Sy
@ilmbf816.bsky.social
Making bubble tea while thinking about life. 18.
Mental health enthusiast. Also English is not even my second or third language
Primarily rambling about my boyfriend here
Mental health enthusiast. Also English is not even my second or third language
Primarily rambling about my boyfriend here
I hate homophobes and transphobes so fucking much those entitled bastards live in their comfort and everybody else has to fucking struggle
November 8, 2025 at 11:15 AM
I hate homophobes and transphobes so fucking much those entitled bastards live in their comfort and everybody else has to fucking struggle
I fucking hate everything
November 8, 2025 at 11:11 AM
I fucking hate everything
I fucking hate this country where i can't even go to the correct changing room or even just hug my boyfriend in public
November 8, 2025 at 11:11 AM
I fucking hate this country where i can't even go to the correct changing room or even just hug my boyfriend in public
Couple hours ago my boyfriend scared me that he cut himself and is going to the hospital and i believed immediately because i saw him covered in self inflicted cuts in a dream last night. I'll try to avoid social media for today so i can recover from this crisis
November 7, 2025 at 12:47 PM
Couple hours ago my boyfriend scared me that he cut himself and is going to the hospital and i believed immediately because i saw him covered in self inflicted cuts in a dream last night. I'll try to avoid social media for today so i can recover from this crisis
Honestly i don't want to be stimulated much today
November 7, 2025 at 12:45 PM
Honestly i don't want to be stimulated much today
The mood isn't great today
November 7, 2025 at 8:39 AM
The mood isn't great today
I should've woken up today earlier and rode the metro with my bf. Maybe then he wouldn't have went home instead of waiting for other lectures to start
November 7, 2025 at 8:38 AM
I should've woken up today earlier and rode the metro with my bf. Maybe then he wouldn't have went home instead of waiting for other lectures to start
Another few days without tape and my ribs probably will start hurting even after taking the binders off
November 7, 2025 at 8:07 AM
Another few days without tape and my ribs probably will start hurting even after taking the binders off
I wonder if i can numb my skin under tape so it doesn't hurt at least when I'm wearing it. It's been a few days and my skin still hurts
November 7, 2025 at 8:06 AM
I wonder if i can numb my skin under tape so it doesn't hurt at least when I'm wearing it. It's been a few days and my skin still hurts
This morning my bf left for uni and came back like an hour later claiming that he dropped out. I don't think it's true but i have no idea what's happening in the mind of his
November 7, 2025 at 8:05 AM
This morning my bf left for uni and came back like an hour later claiming that he dropped out. I don't think it's true but i have no idea what's happening in the mind of his
Another day to work on autopilot for 10 hours
November 7, 2025 at 8:03 AM
Another day to work on autopilot for 10 hours
I pay for mobile data monthly just to have access to it every other time and every other place. Mobile data providers suck
November 3, 2025 at 8:37 AM
I pay for mobile data monthly just to have access to it every other time and every other place. Mobile data providers suck
But i don't want to break up....
November 1, 2025 at 8:46 PM
But i don't want to break up....
So there are really people that you just can't help because they don't want to help themselves. It's such a shame...
November 1, 2025 at 8:46 PM
So there are really people that you just can't help because they don't want to help themselves. It's such a shame...
I hope he comes to cuddle me eventually tonight:(
October 31, 2025 at 10:06 PM
I hope he comes to cuddle me eventually tonight:(
Why is he sleeping away from me again:(
October 31, 2025 at 10:05 PM
Why is he sleeping away from me again:(
I don't want to kms but i do want everything to just disappear. Or to disappear myself like i never existed
October 31, 2025 at 6:26 PM
I don't want to kms but i do want everything to just disappear. Or to disappear myself like i never existed
Why is he imagining that I must have a grandiose future and for it to happen we're supposed to break up
October 30, 2025 at 5:00 PM
Why is he imagining that I must have a grandiose future and for it to happen we're supposed to break up
He doesn't want to break up either and he actually said it
October 30, 2025 at 4:59 PM
He doesn't want to break up either and he actually said it
Why is he offering to break up
October 30, 2025 at 4:58 PM
Why is he offering to break up
I wish i could cure all of his insecurities
October 27, 2025 at 5:23 AM
I wish i could cure all of his insecurities
He came crying to me last night. For the first time. What's going on in the head of this poor fella...
October 27, 2025 at 5:22 AM
He came crying to me last night. For the first time. What's going on in the head of this poor fella...
I know he's upset but why does he become so cold and mean to me
October 26, 2025 at 6:55 PM
I know he's upset but why does he become so cold and mean to me
Just when my boyfriend went back to his silly mood some prick on his old ass car drives by and screeches "suck her!" when we were kissing. Now he shut down again.
October 26, 2025 at 6:51 PM
Just when my boyfriend went back to his silly mood some prick on his old ass car drives by and screeches "suck her!" when we were kissing. Now he shut down again.