holy fucking shit does what i want EVER matter???
am I really just good at being taken advantage of? and being used??? fucking hell man...
am I really just good at being taken advantage of? and being used??? fucking hell man...
November 27, 2025 at 2:43 AM
holy fucking shit does what i want EVER matter???
am I really just good at being taken advantage of? and being used??? fucking hell man...
am I really just good at being taken advantage of? and being used??? fucking hell man...
photography is giving me a really good creative outlet right now when i cant play.
its making me want to do more with other creative aspects of things as well. its really nice.
its making me want to do more with other creative aspects of things as well. its really nice.
November 24, 2025 at 12:19 AM
photography is giving me a really good creative outlet right now when i cant play.
its making me want to do more with other creative aspects of things as well. its really nice.
its making me want to do more with other creative aspects of things as well. its really nice.
when was i in NYC? 🤔
November 22, 2025 at 3:21 PM
when was i in NYC? 🤔
re-edited one of them.
i always worry stuff will look "over edited"
i always worry stuff will look "over edited"
November 21, 2025 at 1:32 AM
re-edited one of them.
i always worry stuff will look "over edited"
i always worry stuff will look "over edited"
i am so tired but my heart is so full
i love new york
i love new york
November 20, 2025 at 2:44 PM
i am so tired but my heart is so full
i love new york
i love new york
I'm not as heartbroken as I was when I came to New York in September by myself. I feel hopeful and excited and the city is really starting to feel comfortable.
I'm just....happy here.
I'm just....happy here.
November 20, 2025 at 1:27 PM
I'm not as heartbroken as I was when I came to New York in September by myself. I feel hopeful and excited and the city is really starting to feel comfortable.
I'm just....happy here.
I'm just....happy here.
hopelessly in love with a man
hopelessly enamored with a city
smelling coffee makes my heart ache i miss it
hopelessly enamored with a city
smelling coffee makes my heart ache i miss it
November 20, 2025 at 2:18 AM
hopelessly in love with a man
hopelessly enamored with a city
smelling coffee makes my heart ache i miss it
hopelessly enamored with a city
smelling coffee makes my heart ache i miss it
made a photography instagram account but also will post more here anyways cause it’s fun
for your consideration~~
for your consideration~~
November 18, 2025 at 12:49 AM
made a photography instagram account but also will post more here anyways cause it’s fun
for your consideration~~
for your consideration~~
Some NYC pics~~
Photo editing is weird.
I'll figure it out.
Photo editing is weird.
I'll figure it out.
November 17, 2025 at 11:50 PM
Some NYC pics~~
Photo editing is weird.
I'll figure it out.
Photo editing is weird.
I'll figure it out.
i pulled a muscle playing trombone too hard.
i didnt know this was possible.
i didnt know this was possible.
November 16, 2025 at 4:45 AM
i pulled a muscle playing trombone too hard.
i didnt know this was possible.
i didnt know this was possible.
tried to be vulnerable about some big shit today and got hella shut down
hard
HARD
my feelings reeeaalllyyyyy don’t matter i guess
hard
HARD
my feelings reeeaalllyyyyy don’t matter i guess
November 12, 2025 at 10:01 PM
tried to be vulnerable about some big shit today and got hella shut down
hard
HARD
my feelings reeeaalllyyyyy don’t matter i guess
hard
HARD
my feelings reeeaalllyyyyy don’t matter i guess
first day back at the gym since sept and i cranked out 5 overhand pull ups at the end like it was nothing
i’m actually mad about it
it’s easier cause of the weight loss
i’m actually mad about it
it’s easier cause of the weight loss
November 12, 2025 at 5:48 PM
first day back at the gym since sept and i cranked out 5 overhand pull ups at the end like it was nothing
i’m actually mad about it
it’s easier cause of the weight loss
i’m actually mad about it
it’s easier cause of the weight loss
i see people performing and playing and eating and traveling and rejoicing in the beauty of life and i’m
STILL FUCKING NAUSEOUS.
STILL FUCKING NAUSEOUS.
November 11, 2025 at 12:16 AM
i see people performing and playing and eating and traveling and rejoicing in the beauty of life and i’m
STILL FUCKING NAUSEOUS.
STILL FUCKING NAUSEOUS.
me when i’m home sick yet again
November 10, 2025 at 7:59 PM
me when i’m home sick yet again
i gotta stop eating snacks so late at night
i am suffering in the mornings
i am suffering in the mornings
November 10, 2025 at 2:42 PM
i gotta stop eating snacks so late at night
i am suffering in the mornings
i am suffering in the mornings
spent the whole day crying today
i love chronic health issues!!!!
i love chronic health issues!!!!
November 7, 2025 at 12:21 AM
spent the whole day crying today
i love chronic health issues!!!!
i love chronic health issues!!!!