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@hacakka.bsky.social

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minors do not interact. self harm and trauma coping. i have bpd.

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mari @hacakka.bsky.social · Jan 20

#shsky #shedsky #edsky

looking for mutuals.

i'm an adult, i have autism and bpd. i'm not anti recovery, but i'm not really trying hard to recover atm either.

minors do not interact, you will be blocked. adults only please.

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Vincent is a pen name bro 🍉 @v-e-tirado.com · Apr 22

ppl on tiktok are going "omg we're about to have an art renaissance like in the 1920s, music and stories are gonna be great" girl how 😭 you already don't support the artists that we have right now and most of yall are using chatgpt and devaluing actual human-made artwork.

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Apple Bottom Jings @afraidofwasps.bsky.social · Apr 16

I'm here for a good time, not a long time baby!!! 😏 [has horrible time, alienates friends + family, dies at age 33]

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mari @hacakka.bsky.social · Mar 3

i want to bleed into your wounds ( in a gay way )

mari @hacakka.bsky.social · Mar 3

did the $hsky tag get blocked lol

mari @hacakka.bsky.social · Feb 19

gonne be so honest i miss oddjayalter

mari @hacakka.bsky.social · Feb 12

wanted to cut deep today but only managed a bunch of dermis cuts on both of my arms . might try my leg later

mari @hacakka.bsky.social · Feb 9

just want them to know how badly they ruined me. i want everyone to know how much in pain i am every day yet know that they can't help me.
#shsky #shedsky

mari @hacakka.bsky.social · Feb 9

what's the point of living

mari @hacakka.bsky.social · Jan 30

towa is a character very dear to me because i'm also pretty fucked in the head and severely dissociated. in some ways he gives me hope of maybe getting better some day, even though it's unlikely.

mari @hacakka.bsky.social · Jan 30

it's just that we have different understandings on kinning. personally i can't say i kin a character unless they are a very close match to me experience and personality wise.

mari @hacakka.bsky.social · Jan 30

it annoys me when people say they kin towa from slow damage but they have never been assaulted or abused before, never drank or smoked, never selfharmed for pleasure etc. it's stupid, i know, but sometimes i get defensive and dramatic about dumb bullshit anyway.

mari @hacakka.bsky.social · Jan 25

i feel really nauseous after eating. in general i kinda just feel like shit right now

mari @hacakka.bsky.social · Jan 25

fucking killing myself

mari @hacakka.bsky.social · Jan 23

bought a huge boxcutter. it's mad ugly but doesn't really matter as long as it gets the job done

mari @hacakka.bsky.social · Jan 22

(this is a joke in a coping kinda way btw this is not how things actually work)

mari @hacakka.bsky.social · Jan 22

my logic is that if i'm down to fuck anyone then i can't get raped or taken advantage of again

mari @hacakka.bsky.social · Jan 22

tldr i'm a loser

mari @hacakka.bsky.social · Jan 22

i fucking hate that he's nice to me because i'm used to being treated like shit so when he treats me nicely and tells me he sees me as a friend i get confused

mari @hacakka.bsky.social · Jan 22

want to cut myself or something and lowkey feels like the only thing that could stop me if he liked me back

mari @hacakka.bsky.social · Jan 22

there's nothing i really want but to cut or draw gore. don't know why. maybe just to express how shit i feel or to gain sympathy from others.

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Zenobia @zenobiawisdom.bsky.social · Jan 22

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mari @hacakka.bsky.social · Jan 22

cutting bleeding and scars in general are kinda hot tbh. bleeding into someone's wounds........

mari @hacakka.bsky.social · Jan 22

i don't think i'd ever try it or trust anyone enough for it but knifeplay kinda.........

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Cats of Yore @catsofyore.bsky.social · Jan 22

Beefcake and mini meatloaf. Photo from my collection, no date/info.

Black and white photo of a strong white man in small, dark swim trunks kneeling on the ground, gently holding a small shorthaired tabby cat on his knee.

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mari @hacakka.bsky.social · Jan 22

if there's something selfharm ever taught me, it's that i should NEVER get into the medical field bro i suck at bandaging wounds💀💀 #shsky