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@h09ap.bsky.social
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Elder millennial. I write about the beautiful violence of being human. This is just my shitposting account.
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Elder millennial. I write about the beautiful violence of being human. This is just my shitposting account.
https://cash.app/$h09ap
https://ngl.link/h09ap
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I don’t relate to most people. I have empathy, but not enough to pretend I fit the group chat.
Yawara is still my favorite sports anime. Created by Naoki Urasawa.
youtu.be/4L5pyNm6aEo?...
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Yawara! A Fashionable Judo Girl! - Ep. 01
YouTube video by Odawa Judo
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December 16, 2025 at 4:43 AM
Yawara is still my favorite sports anime. Created by Naoki Urasawa.
youtu.be/4L5pyNm6aEo?...
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Human Conditions: 'Black Skin, White Masks' by Frantz Fanon
YouTube video by London Review of Books (LRB)
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December 16, 2025 at 4:24 AM
When I die - Rumi
YouTube video by Inner Sphere
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December 16, 2025 at 4:21 AM
Allen Ginsberg Reading Howl (Part 1)
YouTube video by rakeshsmash
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December 16, 2025 at 4:11 AM
"I've always maintained reality is for people who can't face drugs." -Tom Waits
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Tom Waits - Reality is for people who can't face drugs
YouTube video by petruj87
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December 16, 2025 at 4:09 AM
"I've always maintained reality is for people who can't face drugs." -Tom Waits
youtu.be/nr1afoSEzhY?...
youtu.be/nr1afoSEzhY?...
Broke its back and split it down the center. 🪓
December 16, 2025 at 2:24 AM
Broke its back and split it down the center. 🪓
Watching Hackers and cooking dinner. This used to be my favorite movie as a kid.
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Hackers Official Trailer #1 - Matthew Lillard Movie (1995) HD
YouTube video by Rotten Tomatoes Classic Trailers
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December 16, 2025 at 2:22 AM
Watching Hackers and cooking dinner. This used to be my favorite movie as a kid.
youtu.be/Rn2cf_wJ4f4?...
youtu.be/Rn2cf_wJ4f4?...
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𝑻𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒖𝒂𝒍 💨
𝐼𝑛ℎ𝑎𝑙𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑟𝑒𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑚𝑦 𝑑𝑖𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑖𝑡𝑦.
𝑺𝒆𝒓𝒗𝒊𝒕𝒖𝒅𝒆 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒔𝒐 𝒔𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒕.
🦇
𝐼𝑛ℎ𝑎𝑙𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑟𝑒𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑚𝑦 𝑑𝑖𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑖𝑡𝑦.
𝑺𝒆𝒓𝒗𝒊𝒕𝒖𝒅𝒆 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒔𝒐 𝒔𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒕.
🦇
December 15, 2025 at 8:49 PM
𝑻𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒖𝒂𝒍 💨
𝐼𝑛ℎ𝑎𝑙𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑟𝑒𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑚𝑦 𝑑𝑖𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑖𝑡𝑦.
𝑺𝒆𝒓𝒗𝒊𝒕𝒖𝒅𝒆 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒔𝒐 𝒔𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒕.
🦇
𝐼𝑛ℎ𝑎𝑙𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑟𝑒𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑚𝑦 𝑑𝑖𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑖𝑡𝑦.
𝑺𝒆𝒓𝒗𝒊𝒕𝒖𝒅𝒆 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒔𝒐 𝒔𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒕.
🦇
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December 15, 2025 at 9:27 PM
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This can still be unlocked.
Just need one simple little tip.
#Themdom #EnbyDom #LifestyleDom #TPE #ObeyMe #ServeMe #BlackAlternative #Findom #Goth #Vampyre #BlackDom #Sacrifice #CruorCore
Just need one simple little tip.
#Themdom #EnbyDom #LifestyleDom #TPE #ObeyMe #ServeMe #BlackAlternative #Findom #Goth #Vampyre #BlackDom #Sacrifice #CruorCore
What a godsend indoor pools and hot tubs are for this Vampyre.
Too bad you can’t see it until my goals are met.
Send send send little pet. I know you want to be graced with my presence.
Goal is still $50.
Too bad you can’t see it until my goals are met.
Send send send little pet. I know you want to be graced with my presence.
Goal is still $50.
December 15, 2025 at 7:46 PM
This can still be unlocked.
Just need one simple little tip.
#Themdom #EnbyDom #LifestyleDom #TPE #ObeyMe #ServeMe #BlackAlternative #Findom #Goth #Vampyre #BlackDom #Sacrifice #CruorCore
Just need one simple little tip.
#Themdom #EnbyDom #LifestyleDom #TPE #ObeyMe #ServeMe #BlackAlternative #Findom #Goth #Vampyre #BlackDom #Sacrifice #CruorCore
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Boy toy is my long distance partner and he’s not submissive. Just devoted and obsessed as he should be 😌 I can be quite the possessive vampyre. That’s all mine unless I decide otherwise. You can thank me for getting him to post content though. That is as much as I share.
December 5, 2025 at 7:56 AM
Boy toy is my long distance partner and he’s not submissive. Just devoted and obsessed as he should be 😌 I can be quite the possessive vampyre. That’s all mine unless I decide otherwise. You can thank me for getting him to post content though. That is as much as I share.
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Posted to Fansly over a week ago, just finally unlocked for the skyline today.
Grovel before my fat ass and middle finger—imagine it sinking past your lips, stealing your breath, making you choke and drool as you surrender to the inevitability of my divinity.
Grovel before my fat ass and middle finger—imagine it sinking past your lips, stealing your breath, making you choke and drool as you surrender to the inevitability of my divinity.
December 10, 2025 at 6:19 PM
Posted to Fansly over a week ago, just finally unlocked for the skyline today.
Grovel before my fat ass and middle finger—imagine it sinking past your lips, stealing your breath, making you choke and drool as you surrender to the inevitability of my divinity.
Grovel before my fat ass and middle finger—imagine it sinking past your lips, stealing your breath, making you choke and drool as you surrender to the inevitability of my divinity.
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𝒀𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒏𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒍𝒚 𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒎𝒆 🦇
November 29, 2025 at 6:46 AM
𝒀𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒏𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒍𝒚 𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒎𝒆 🦇
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𝑰 𝒗𝒂𝒎𝒑𝒆𝒅 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝑳𝒚𝒅𝒊𝒂 𝒄𝒐𝒔𝒕𝒖𝒎𝒆 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒕𝒐𝒏𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕’𝒔 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒔. 𝑊𝑎𝑖𝑡 𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑓𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑛. 🦇
October 26, 2025 at 2:20 AM
𝑰 𝒗𝒂𝒎𝒑𝒆𝒅 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝑳𝒚𝒅𝒊𝒂 𝒄𝒐𝒔𝒕𝒖𝒎𝒆 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒕𝒐𝒏𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕’𝒔 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒔. 𝑊𝑎𝑖𝑡 𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑓𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑛. 🦇
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𝑴𝒚 𝒍𝒖𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒇𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒔𝒎𝒐𝒌𝒆, 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒔 𝒇𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅. 𝑂𝑛𝑙𝑦 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑢𝑠 𝑔𝑒𝑡𝑠 𝑠𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑠𝑓𝑖𝑒𝑑. 🦇
November 14, 2025 at 12:18 AM
𝑴𝒚 𝒍𝒖𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒇𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒔𝒎𝒐𝒌𝒆, 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒔 𝒇𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅. 𝑂𝑛𝑙𝑦 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑢𝑠 𝑔𝑒𝑡𝑠 𝑠𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑠𝑓𝑖𝑒𝑑. 🦇
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𝑲𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒍 🧎
𝐵𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼 𝑒𝑥ℎ𝑎𝑙𝑒 💨
𝑾𝒐𝒓𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒑 𝒃𝒆𝒈𝒊𝒏𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒔𝒖𝒓𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒍𝒖𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒆 🫁
𝐵𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼 𝑒𝑥ℎ𝑎𝑙𝑒 💨
𝑾𝒐𝒓𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒑 𝒃𝒆𝒈𝒊𝒏𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒔𝒖𝒓𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒍𝒖𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒆 🫁
November 16, 2025 at 5:09 PM
𝑲𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒍 🧎
𝐵𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼 𝑒𝑥ℎ𝑎𝑙𝑒 💨
𝑾𝒐𝒓𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒑 𝒃𝒆𝒈𝒊𝒏𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒔𝒖𝒓𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒍𝒖𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒆 🫁
𝐵𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼 𝑒𝑥ℎ𝑎𝑙𝑒 💨
𝑾𝒐𝒓𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒑 𝒃𝒆𝒈𝒊𝒏𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒔𝒖𝒓𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒍𝒖𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒆 🫁
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Pronouns: they/he
Height: 5'6"
Shoe: 10
Zodiac: Taurus 🌞 Cancer 🌛
Smoke: 🍃 daily
Tattoos: 5
Piercings: 7
Favourite drinks: Apple juice, coffee, tea, wine
Height: 5'6"
Shoe: 10
Zodiac: Taurus 🌞 Cancer 🌛
Smoke: 🍃 daily
Tattoos: 5
Piercings: 7
Favourite drinks: Apple juice, coffee, tea, wine
November 24, 2025 at 5:46 AM
Pronouns: they/he
Height: 5'6"
Shoe: 10
Zodiac: Taurus 🌞 Cancer 🌛
Smoke: 🍃 daily
Tattoos: 5
Piercings: 7
Favourite drinks: Apple juice, coffee, tea, wine
Height: 5'6"
Shoe: 10
Zodiac: Taurus 🌞 Cancer 🌛
Smoke: 🍃 daily
Tattoos: 5
Piercings: 7
Favourite drinks: Apple juice, coffee, tea, wine
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Never pay for my own entertainment when I go out. My friends: do you need help paying? Me: no my sub already sent for it. 💁🏾
Other Dommes QT this post with a brag you find yourself repeating all the time to your vanilla friends (if you have any)?
Other Dommes QT this post with a brag you find yourself repeating all the time to your vanilla friends (if you have any)?
November 25, 2025 at 1:15 PM
Never pay for my own entertainment when I go out. My friends: do you need help paying? Me: no my sub already sent for it. 💁🏾
Other Dommes QT this post with a brag you find yourself repeating all the time to your vanilla friends (if you have any)?
Other Dommes QT this post with a brag you find yourself repeating all the time to your vanilla friends (if you have any)?
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Lawmakers and bible thumpers don't want you to understand the people they're demonizing are doing more good for society than they ever would
Tatas for Toys benefit has made it rain $183,000 over the past 14 years.
Strippers Are Now No. 1 Donor of Toys to Children’s Hospital
Rachel Saslow
www.wweek.com
December 9, 2025 at 7:33 PM
Lawmakers and bible thumpers don't want you to understand the people they're demonizing are doing more good for society than they ever would