Itsy Bitsy Spider (I got nuked)
@itsyana.bsky.social
(Main deleted again so add me here) I’m what happens when you relapse into your ed in your 30s
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‧₊˚✧Call me 𝕴𝖙𝖘𝖞 ✧˚₊‧
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ִ ࣪𖤐30s
ִ ࣪𖤐ana off and on since 2005
ִ ࣪𖤐clean from drugs for 10 years
ִ ࣪𖤐minors/non-ed/anti-recovery dni
Heart to be added and share to help my find my lost moots!
#lemonwatersky #edbsky #butterflyana #caterpillarsky #ricecakesky
──── ୨୧ ────
ִ ࣪𖤐30s
ִ ࣪𖤐ana off and on since 2005
ִ ࣪𖤐clean from drugs for 10 years
ִ ࣪𖤐minors/non-ed/anti-recovery dni
Heart to be added and share to help my find my lost moots!
#lemonwatersky #edbsky #butterflyana #caterpillarsky #ricecakesky
Making progress.
December 12, 2025 at 3:02 PM
Making progress.
There’s this fancy movie theater my boyfriend and I go to and they have this one pasta that I’ve been craving sooooo bad for months. It’s all I want right now but I am so close to my goal.
December 11, 2025 at 7:52 PM
There’s this fancy movie theater my boyfriend and I go to and they have this one pasta that I’ve been craving sooooo bad for months. It’s all I want right now but I am so close to my goal.
I can’t tell if I’m anxious or feeling faint. My vision is blurry.
December 11, 2025 at 6:58 PM
I can’t tell if I’m anxious or feeling faint. My vision is blurry.
102.6 today. So close to 100.
December 11, 2025 at 5:25 PM
102.6 today. So close to 100.
104.0 today! Wooo! 100 here I come.
December 4, 2025 at 3:28 PM
104.0 today! Wooo! 100 here I come.
How is it I took a shower and now I’m 104.8? That’s a full pound less than earlier. I don’t know if I should be happy or not.
December 2, 2025 at 6:25 PM
How is it I took a shower and now I’m 104.8? That’s a full pound less than earlier. I don’t know if I should be happy or not.
Fuuuuuuuuck literally RIGHT AFTER I say on here that I’m not gonna eat with my boyfriend when I see him he suggests we go out to our first date spot (sushi) 😭 I literally can’t get out of eating.
December 2, 2025 at 5:09 PM
Fuuuuuuuuck literally RIGHT AFTER I say on here that I’m not gonna eat with my boyfriend when I see him he suggests we go out to our first date spot (sushi) 😭 I literally can’t get out of eating.
Fucking 105.8 AGAIN. I can’t seem to lose any weight even though I only eat one meal a day. I’m locking in today. Might go to brunch with my mom but I can only eat a salad and then I’m gonna refuse to eat with my boyfriend later. I NEED to be 100lbs.
December 2, 2025 at 4:37 PM
Fucking 105.8 AGAIN. I can’t seem to lose any weight even though I only eat one meal a day. I’m locking in today. Might go to brunch with my mom but I can only eat a salad and then I’m gonna refuse to eat with my boyfriend later. I NEED to be 100lbs.
Calorie estimates?
November 28, 2025 at 10:24 PM
Calorie estimates?
Still managed to lose a little weight yesterday. Those lax kicked my ass this morning though (no pun intended lol). Next stop is 100.
November 28, 2025 at 3:27 PM
Still managed to lose a little weight yesterday. Those lax kicked my ass this morning though (no pun intended lol). Next stop is 100.
Purged my first round of thanksgiving food, couldn’t purge the second 😭 I think I’ll have to take laxatives again just to get this food out of me.
November 28, 2025 at 1:07 AM
Purged my first round of thanksgiving food, couldn’t purge the second 😭 I think I’ll have to take laxatives again just to get this food out of me.
Got on the scale, 104.6. Walked down the hall to grab my phone, 105.2…how tf is that possible?
November 27, 2025 at 9:55 PM
Got on the scale, 104.6. Walked down the hall to grab my phone, 105.2…how tf is that possible?
Girl breakfast. Mimosa at noon with my mom. My dad wanted to grab McDonalds but I said I wasn’t hungry.
November 27, 2025 at 8:11 PM
Girl breakfast. Mimosa at noon with my mom. My dad wanted to grab McDonalds but I said I wasn’t hungry.
How are my fellow Americans planning to get through the day?
November 27, 2025 at 5:20 PM
How are my fellow Americans planning to get through the day?
Im finally watching Supersize vs Superskinny and holy tits is this toxic…
Gonna watch all of it though lol
Gonna watch all of it though lol
November 27, 2025 at 4:09 AM
Im finally watching Supersize vs Superskinny and holy tits is this toxic…
Gonna watch all of it though lol
Gonna watch all of it though lol
wtf am I supposed to do tomorrow? I just know I’ll purge and I don’t want to 😭
November 27, 2025 at 2:58 AM
wtf am I supposed to do tomorrow? I just know I’ll purge and I don’t want to 😭
I took those lax like 24 hours ago and I’m still crampy and gassy 😭
November 27, 2025 at 1:43 AM
I took those lax like 24 hours ago and I’m still crampy and gassy 😭
My stomach hurts. It doesn’t feel like my usual hunger pains. I think it’s from purging.
November 26, 2025 at 10:52 PM
My stomach hurts. It doesn’t feel like my usual hunger pains. I think it’s from purging.
Is anyone else bugged by the fact that in To the Bone Pearl has a tube in her nose when we first meet her and then never again for the rest of the movie…
November 26, 2025 at 9:30 PM
Is anyone else bugged by the fact that in To the Bone Pearl has a tube in her nose when we first meet her and then never again for the rest of the movie…
Update on the laxatives…ouch.
Cramps and having to wake up 3-4x to shit liquid. Maybe next time I’ll only take it when I’m actually constipated but who knows.
Cramps and having to wake up 3-4x to shit liquid. Maybe next time I’ll only take it when I’m actually constipated but who knows.
November 26, 2025 at 5:40 PM
Update on the laxatives…ouch.
Cramps and having to wake up 3-4x to shit liquid. Maybe next time I’ll only take it when I’m actually constipated but who knows.
Cramps and having to wake up 3-4x to shit liquid. Maybe next time I’ll only take it when I’m actually constipated but who knows.
Restricted and still purged like 3x today. Just anything I ate had to come up. Wtf type of ED is that?
November 26, 2025 at 12:55 AM
Restricted and still purged like 3x today. Just anything I ate had to come up. Wtf type of ED is that?
I never thought I’d be abusing laxatives again but here we are…
MiraLAX does nothing to me and my Colace pills melted together, let’s see how this goes.
MiraLAX does nothing to me and my Colace pills melted together, let’s see how this goes.
November 26, 2025 at 12:25 AM
I never thought I’d be abusing laxatives again but here we are…
MiraLAX does nothing to me and my Colace pills melted together, let’s see how this goes.
MiraLAX does nothing to me and my Colace pills melted together, let’s see how this goes.
The part where she yells “It’s not about you!” at her mother hits a little too close to home. My mom made my ED about herself too.
November 21, 2025 at 6:14 PM
The part where she yells “It’s not about you!” at her mother hits a little too close to home. My mom made my ED about herself too.
Ugh it’s only 10am and I’m already hungry (been up since 6:30) 😭
November 21, 2025 at 6:05 PM
Ugh it’s only 10am and I’m already hungry (been up since 6:30) 😭