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pipi 🥒

@largepipino.bsky.social

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pipi 🥒 @largepipino.bsky.social · 1h

i made a side account @smallpipino.bsky.social not sure what i’ll use for it yet though lol maybe i’ll put ramblings there

pipi 🥒 @largepipino.bsky.social · 20h

i feel like i’m not attached to their new names and designs

pipi 🥒 @largepipino.bsky.social · 20h

i miss chilili 😭😭😭 why did i delete all my posts

pipi 🥒 @largepipino.bsky.social · 20h

i’m not sure what would make me go back to main

pipi 🥒 @largepipino.bsky.social · 1d

It’s so hard to find pants in my size 😭 i’m extremely petite and i don’t want to keep getting kids size pants bc of the quality

pipi 🥒 @largepipino.bsky.social · 1d

maybe it’s because i didn’t take my meds bc i got up late but im at the store and kids yelling “shoot yourself” (not to me but at their friends mention of getting a blind box they don’t like) and overcrowding my personal space while i’m looking at popup shop merch is really bothering me

pipi 🥒 @largepipino.bsky.social · 1d

beginning to think deleting all my posts was impulsive because i miss the cute t4t art i didn’t save

but also i’m sick so maybe my brain is mush rn and deleting was a good decision. not sure yet

pipi 🥒 @largepipino.bsky.social · 2d

hi

pipi 🥒 @largepipino.bsky.social · 2d

First things ive drawn all month. im distressed

pipi 🥒 @largepipino.bsky.social · 2d

i want to create but i can’t because i have no motivation because im too depressed living in the same timeline as my abuser. Its taking me forever to actually muster up the motivation to make these and it’s taking me so long to work on them. I used to be able to do these within hours but this is the

pipi 🥒 @largepipino.bsky.social · 2d

i wanted to dress her in wide leg pants but then she kinda started looking more like atsuko the comedian 😭😭

pipi 🥒 @largepipino.bsky.social · 2d

cunty bob

pipi 🥒 @largepipino.bsky.social · 2d

WAIT OMG I LIKE THIS HAIR FOR SUSI

pipi 🥒 @largepipino.bsky.social · 2d

Really cant decide on susi’s new design because the old one was really cute and unique

pipi 🥒 @largepipino.bsky.social · 3d

the kiho trio... triho...

pipi 🥒 @largepipino.bsky.social · 3d

my immediate reaction is to blame my abuser for sapping the passion and interest in hobbies i’ve had for more than half my life but i’m scared to admit maybe i’ve outgrown it, but it just feels so sudden i just don’t have anymore passion. i don’t know if i’m just depressed

pipi 🥒 @largepipino.bsky.social · 3d

I can’t believe i even survived this long on a break from soc med just to feel this way still.

I just want to disengage forever and be forgotten if all people will do is support people who abused you. No one even cared that i left, they’ll just keep supporting my abuser and never know what he did

pipi 🥒 @largepipino.bsky.social · 3d

I truly don’t see a reason to keep going if i have to be alive at the same time as someone who hurt me so deeply and will never be held accountable for the things they did

pipi 🥒 @largepipino.bsky.social · 3d

I AM silenced and no one even wants to defend me. People dont even have to speak for me because my abuser has had odd behavior that should be pointed out, i don’t want the abuse i suffered recounted to strangers and picked apart because i do not have proof.

pipi 🥒 @largepipino.bsky.social · 3d

I don’t think it’s worth living if the people who hurt you will continue to gain influence and you will be silenced because they become people’s favorite creator.

I have no proof, so it’s as if it never happened and i feel like i’m going crazy because no one will ever believe me

pipi 🥒 @largepipino.bsky.social · 3d

I think i impulsively deleted 2k posts here and old art i didn’t save, so i feel bad too

I dont know. i think i moght just want to completely delete too. I really thought i had hope after all this

pipi 🥒 @largepipino.bsky.social · 3d

Safe to say, i’m not remotely interested in anything that once brought me great joy anymore and i’m upset. Nothing i do will ever make it better. My abuser will be celebrated more and more, and i will never be able to speak out because i am overshadowed

pipi 🥒 @largepipino.bsky.social · 3d

Earlier in the year, i started a new hobby because i thought it’d be a safe space to get away from my abuser, only to see my abuser get into it too and immediately get popular for it. Nothing i like is safe and i will constantly be reminded that i am nothing

pipi 🥒 @largepipino.bsky.social · 3d

I think i’m weak for abandoning my main account and i feel like i’m just running away from a problem that won’t be solved, which is people platforming abusers and not taking action against them if the victim doesn’t have proof or if the abuser has some amount of popularity

pipi 🥒 @largepipino.bsky.social · 3d

I’m scared that leaving main means my abuser will get the last say about me. no one defended me because people care about victims UNTIL the abuser is their friend or favorite creator. I’m so sick and tired.