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tøp fan but also just posting whatever happens in my brain << 20 — they/it — nonbinary butch lesbian >> < keeper of @ofthestyyx.bsky.social > 🔞

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grey 🔞 @grey420x.bsky.social · 1h

i really hate that i cannot afford medicine 🫶🏼

grey 🔞 @grey420x.bsky.social · 8h

i just need time

grey 🔞 @grey420x.bsky.social · 8h

having a very adhd brain day i think (i go from ranting to now thinking i’ve got great ideas and wanna ignore the fact that i mentioned art block)

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grey 🔞 @grey420x.bsky.social · 8h

cue california from chappell roan

grey 🔞 @grey420x.bsky.social · 9h

my main struggle ironically has always been words and so i’m trynna come up with lyrics (lol) however my music stuff is fine and sounds fun

grey 🔞 @grey420x.bsky.social · 9h

(and at this point my brain wants me to have something to show but i think that’s just my brain being impatient with how processes go???)

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grey 🔞 @grey420x.bsky.social · 9h

why are hobbies expensive to just do the thing???? like i’ve still got the mind to continue my project however i feel like to be able to do it more efficiently for me i need to spend a months income to gather things (i can technically still do it the hard way it’s just that way takes longer)

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grey 🔞 @grey420x.bsky.social · 10h

doesn’t help that art block and imposter syndrome wants to creep in but that’s a fight to try to fight if i wanna change anything

grey 🔞 @grey420x.bsky.social · 10h

will probably completely start over on like 5 months worth of ideas (it’s not much tho just trynna think it right)

grey 🔞 @grey420x.bsky.social · 10h

hhhhhhmmmmmmm??????

grey 🔞 @grey420x.bsky.social · 12h

been feeling vibes. been feeling excited but also anxious. been feeling mixed,,,,, not sure what this means but hopefully in like a week this weird vibe will not be as in my head ?????? i don’t know

grey 🔞 @grey420x.bsky.social · 23h

even tho i’m thinking i can come up with a musical???? it still makes sense to me tho (my mind is better than practice and also editing) (still actually practicing tho)

grey 🔞 @grey420x.bsky.social · 23h

to be able to know how to play an instrument fluently ( literally have so many in the house and can barely do the one instrument i wanna be dedicated to)

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grey 🔞 @grey420x.bsky.social · 1d

i’m so,

grey 🔞 @grey420x.bsky.social · 1d

the acoustics of my studio room is so wild i am barely patting my drums and i feel like the whole town can hear me????? (with my snare also being muted)

grey 🔞 @grey420x.bsky.social · 1d

made a sausage egg and cheese bagel 👍🏼

grey 🔞 @grey420x.bsky.social · 1d

trying to enjoy a monster java slowly because,,,, i cannot control,,,, caffeine (chuggin 200mg)

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sinbean lashes out 🏳️‍⚧️ @meowntown.joshler.top · 2d

Josh and Tyler smiling in their skeleton hoodies. Tyler has his arm wrapped around Josh.

Dan and Phil smiling together in a selfie.

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grey 🔞 @grey420x.bsky.social · 2d

pancake pie !

grey 🔞 @grey420x.bsky.social · 2d

been wanting to form this whole big musical project (it goes insane in my head) but the issue is it’s so time consuming and having to be away from my laptop for hours is taking away time to do it (it’s takes me 4 hours to do and line up 1 thing)

grey 🔞 @grey420x.bsky.social · 2d

HOW DID YOU FIND ME

grey 🔞 @grey420x.bsky.social · 2d

the fantasies in my brain are taking over and i wanna be impulsive however cannot do that i need to stay with the “norm”

grey 🔞 @grey420x.bsky.social · 3d

this is my 200th post 👍🏼

grey 🔞 @grey420x.bsky.social · 3d

had boiled egg with my ramen for the first time and it was good WOOOOOOO

grey 🔞 @grey420x.bsky.social · 3d

yo ✌🏼