along my rancid thoughts and ugly art ✌✌💖✌🎀💖 THIS IS MY BL SAFE ZONE, byebyee Twittcrap hello bluesky ❤
YAAAAAAA!!;!!! QUIET PLEASE LOOKS SO GOOD!! and i have my days off?!? plus some spare snack cash OMGGG
But the state we're in right now, rice dinners are expensive. My rant as a little hater to how influencers and ytubers get to live thrivingly while my parents who've worked their entire asses off struggle to keep their healthcare up.
Im getting pretty tired of the ryan trayhan copy ytubers of "i visited 10 most expensive restaurants!!" or "Traveling to coOky weIrd themed diners?!" because in this economy watching people enjoy luxury right in my face is... idk it just rubs me weirdly. Ill still watch a few here and there+
guess who hasnt yead any of his BLs... ‎·ࡇ· I have ennead to catch up but i wanna save my coins for CnA
is everyone getting low hours wttfffff bro.
I think ive been feeling okayish so far, still head fog, focus issues as well as low energy but other than that i havent had any major depressive episodes. About i wanna say 3 weeks now? Is it the brain developed at least? I hope
I can imagine Zhenya glaring at jongwoo for casually calling taekjoo Hyung, and jongwoo biting his tongue whenever Zhenyas around ꈍ◡ꈍ Poor jongwoo baby lol!
Sometimes my american soul stirs up and i just need me a juuicyy, 4 patty melted cheese burger with buttery buns, extra tomato and lettuce, salty fries, icee cold soda and a big bag of hot chips
˃̣̣̣̣︿˂̣̣̣̣ then you have to starve for 3 days to work it off
engage with their shitty posts, but at a certain level they gotta get banned/suspended or something because these people are spreading hate. Saw misogynist posts and just had to get this out.
Ragebait accounts can be funny when they arent serious. But when they take such a defensive radical stance and spend 5 hours commenting and quoting, ur just a fucking loser atp and genuinely need a little bit of prayer in your life. And its like yeah theyre ragebait, the whole point is for you to+
When i dig up old clothes i tried some on and even though they were very snug or had a grand muffin top one, i dont think ive every realised just how fat i got... I see a COMPLETE diferent body in the mirror and then i saw some old stored clothes and i just hate that.
As soon as I plan to buy coins the car nearly dies ᯣ_ᯣ I hate car dependence...
The fact several coworkers had quit and they had to hire multiple people in such a short time. You guys suck.
Ill try to stretch tomorrow but i got some exercises in!! Im kinda happy with myself. Small wave of sadness had hit but about 20 seconds. Odd but nothing much. And some drawing done?! Im doing so much better
Poor jongwoo being bullied by zhenya ꉂꉂ(ᵔᗜᵔ*) I love how curt he has to be or else zhenya glares at him!! Leave him alone hes just a nervous little guyyy ꈍ◡ꈍ
the anxiety is coming back before work again..
Kinda wish we could library certain posts together, that way if someone wants fanart posts its in 1 section or to organize your posts from political, carefree, opinions, quotes. Sort of like youtube playlists except for posts ‎·ࡇ·
from my brain.. is that how it goes?? But when im feeling all better i see myself as this really boring person. Its weird and theres not much I can do. My family is also going through some changes, mainly mom. I see everyone has a bit of anxiety.
I havent had a depressive episode, everything is feeling fairly ok. I notice i dont diary much when im feeling better. There is still a feeling of slight fog. Still struggling with my energy and motivation. Almost like Im not enjoying anything but not hating it as well. Hoping its phasing out+
Genuinely hate when people make plans without letting me know or its very last second. I try to keep my time for myself and i have not much problem if we'd like to go somewhere,but you tell me an hour before we leave and then get upset im not ready or i have to work and cant go? Like...
WHERE ARE PEOPLE GETTING THE PHYSICAL BOOKS?!?! HELLO? SEND ME 1 ˶ˊᜊˋ˶
the world is exhausting
My first opening shifts and i cant find certain items and everyone looks at me like im an idiot...
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Mental clarityyyy, friggin awesome! However my anger has definitely risen a bit and im still struggling to do physical exercise. Appetite has been steady, feeling a bit bored of everything but thats subsided and ive been able to catch up on some videos
Taking a small step to enforcing your boundaries on what may seem like a small deal to others (but its very important to you) and finding out you 𝘤𝘢𝘯 do it, feels amazing. I feel good about it