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ideksams.bsky.social
sam ♡
@ideksams.bsky.social
the artist rambles | SxF ✍️
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i've had this book on hold for over two months... i'm first in line but i can't wait any longer... 😢😭
December 5, 2025 at 5:59 AM
anatomy. lately it's so funny because it doesn't bother me as much... that sorta proves it really WAS bothering me. and since i've already began to conquer that fear by learning more about human anatomy... it's not a problem to me... now, the other subjects attract me. like perspective. AKDJSJ
December 4, 2025 at 11:15 PM
if someone had told me this when i was younger... i would've turned out so differently 😵‍💫 comparing art to music would've had me sold
December 4, 2025 at 10:57 PM
even if a drawing isn't going well, you just have to keep working on it until it finally does go well. that's my secret, but also my biggest weakness 😶 idk when to give up, if at all-
December 3, 2025 at 2:17 PM
man, i came from this world where i had no one to show my art to at all... for years. how grateful am i that someone sees my post almost the exact minute that i post it...? that's... freaking amazing 😢
December 3, 2025 at 2:14 PM
the VAST majority won't even know where this is from, and that's okay... i still loved drawing it 😈
December 3, 2025 at 1:05 PM
2016 vs 2025...

another 9 years from now, then what... 😳
December 3, 2025 at 12:57 PM
i want some kind of group, class, game, or community...? where everyone just shows up and practices drawing online... drawing whatever they want, or like. and maybe it'd be fun if we can see what the other person is doing... without anyone getting shy 😭
December 3, 2025 at 1:04 AM
yeaaa!
December 2, 2025 at 1:21 AM
i can't believe i'm working by myself now- i'm off orientation after 14 weeks!

and i feel so much happier after having watched the new seasons of blue exorcist!! i'll take my time catching up on the manga 🥹

feels like i took a week break... and i've been sleeping well 🥹
December 2, 2025 at 12:15 AM
would it be worth it to spend the time concentrating on drawing the tones and lines perfectly, first...? like with the flexibility to erase or something like that? because i feel like i can do better with more time and careful thought- but i'm not sure if that's wasting time at all- uhhh!!??
oh em gee this is so difficult 😁 BUT why do i like that...
November 30, 2025 at 5:30 AM
oh em gee this is so difficult 😁 BUT why do i like that...
November 30, 2025 at 5:26 AM
eh... it didn't feel the same... 😢🥺😭
OMGGG!!! my local arcade got the new gitadora machines like they have in japan!! omgggg OMG!! I'M SO EXCITED!!!!!!!! YAYYYY!!!!!! ✨️✨️✨️
November 30, 2025 at 1:22 AM
OMGGG!!! my local arcade got the new gitadora machines like they have in japan!! omgggg OMG!! I'M SO EXCITED!!!!!!!! YAYYYY!!!!!! ✨️✨️✨️
November 30, 2025 at 12:14 AM
frieren...
November 23, 2025 at 1:07 PM
my artwork isn't sitting well in my stomach lately... this is the issue with the dunning-kreuger effect. this has happened to me multiple times 😫
November 22, 2025 at 9:59 PM
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November 22, 2025 at 4:39 PM
i love having this skull at my desk 😭
November 21, 2025 at 4:06 PM
i need to study the way that hair can look at different angles too... i can tell i'm drawing it flat, but it's just because i don't know how i can draw it otherwise 🤔
November 21, 2025 at 12:40 AM
see like, why do i edit it when i've already drawn it... yeah, i dunno... sleep deprived drawing
November 21, 2025 at 12:04 AM
i want to form a group of people who practice drawing on a very regular basis and talk about it too, maybe share for fun... and i already know how i'd do it, but i'm just not the type to be a leader 💦 plus, drawing is an introverted practice by nature, so...?!
November 20, 2025 at 10:39 AM
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November 19, 2025 at 1:33 PM
spent suuuch a long time experimenting with vectors and a slightly different brush...
November 17, 2025 at 6:06 PM
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November 17, 2025 at 6:00 AM
i tried to glorify this practice by writing the date all fancy but honestly ........ this is just so funny to me 😭 we'll see how it goes next time...
November 17, 2025 at 4:20 AM