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sam ♡ @ideksams.bsky.social · 25m
my first painting of loid and yor was literally yor about to stab loid, secondly, my first comic was about loid having to leave operation strix. they were all depressing topics...? idk, i was just built like that. that's what i like, that's what i want to see... 😭😫 i need to draw better!
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sam ♡ @ideksams.bsky.social · 1h
i'm a little afraid i won't be able to continue in the ICU because i'm giving the impression that i'm too quiet. ah jeez... 🫠 we'll see in 4 weeks. but for now, i'm not sure what to do with myself 😭
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sam ♡ @ideksams.bsky.social · 2h
at this point i think i just like drawing legs. here's part one of the studies, i've been at this for hours already omg
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sam ♡ @ideksams.bsky.social · 2h
it might just be that i need to do more croquis and practice...
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sam ♡ @ideksams.bsky.social · 2h
i want to get better at drawing extreme perspective. aerial views, worm-eye views, close proximity... of course i can use a reference any day. but i want to understand the steps of construction- to be able to figure it out on my own without a reference... maybe i'm trying to learn the impossible 😭
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sam ♡ @ideksams.bsky.social · 2h
x.com/ideksams/sta... i was trying to draw a top down view of the head, actually i wasn't even entirely sure... i didn't think about it hard. i really need to decide these things or else i just regret it 😭 why is it so hard for me to draw heads?! 😭 it must be indecisiveness...
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sam ♡ @ideksams.bsky.social · 4h
my best friend is a dog groomer, so i have hundreds of photos of dogs in my camera roll ... hahahaha it's no wonder i love bond 😭
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sam ♡ @ideksams.bsky.social · 8h
for the past few weeks, i've felt like my life is moving too fast - or is it the case that life was moving too slowly before? either way, it feels really weird!
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sam ♡ @ideksams.bsky.social · 1d
sometimes i feel like people are just being too nice to me 🥹 my drawings aren't that great at all... but then again, i guess that's imposter syndrome... 😆
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sam ♡ @ideksams.bsky.social · 1d
i still need practice with drawing faces and expressions ... i think it's just sheer repetition... uh... 😭
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sam ♡ @ideksams.bsky.social · 1d
i looove his backstory 😫
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sam ♡ @ideksams.bsky.social · 2d
i mean, sketching things like these within 30 minutes would have seemed impossible to me a few months ago. really... i really love being able to draw an idea without struggling... if only i could explain how difficult things used to be for me... 😭 it all comes with practice, huh!
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sam ♡ @ideksams.bsky.social · 3d
i don't want to just redraw the scenes and stuff... i just really want to be able to come up with my own scene somehow... i really really want to do that so badly 😢
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sam ♡ @ideksams.bsky.social · 5d
a little bit more personality and a picture frame
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sam ♡ @ideksams.bsky.social · 5d
i've become a lo-fi girl with gogh 🤩
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sam ♡ @ideksams.bsky.social · 5d
the way i hand-paint those backgrounds makes me so proud of myself 😭
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sam ♡ @ideksams.bsky.social · 5d
this drawing was so fun... and i love it so much! 😭🤍
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sam ♡ @ideksams.bsky.social · 6d
this drawing is only, like, halfway finished... today's class was just a 30 minute subtractive drawing study since the model was late... and i found it really hard at first 😭

although, i was starting to get the hang of the techniques as time went on... if only i had more time... it was fun!
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sam ♡ @ideksams.bsky.social · 6d
on the way to figure drawing class again... the first time, i drew too small, the 2nd time felt too big. maybe i can draw the perfect size this time?!?
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sam ♡ @ideksams.bsky.social · 6d
hehehe great!! may the journey ahead be filled with light, laughter, and peace!! 😊😁🫶🫶
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sam ♡ @ideksams.bsky.social · 6d
when i went to osaka station, it was probably one of my first tourist stops... and i kept seeing very cool bookstores, so i kept walking around and going to more and more bookstores- i spent that whole day walking to different bookstores 😭✨️ for hours... i truly just love bookstores...
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sam ♡ @ideksams.bsky.social · 6d
it's so confusing, i wish i could help... if it helps, i think it's okay to feel nervous! feeling that way can put your senses to high alert and keep you extra safe, right?! i hope you'll be okay ~ 🥹🫂🤍 and have fun!!
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sam ♡ @ideksams.bsky.social · 8d
man, i never realized how much you really have to be comfortable with the concept of death to work in the ICU 😳
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sam ♡ @ideksams.bsky.social · 9d
it's truly what i was aiming for, and i'm just so happy for that- i'm bouncing off the walls 😭
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sam ♡ @ideksams.bsky.social · 9d
i find myself problem-solving when it comes to stuff like A.) perspective- is it consistent?, B.) the 3d form of objects, even like hair and clothing, C.) and anatomy. i think that all the studying and practice i've been doing actually pays off, it's surprising... and i draw soft too, like paper...
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