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Her mum is the only one really listening to her . .
Snuggling into the older woman, she slowly closed her eyes and relaxed.

Though she was still getting used to having a gentle maternal figure. “I’m scared, mummy. But I don’t want to take this away from him.”
“I know he’s different, but he wants a family. I don’t know if I’ll ever be ready to be a mother…”
“He says he is, but that doesn’t mean he’ll feel the same way in five years, mummy. I don’t want him to hate me..”
“I’m pregnant, mummy. I’ve tried to tell them I’m terrified, and that if I want to get rid of it, that he’ll hate me. But they keep brushing it all off instead of listening to me…”
She’s quietly sitting down on the couch. “They won’t listen to my fears, they just keep saying everything will be fine and making me feel like I’m overreacting…”
Normal people don’t kill their mothers, or turn into what she does . .
He deserves someone normal and not damaged . .
“I should have pushed him away, all I do is ruin people . .” She sighed, but she hesitantly took the handkerchief.
Why wouldn’t he if she took away his chance to be a parent?
Slowly shaking her head again, and fighting back tears. “He’ll hate me, mother said so . .”
That doesn’t mean he won’t turn on her . .
“I don’t want to be pregnant, but he wants children . .” She mumbled into her knees.
That’s not the point. She’s had enough people resenting her, she doesn’t need him to as well.
Even her mother wouldn’t be any help if she was still alive . .
How can she possibly do any of those things when he wants to be a father?

He says that now but he’ll resent her if she doesn’t keep it.
Did it ever occur to him that maybe she doesn’t want to be a mother?

In case he’s forgotten, she doesn’t have the best experiences with maternal figures . . @coronatuseres.bsky.social
She’s just instantly shaking her head and bringing her knees up to her chest once she’d slid down the wall.
Maybe he does, but he doesn’t lose himself.
Easy for him to say. He’s never lost control the way she does.