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Nice things:
- Eejay is cuddling me
- World Cup draw tomorrow
- Massage tomorrow
- Therapy techniques helped me calm down and clear my head
- Found a home for the shawl
- Pulled together the stuff to start next project
December 5, 2025 at 2:46 AM
why is Lebron shilling for Draft Kings
December 5, 2025 at 12:15 AM
hate sitting down to watch the hockey only to find that this hockey game isn't on the service I get. fix your shit, NHL.
December 5, 2025 at 12:08 AM
Shawl; two strands of a cotton that feels almost papery. Maize and blue; if any of you know a University of Michigan fan who might like this as a holiday gift lmk. Might put it up for the next fan auction?
December 4, 2025 at 9:10 PM
okay I called Dan back and made it clear that I know it's above his head but if he can take the "major compensation cut" aspect to the higher-ups when he has a chance I would appreciate it. probably won't do anything but I said it.
December 4, 2025 at 8:56 PM
"My Journey To Abstinence Wasn't Intentional, But Here's Why I'm Sticking To It" but there's no conservative cultural backlash, definitely not why this piece is running in a major magazine
December 4, 2025 at 8:41 PM
I'm just sitting here crying like an idiot and I know I shouldn't be upset when a lot of people have it worse but it was just a really important benefit to me. cutting it is effectively a huge cut to my compensation. and it doesn't matter to anyone and there's nothing to be done.
December 4, 2025 at 8:27 PM
just angry-applied for a bunch of jobs on LinkedIn EasyApply even though that never works and there are no jobs anyway. which is why they can do this in the first place. I need to just calm down and suck it up but not yet.
December 4, 2025 at 6:51 PM
Dan just told me they're cutting us to 3 weeks of PTO for the upcoming year. so. there's that.
December 4, 2025 at 6:20 PM
okay, got my yuletide fic posted. I don't think I have any treat ideas this year so that's that.
December 4, 2025 at 3:59 PM
nice thing
NEWS: The Institute of Museum & Library Services has restored ALL previously canceled federal grants to libraries, following a ruling by a federal judge in Rhode Island last month.

This is a massive win for libraries & communities in every state & territory!

Learn more: www.ala.org/news/2025/12...
December 4, 2025 at 1:25 PM
"Over in Star Wars: Galaxy’s Edge, the Mandalorian and Grogu will launch a new mission on Millenium Falcon: Smugglers Run beginning May 22, 2026, in celebration of the new film." ahhhhhhhhhh
December 3, 2025 at 7:14 PM
once again torn between "I need to plan a trip for January or February or I am gonna lose my fucking mind" and "you should probably save that money for the whole collapse of civilization thing." it's a party in my skull and nobody's invited.
December 3, 2025 at 7:11 PM
ugh, did my periodic check of volunteer opportunities and as usual it's all either during work hours or hospice, which I can't emotionally handle.

frustrating.
December 3, 2025 at 6:38 PM
this time of year I always start to think about going back on dating apps again. it's also the time of year that I have the least energy or emotional capability of handling that whole process. please brain, just stop.
December 3, 2025 at 5:49 PM
dammit
[RT @MikeHeika]

Tyler Seguin has an ACL injury and is out long term.
December 3, 2025 at 5:40 PM
planning to see Hamnet this weekend but all of the reviews are really hammering on how it's heartbreaking and devastating and maybe I should just see Wake Up Dead Man again instead.
December 3, 2025 at 2:27 PM
"Why are footballers using energy gels during games?" probably for energy. just a guess.
December 3, 2025 at 1:07 PM
tomorrow is wednesday???? how did this happen
December 3, 2025 at 1:00 AM
therapy was pretty good and now we are stepping down to once a month because I don't want to let go of the training wheels quite yet but I keep preempting all of her advice with "so how I'm trying to approach it is [x]" and she says "yeah I was going to say try [x]."
December 2, 2025 at 11:00 PM
Lawyer types, what would "K., S." mean in a court filing name? Like if it's "K., S. v Smith, Joe"?
December 2, 2025 at 7:24 PM
I've got seven library books out and three more in-transit. how does this keep happening. (I know how)
December 2, 2025 at 5:00 PM
think my therapy topic for today is going to be "what do about the choking apathy that has replaced any ability to feel anything at all about current events"

like, [latest horrible thing] --> what the fuck do you want me to do about that exactly
December 2, 2025 at 3:12 PM
"Why Washington, D.C., the U.S. capital, won’t host 2026 World Cup matches" because it doesn't have a big stadium? FedEx Field is in Maryland, RFK is basically a ruin, and the stadium the Spirit play in is small.
December 2, 2025 at 1:24 PM