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Kaura

@kaura.bsky.social

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( also Lohari / sasa / xiria ) they/them ko-fi https://ko-fi.com/lohari, sometimes comms open! nsfw acc https://bsky.app/profile/kauransfw.bsky.social

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Kaura @kaura.bsky.social · 8h

I know it's probably the tism talking, but all this is making me feel so alienated from others and like im becoming invisible
this topic is very hard to talk about since I don't mean to talk about it to blame others, its more like, how to stop yourself from thinking this way

Kaura @kaura.bsky.social · 8h

which is wonderuful don't get me wrong, but I do appreciate love even the smallest things, like someone sending you a pic that reminded them of me or a pebble from the road idk haha

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Kaura @kaura.bsky.social · 8h

I really miss the time years back when we used to draw each other birthday cards, it was such a simple fun way to remember somone,
I'm a gift giver person so thats one part of my love language, so I'm a bit saddened that now that I'm older the only gift giving is like a nice meal with family,

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Kaura @kaura.bsky.social · 8h

just been thinking about these things for a long time, and it always gets worse whenever my birthday comes, and there's other events where YOU have to decide how to spend it and only end up stressing if you're being a burden on others

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Kaura @kaura.bsky.social · 8h

like rationally you recognize that you're being a dumbass, but still can't help but crave that someone would see you in the same way as you see others

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Kaura @kaura.bsky.social · 8h

and it gets so much worse if people don't act like you "wish", like the ideal imagined version you'd wish they'd act because that's the way you do, and when you don't get the same echo of behavior back you start doubting yourself and friendships

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Kaura @kaura.bsky.social · 8h

somewhat of a downer talk, but anyone else is on the spectrum and recognizes themselves being highly emotionally sensitive, that also struggles with deep loneliness?
I think its much to do with how you are able read people quite well so you overanalyze everything,

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Kaura @kaura.bsky.social · 4d

finished comm for @stromkarlen.bsky.social :>

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Kaura @kaura.bsky.social · 11d

posting here too, once again for @meeshay.bsky.social 💜

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Kaura @kaura.bsky.social · 11d

WAA JOO!! ᕕ( ᐕ )ᕗ

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Kaura @kaura.bsky.social · Sep 11

haven't been this sick in a while so my need to have a little treat™️ is even bigger than usual

Kaura @kaura.bsky.social · Aug 1

rest of the attacks/revenges I did this year, gotta try to join earlier next time!

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Kaura @kaura.bsky.social · Aug 1

I think I never posted about him but this is Nocticea, my little cosmic angel

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Kaura @kaura.bsky.social · Aug 1

attack for @philonob.bsky.social

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Kaura @kaura.bsky.social · Aug 1

HEHEHEHE my boy!!!!!!!!!! this is gorgeous

☆Philo☆ @ COMMS @philonob.bsky.social · Jul 30

Tenth attack and revenge for @kaura.bsky.social

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Kaura @kaura.bsky.social · Jul 27

HEHEEE

Kaura @kaura.bsky.social · Jul 16

another attack, this time for @/h0osto on twitter
:D

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Kaura @kaura.bsky.social · Jul 16

comm for @/ApathyApple11 !
thank you, long time no drawing furr

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Kaura @kaura.bsky.social · Jul 15

first artfight attack for somethingcoolerinsummer / tumblr
💚
#artfight

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Kaura @kaura.bsky.social · Jul 15

first artfight attack for somethingcoolerinsummer / tumblr
💚
#artfight

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Kaura @kaura.bsky.social · Jul 13

NOT BE GETTTING ATTACKED RIGHT AWAY ON ARTFIGHT
if youre reading this its beautiful and amazing i'll eat it
ill comment tomorrow when the new account lock goes ;o;

Kaura @kaura.bsky.social · Jul 13

I'd love to add an upcoming dnd character to my artfight profile but is it silly hes not even fully complete :^D rää

Kaura @kaura.bsky.social · Jul 13

I really need to have an oc renaissance 😭
I've been pretty much doing only comms for years bcs I've had to eat ahgjsg X_D

Kaura @kaura.bsky.social · Jul 13

Hii I joined Artfight finally, on team Crystals!
I might be a bit slow and Im here for the first time, bear with me haha
I desperately need to revive my oc's, I've just been doing commissions for years OI<
artfight.net/~Kaura

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Kaura @kaura.bsky.social · Jul 11

I'll join in to ask if anyone knows where to find these :(
i live in the EU and every store i find doesnt ship here, my dad got me one of the red ones when I was a kid, but i've since lost it and i dearly long after it

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