Jay 💀🧼
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hibiren.bsky.social
Happy Monsterfucker Month Everyone >:]

@sundaycat.bsky.social is collabing with me on a gargoyle!ghost/priest!soap AU and it's gonna be gooooddd ❤️‍🔥 I'm writing the story, to be paired with cat's glorious arts! (yes, it'll be bottom!ghost 😉)

#hibirenwrites #ghostsoap #gargoyleghostau #kinktober
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“Please, come out—I’m not here to hurt you,” Johnny said softly, expecting a small child or perhaps a panicked cat.

A harsh growl answered, “you can’t hurt me.”

It wasn’t a voice he recognized.

“May I please come in?” asked Johnny as he set his trembling hand on the doorknob, leaning on the wall to stay upright. His back was sore and throbbed with every step he took up those stairs, but he had to make sure whoever was in the tower knew that they were safe now. “The men are gone. Did you scare them off? What happened to you?”

The door creaked open as Johnny pushed it inward. He was met with immediate resistance as a broad palm slipped into the open space to stop him. The skin was gray and scarred, cracked and chipped and mottled with still-wet raindrops. When the palm closed into a fist, the sound of grinding stones filled MacTavish’s ears.

Johnny looked up, slowly, and his heart pounded as he met eyes with the anguished face he knew so well.

“Father,” said the gargoyle with a sad grin, “forgive me, for I have sinned.”
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sultrysunset.bsky.social
ghost pins soap down during training, growling, "yield," into soap's ear, smirk hidden behind his mask as he wins and soap pins ghost down on the mattress during sex, forcing his back to arch as he rails him from behind, growling, "taking it so well, princess," into ghost's ear
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hibiren.bsky.social
You know what a REALLY good flavor of ship is? (That I haven't written very much before?)

The Top is a Virgin, paired with Topping from the Bottom 🥰 the bottom is all over teaching their top just how they like it and the top happily obliges them 🥰🥰

(yes this is about gargoyle ghost bottoming 🤭😇)
hibiren.bsky.social
I returned this back to the bookstore for a refund today 😇 crisis averted
hibiren.bsky.social
Gonna throw this garbage thesaurus out the window. This is from **2013**

Do (they) really not know the difference between gay/bi?? In 2013?? Was that not common knowledge????

😭😭😭😭
[picture of an open thesaurus-dictionary. OP's finger is in frame pointing to the thesaurus' entry for "homosexual"]

Homosexual n. lesbian, gay, gay man, bisexual, Sapphist.
hibiren.bsky.social
Hehehehehehehe 🥰🥰😈😈🥰🥰 this au has me feral
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tintoxtinto.bsky.social
Ghost’s first time at the MacTavish house (+Soap’s niece)
#GhostSoap #SoapGhost #Ghoap
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sundaycat.bsky.social
If you want to see demon Ghost 😈 getting off using his tail then beaming his pleasure into Soap's dreams then YOU CAN SEE IT NOW!! ON MY PATREON!! haha *finger guns 👉👉
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bluegiragi.bsky.social
(ghostsoapgaz, threesome 🔞)

while captain's away, his soldiers...have a threesome? #cod
hibiren.bsky.social
Hehe ty! I've been enjoying writing this one very much 😈😇💜
hibiren.bsky.social
I do my best! 🥺🥺 I'm very happy this au has been enjoyed so much 💜 I love worldbuilding and AUs it's my absolute favorite thing to write
hibiren.bsky.social
Hehe fair enough u v u I'm just like. Weeeeeell I did a lot of research but at the end of the day it's fiction and I'm smashing my fictional man dolls together how I want, as long as whatever I do gets me to actually finish writing the fic this time lmao
hibiren.bsky.social
Ohh neat! That reminds me, on our wedding day Alec and I actually took a picture in front of a church with a pride flag hanging outside on the wall 🥰 it made us very happy u v u
hibiren.bsky.social
It's all fascinating in a terrifying kind of way xD it's been very Enlightening for me. I was raised Catholic Lite™ (episcopalian) in the deep south so 😬 I stopped going to church by the time I hit high school bc I was just done with it all (and had the added excuses of Had Job And Homework lol)
hibiren.bsky.social
he's been enjoying this fic just as much as I have hehe

watching his face go like this when he reads my work so far:
😮👀😵‍💫😏😏😵‍💫🥺👀❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥🫠🫠🤯😶‍🌫️

is very fun for me 🥰
hibiren.bsky.social
hehehehehe 😇😇 gargoyle ghost has been VERY inspiring this month what can I say
hibiren.bsky.social
like I said I've been having a lot of fun 😇😇🥰🥰 I'm always happy to share more ;]
hibiren.bsky.social
bc I wasn't raised catholic and don't know All Its Rules, the amount of times I've called my husband over while working on this fic to ask

CAN I CONSULT YOU FOR CATHOLIC BLASPHEMY PLEASE 😇

of course he's happy to oblige always~ 🥰 (especially as a former catholic school kid, he gets it LMAO)
hibiren.bsky.social
realized my gargoyle!ghost wip fits into #heresykinktober2025 altar sex, catholic guilt, improper use of a rosary, prayers during sex & (technically) incense as an aphrodisiac... and more ✨✨ (for minimal spoilers 👀😉)

at 10.5k words, I'm almost done!

#hibirenwrites #ghostsoap #gargoyleghostau #nsfw
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“If only I could give you more,” Ghost mused, “One day… I will.”

Johnny moaned again. Hot tears streamed down his face as Ghost’s mouth shattered his sense of control into dust. His rosary beads snagged on one of the gargoyle’s horns when Johnny suddenly reached out to grab onto something, anything that was within reach that he could cling to. Ghost growled in pleasure, and the rumble of the soft stone against his hot flesh was almost enough. Almost enough… just a little more…

Dizzying heat pooled in Johnny’s gut and flooded his senses. He wanted to tell Ghost to keep going, to stop, something—but his mouth kept forging through the prayer even though he wanted to scream Ghost’s name until his voice gave out.

“…to thee do we send up our… sighs, mourning and—mmnhh—m-mourning and weeping in… i-in this vale of t-tears—” MacTavish faltered, inhaled deeply, and he would have continued on if Ghost hadn’t started stroking his palms across Johnny’s thighs, up his chest, pinning him down as he—oh, steaming Jesus—

The praying stopped. Johnny’s mouth hung open in silent rapture as he convulsed like a man possessed atop the altar. Ghost’s mouth flooded with seed, and Johnny barely had enough strength to raise his head to watch as the gargoyle’s lips split open and spilled it all back onto Johnny’s thighs, earning several unexpected lashes of it across his mouth as Johnny failed to fight off a second wave. The gargoyle licked his lips with a debauched grin and tongued at the mess pooling between them like he was starving for it.

“No more prayers, Johnny?” asked Ghost with breathless glee, “How was your first taste of sin? I’d say mine was… very fulfilling.” With a hint of softer mournfulness in his voice, he muttered, “I’d swallow it if I could, but… there’s nowhere for it to go.”
hibiren.bsky.social
well well this goes along nicely with a LOT of the stuff I'm writing in the gargoyle!ghost au 👀👀👀👀👀
heresykinktober.bsky.social
come write kink in a god honoring way this october with the #heresykinktober2025 prompts. we're sure you will come with amazing things

#kinktober #kinktober2025
Heresy Kinkotber Prompts:

Altar sex
Hierophilia
Kneeling
Priest kink
Masochism
Catholic Guilt
Improper use of a rosary
Sex in the confessional
Corruption of the flesh
Wax play
Crucifixion
Inappropriate use of a cross
The inherent cannibalism of Catholicism
Reverse prayer
Original sin
To take communion
Heresy kink
Consumed by the devil
Religious flagellation
Nun kink
Washing feet
Religious penance
Touch deprivation
Submission to God
Prayers during sex
Pre-dieu shibari
Extasis of a saint
Unholy matrimony
St. Andrew's Cross
Incense as an aphrodisiac
Absolution
hibiren.bsky.social
I consulted another more recent thesaurus for backup and My God There's Discourse™ in the Dictionary Fandom
[picture of the disclaimer on the copyright page inside Merriam-Webster's 2019 Collegiate Thesaurus Second Edition]

A GENUINE MERRIAM-WEBSTER

The name Webster alone is no guarantee of excellence. It is used by a number of publishers and may serve mainly to mislead an unwary buyer.

Merriam-Webster™ is the name you should look for when you consider the purchase of dictionaries or other fine reference books. It carries the reputation of a company that has been publishing since 1831 and is your assurance of quality and authority.

Copyright © 2019 by Merriam-Webster, Incorporated
hibiren.bsky.social
Gonna throw this garbage thesaurus out the window. This is from **2013**

Do (they) really not know the difference between gay/bi?? In 2013?? Was that not common knowledge????

😭😭😭😭
[picture of an open thesaurus-dictionary. OP's finger is in frame pointing to the thesaurus' entry for "homosexual"]

Homosexual n. lesbian, gay, gay man, bisexual, Sapphist.
hibiren.bsky.social
feeling spoopy LOL:
nurse dress + plague doctor mask
frankenstein's creature + mad scientist labcoat
hibiren.bsky.social
I have reached 10k words for the gargoyle!ghost au 👀👀 I'm finally at the scene that sparked my big inspiration and I'm very excited to keep going 😇 ideally I'd like to actually **complete** the story before posting it (the struggle lmao) and I'm making pretty good progress 💪💪
hibiren.bsky.social
google... buddy... friend pal... this is NOT what I was asking???
🙃🙃
enshittification hit rock bottom yet KEEPS DIGGING DEEPER
on my way to buy an updated print dictionary/thesaurus ASAP
[google search query: "define ornate"]

It provides some possible definition(s) of ornate on the left side of the page.

On the right side of the page is a completely unrelated advertisement on google maps for a business called "Ornate" apparently located in China.
hibiren.bsky.social
very charming 🥰🥰 ghost knows how to please~