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marigraph
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i'm mar! here for creatures and tv and little else

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"daily" song thread 🔀🔊
i really need a "days since i last cried about it" sign so i can celebrate when it gets to 30
December 8, 2025 at 2:11 AM
grateful dead time
December 8, 2025 at 1:33 AM
i feel like that carrie bradshaw monologue "i punched you, so now i have to tell you"
December 7, 2025 at 11:06 PM
fuck. fuck!!!!!!!!!!!
December 7, 2025 at 10:42 PM
5:30? it should be 8:30
December 7, 2025 at 10:32 PM
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しろくろ双子こうさぎ
December 7, 2025 at 3:37 AM
thesaurus dot com search festering
December 7, 2025 at 6:12 PM
the set of problems i had then...i thought they were never going to go away. and then they did. i basked in that joy for a while but now i'm back to facing all the problems i had before (and also new traumas.)
December 7, 2025 at 3:41 PM
"why didn't you say any of this before?" because
1. no one would have believed me, and
2. i was putting all of my energy into /fucking existing/
December 7, 2025 at 3:12 PM
dug a couple of percy's worms out from under the fridge. fetch time
December 7, 2025 at 2:44 PM
i may be really low right now, but i have a much better head on my shoulders than last time. the number of glass walls in my brain went from 3,000,000 to about 4. i have wisdom i didn't have before. i know i'm capable of figuring it out.
December 7, 2025 at 1:16 PM
and my memory was god awful at the time, too, but i tried so desperately to hold onto the things that were important to me. like my fucking friends
December 7, 2025 at 1:03 PM
like. i am actually able to say what's bothering me rather than trying to pull up some minor thing they did to someone else because /the way they treated me did not make a difference to anyone/. i had to bring up other people because even then i knew i didn't matter. motherfuckers
December 7, 2025 at 12:49 PM
this time, I can think clearer, and that means I can speak my mind more accurately. I still get ignored the exact same way tho
December 7, 2025 at 12:47 PM
god. fuck. i know it's too early to smoke, but
December 7, 2025 at 12:36 PM
good morning 2. it's gonna take a fucking lot to convince me you care
December 7, 2025 at 12:23 PM
good morning im really fucking mad
December 7, 2025 at 7:56 AM
okay that's like two big things in one night. i'm gonna go to bed now
December 7, 2025 at 2:28 AM
the only way my situation would have gotten the attention it deserved was if it had fucking killed me
December 7, 2025 at 2:16 AM
god. fuck.
December 7, 2025 at 2:11 AM
need a video essay about fictional shit to watch while i eat...all i'm getting recced is the mr. big video and i'm saving that for a gathering
December 7, 2025 at 1:13 AM
man okay it sucks because with 2025 in full swing, I've been avoiding asking certain people or resources I could before (like my social worker, or going back to the mental hospital) because there are so many people in worse situations than me that they could be helping.
December 7, 2025 at 12:36 AM
ok. i feel lighter after that one
December 7, 2025 at 12:31 AM
"wait, did you think i took sides because i stayed friends with them?" no, i think you took sides because you stopped listening to me, period. i believe you took sides because you assumed everything i said was to start drama, even when i was trying to tell you something really fucking important.
December 6, 2025 at 11:52 PM
it was so easy breezy last year...I loved being unbothered. i don't know how to get that back
December 6, 2025 at 11:23 PM