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Itsy Bitsy Spider (I got nuked)

@itsyana.bsky.social

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(Main deleted again so add me here) I’m what happens when you relapse into your ed in your 30s Add my backup https://bsky.app/profile/itsybitsyspider2.bsky.social

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Itsy Bitsy Spider (I got nuked) @itsyana.bsky.social · Mar 17

‎‧₊˚✧Call me 𝕴𝖙𝖘𝖞 ✧˚₊‧ ‎

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ִ ࣪𖤐30s
ִ ࣪𖤐ana off and on since 2005
ִ ࣪𖤐clean from drugs for 10 years
ִ ࣪𖤐minors/non-ed/anti-recovery dni

Heart to be added and share to help my find my lost moots!

#lemonwatersky #edbsky #butterflyana #caterpillarsky #ricecakesky

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Itsy Bitsy Spider (I got nuked) @itsyana.bsky.social · 3d

106.8 this morning. I was 108 yesterday because I was constipated so thank god that sorted itself out today with some coffee. I drank two large glasses of V8 with a serving of MiraLAX in each PLUS an Activia yogurt drink PLUS some kimchi yesterday and NOTHING. MiraLAX just doesn’t work for me.

Itsy Bitsy Spider (I got nuked) @itsyana.bsky.social · 17d

105.6 today. Losing has been so hard lately even though I’m only eating once a day at dinner. Today is my day off so it’s gonna be even harder because my mom and my bf are both gonna want to go out to eat. Wish me luck.

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Itsy Bitsy Spider (I got nuked) @itsyana.bsky.social · 19d

I am getting so fat. I’m 107 this morning despite trying to restrict and omading it. Send help.

Itsy Bitsy Spider (I got nuked) @itsyana.bsky.social · 21d

I’m starving but I’m 105.8 so I need to lose at least another lb. Been up since 7:30am and it’s 2pm and I haven’t eaten. Won’t eat until I see my bf and I’m gonna restrict even then.

Itsy Bitsy Spider (I got nuked) @itsyana.bsky.social · 24d

Oh nooooooo how dare the grapes do that to you!

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Itsy Bitsy Spider (I got nuked) @itsyana.bsky.social · 24d

What did the grapes do to you? Lol

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Itsy Bitsy Spider (I got nuked) @itsyana.bsky.social · 24d

Please follow my backup in case I get nuked again

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Itsy Bitsy Spider (I got nuked) @itsyana.bsky.social · 24d

Oooooh well cool I’m glad I missed it then. I don’t even have discord.

Itsy Bitsy Spider (I got nuked) @itsyana.bsky.social · 24d

Guess I’ll never know what they were gonna tell me coz it won’t let me open the message…

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Itsy Bitsy Spider (I got nuked) @itsyana.bsky.social · 25d

Another one of my internet friends from ED MySpace (yes I’m THAT old) passed away. We think overdose but no one had been able to get ahold of her in two years. We suspected she relapsed and went off grid.

Itsy Bitsy Spider (I got nuked) @itsyana.bsky.social · 25d

Okay I guess I can forgive myself for not losing weight because I got my period yesterday. Hopefully once it’s over I can lose this two lbs and go back to maintaining.

Itsy Bitsy Spider (I got nuked) @itsyana.bsky.social · 29d

I’m never on here anymore but I purged today. My mom made another comment about how much dinner I ate (my one meal of the day) so I purged most of it. I’m still hungry but I won’t eat anymore. She triggers me so bad.

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Itsy Bitsy Spider (I got nuked) @itsyana.bsky.social · Aug 16

Her whole death scene made me cry

Itsy Bitsy Spider (I got nuked) @itsyana.bsky.social · Aug 16

Free toe pics lol

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Itsy Bitsy Spider (I got nuked) @itsyana.bsky.social · Aug 2

Staying with my boyfriend all weekend which means eating and no scale. Yesterday I only ate once but it was a big plate of pasta at this fancy movie theatre we go to. Btw Fantastic Four was amazing.

Itsy Bitsy Spider (I got nuked) @itsyana.bsky.social · Jul 29

It’s my day off and I had the house to myself and had so much time to kill I got so bored. I did laundry, cleaned, and watched Thin for the millionth time. Now I’m at my boyfriend’s waiting for our food (my omotd).

Itsy Bitsy Spider (I got nuked) @itsyana.bsky.social · Jul 29

Thank you guys so much

Itsy Bitsy Spider (I got nuked) @itsyana.bsky.social · Jul 29

Ootd

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Itsy Bitsy Spider (I got nuked) @itsyana.bsky.social · Jul 29

We have a lot of Indian and African people at my job and not sure where this woman is from because she barely has an accent but she covers her hair so I assume Muslim? Could be wrong but all I know is she’s rude af.

Itsy Bitsy Spider (I got nuked) @itsyana.bsky.social · Jul 29

My work wife was called fat yesterday by one of the nurses. I said that was rude and the nurse said “well she is” so casually. Like idk what kind of cultural difference we have going on here but these ladies are wild.

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Itsy Bitsy Spider (I got nuked) @itsyana.bsky.social · Jul 29

I haven’t been as active because I like being in ED spaces when I’m fasting but I have no time in the morning or afternoon to be on here because I go to work at 7am. I eat pretty much right when I get home and that’s my omotd. I feel bad coming on here after eating.

Itsy Bitsy Spider (I got nuked) @itsyana.bsky.social · Jul 29

Itsy Bitsy Spider (I got nuked) @itsyana.bsky.social · Jul 28

Working mornings means I can’t weigh myself completely empty because I don’t poop till I get to work. Tomorrow I’ll get to do it coz it’s my day off so we’ll see the damage.

Itsy Bitsy Spider (I got nuked) @itsyana.bsky.social · Jul 25

104.8 on my day off. Usually I eat on my days off but I might try to restrict again today. I’ll be with my boyfriend later and he wants to go out to eat which will be a problem…

Itsy Bitsy Spider (I got nuked) @itsyana.bsky.social · Jul 23

Sorry I’ve been absent. I started working mornings so my schedule has been out of wack.

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