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Vee
@icalasari.illusoria.ca
He/Her/It/Them/Ve/Really any pronoun, I'm gender fluid but mostly Gender Shrug

Born 1991

Very sleepy insomniac autist

Site: https://www.illusoria.cat
Server: https://discord.gg/illusoria
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I am now open for commissions. Below is my card with prices.

As the value of CAD to USD changes and I am Canadian, I have the prices in CAD. For quick conversion, assume prices are between 20-30% less than listed in USD, and you should be in the ballpark.

Alt text included with finished pieces.
i want sourdough toast but it is 2:50 am and I have no bread :<
November 28, 2025 at 9:50 AM
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I scream voicelessly, crying tears that no longer flow. There was no escape, I was to be shipped to the Preservation Project, sealed in chrome, a mere oddity for the machines we had made to examine in times beyond my recognition.
[Cranium. Reconfigured. Brain tissue. Remodelled. Nerve system. Accelerated. Prepared for Dictum.]

[Inquiry. Required for completion: “IT IS HOPELESS. MY SKIN IS FUSED TO THE COLD, METAL SLAB. INSTRUMENTS OF SILVER AND RED GLARE AT ME.” FINISH IT.]

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November 27, 2025 at 6:39 AM
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It really depends. Sometimes, one can be very human but looked at as lesser, not human. Sometimes, one can lose all their organic parts but the 'ghost in the machine' still makes them human. It's all dependent on what I want to tell at the time
[Moon entity. Observed. Depth distance. Calculated. Organic material: satisfactory.]

[Ablative carapace. Installed. Cortex. Pried.]

[Inquiry. Required for completion: WHEN IS DEHUMANISATION COMPLETE? LOSS OF BODY? OF WILL? AN ALIEN CONSCIOUSNESS IN ONE’S MIND?]

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November 27, 2025 at 6:34 AM
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Generally through exploring determinism and free will, the idea of the self and how it is extinguished, and how any roboticized entity may end up still acting normal, and the harrowing questions that brings up about free will
[Grafting. In progress. Conveyor attachments. Plugged. Mining extraction. Tools. Inserted.]
[Spinal chord. Interwoven. Cranial examination. Reactivated.]
[Inquiry. Required for completion: INDUSTRIAL HORROR EXPLORES DEHUMANISATION. HOW WOULD YOU EXPLORE IT YOURSELF IN THE GENRE?]

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November 27, 2025 at 6:32 AM
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I am Vee, I write Eldritch and Body Horror, and of the future. Definitely of the future. The things we humans come up with...
[Organic Material. Booted. Nerve System. Controller Liquids. Injected.]

[Material responsive. Cranial activity. Under control.]

[Inquiry. Required for completion: TELL US, WHO YOU ARE, WHAT DO YOU WRITE, AND WHAT INDUSTRIAL HORROR IS SCARIER? OF THE PAST, OR OF THE FUTURE?]

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November 27, 2025 at 6:30 AM
Finally too tired for the mouse intruders to keep me too agitated to sleep. Plus side, I know where they like to frequent now. Also know they will go for peanut butter, so we know what to bait traps with now
November 26, 2025 at 2:18 PM
So I spotted a mouse in my kitchen. Seems I have a mouse problem

...Why are you all snickering and pointing at my avatar?
November 26, 2025 at 7:39 AM
Note to self: Make second version of my book with a completely different ending that is a 3rd the book of a character shitposting to upload to piracy sites

Also note to self: Thank self for establishing the fourth wall breaking Eldritch *looong* ago because it lets me pull funny shit like that
November 24, 2025 at 5:32 AM
Cool, we may have a mouse problem

Cool cool. Cool. Hey, uh...

Why the hell are they unafraid of the freaking *cat* we have living here?
November 21, 2025 at 3:38 AM
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Thank you, always! x

My collection: Scary. Funny. At times, in your face Horror. Body horror. Weird shit. And yeah, sometimes bad stuff happens to good people, in real life and in fiction.

Get it here: mybook.to/AllsWell
All's Well That Ends Well
Read it now
mybook.to
November 19, 2025 at 8:16 PM
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#HorrorSky #BookSky #IndieReads
October 29, 2025 at 5:18 PM
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Oh that's easy - Loss of identity. Brent literally fears it (the idea of being zombified freaks him out), Alsaer is nothing without his hero persona, Aspen busies himself to forget the past and assure himself he is good, etc.

Identity is a pretty central theme with my male chars
Q4 is up. Ten minutes to outro and the promo: I am still working my way through. You're all wonderful busy bees today and I adore you!
This one is a little easier. No archetypes!

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November 20, 2025 at 7:50 AM
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I play with it hard. The main character in my story is hardly a manly man - thinner build, more shut in, uses magic, etc. Meanwhile, as one example, he faces off with a paladin who is muscled, big, loud, is in charge...

And an abusive monster

Brent's more of a man than he is
Q3. I'm doing what I can to answer everyone, and repost, so bear with me. So I don't keep you waiting, I'll throw out 3. Interpret this one how you like. I know many queer folks like me do not align masculinity with man shaped. And with horror, we love to subvert our tales.

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November 20, 2025 at 7:48 AM
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I guess the chivalrous gentleman? What being good entails, and how those willing to shrug tradition can rise above while those set in it can twist and contort into mockeries

Huh. A lot of my Eldritch gods wear suits, come to think of it...
Well then, #HorrorWritersChat. What's an archetype anyway? I jest. We're all writers here... after alllllllll....
November 20, 2025 at 7:45 AM
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I am Vee, I specialize in Eldritch horror, and the men in my stories are human. They make mistakes, they try their best - or don't. They strive to be better - or worse. All in all, they are defined by being human in how they think, act, and behave
Here we go, #HorrorWritersChat!

Q1 has arrived. It's international men's day today, and I thought actually that's a good topic. Not the easiest one to build questions around, either. So if I do not hit the mark I am sure you will forgive me.
As usual, no links, no pitches, not till the end.
November 20, 2025 at 7:43 AM
OH DAMMIT I FORGOT IT WAS WEDNESDAY AND MISSED THE HORROR WRITERS CHAT!
November 20, 2025 at 7:40 AM
And rewrite of chapter 6. Still kept The Cat posing seductively. It oddly works for making the scene unsettling?
November 19, 2025 at 5:05 AM
Author: "Stop describing eyes, it's bad and due to cinema staining writing"

My book: *has eyes as a central theme and motif to the point of even the direction one looks meaning things*

Yeah I think I get a pass on this one
November 18, 2025 at 1:30 PM
How the chapter started: Infinite sea of creepy trees, even the familiar turned strange

How the chapter is going: A house cat is posing seductively to fuck with the protagonist

#Writing #Horror gets weird sometimes
November 18, 2025 at 3:17 AM
Holy hell if I won that, I'd feel so uncomfy with the amount left over after. Like, what... Would I even *do* with $190 million? I guess fully fund several projects of mine? But then what?
November 16, 2025 at 11:10 AM
It is 4 AM

Do you know where your tastebuds are at?
November 16, 2025 at 11:06 AM
Book is coming along well. Just need to deal with the crippling self doubt when I start every chapter ;u;
November 14, 2025 at 10:09 PM
Time to try to asleep once more!
November 14, 2025 at 7:38 AM
Cool, brain unable to idea. Wonderful
November 13, 2025 at 3:35 AM
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R.L. Stine for getting me hooked on horror in the first place

Junji Ito for showing the creativity in Eldritch Horror

SCP Foundation for helping to show just how much passion can help

AKLO for kickass music that had helped me write (check out Beyond Madness, GREAT album)
Q4 - CREDITS

Obviously, we’re staying through all of the credits to acknowledge the work of the artists, the musicians, the designers, the directors…etc.

#HorrorWritersChat - Shout out some of the horror creatives you admire and share what they do.

Stay around for the outro to share your work.
November 12, 2025 at 10:45 PM