GIRL HELL 1999
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faggy goth/industrial music by crisis darling
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girlhell1999.bsky.social
should probably like... remind people that my music exists. so hi, GIRL HELL 1999 is a ruthlessly trans, painfully ugly bedroom goth passion project. i write and record the music. my wife does live video synthesis. we have two records out. girlhell99.bandcamp.com
GIRL HELL 1999
goth/industrial for and by aging transsexuals struggling to process their own mortality. you can probably dance to it. all sounds and words by crisis darling
girlhell99.bandcamp.com
girlhell1999.bsky.social
hi, I'm 40 fucking years old, dj'd goth nights throughout my 20s, and "gentrifying the goth scene" is the funniest phrase I've ever heard, tysm
girlhell1999.bsky.social
running through a mental checklist of things I would not do in order to own one of these, becoming increasingly concerned as I fail to check a single box
girlhell1999.bsky.social
the thing about ai nostalgia slop is that the thing you actually miss about the way things were is ownership, physical artifacts of art and media, a world where the internet belonged to you, not to three mega corps. it's an appeal to nostalgia fundamentally opposed to its object
girlhell1999.bsky.social
which itself is a form of... idk discourse slop I guess? calling everything slop is slop now
girlhell1999.bsky.social
ugh god, you'd think by now id be used to the dumbest ppl on the internet taking good, useful, descriptive words and sapping them of all specificity
girlhell1999.bsky.social
I definitely wonder how much of this comes from overexposure to the kind of drag that was repackaged for cishet consumption through the 2010s. I definitely had the wrong impression of what drag was for a long time, and it wasn't until I started actually attending shows that I was like "ohhhhhhhh"
girlhell1999.bsky.social
isn't this just like... the current official policy of the democrats anyway? isn't this like "nfl think tank wants players to live with permanent neurological damage" like bro that's now that's how it is
owillis.bsky.social
lol new clown car just rolled up
girlhell1999.bsky.social
I am watching you all rank the alien films wrong. I am judging you harshly for placing alien 3 so low. especially harsh judgement for anyone who has anything ranked above alien. shame. shame and recrimination
girlhell1999.bsky.social
dig through the ditches
and burn through the witches
and slam in the back of my
arugula
girlhell1999.bsky.social
a while ago, I took pains to divorce my social media presence from my slightly-higher-public-profile career persona, and now I'm like "if people know I make video games for a living, will they care more if I get disappeared?" like if the worse comes to pass, will being Known tune the outcome at all?
girlhell1999.bsky.social
in my lab desperately trying to engineer the vampire the masquerade bloodlines tranny
girlhell1999.bsky.social
nobody is saying that they shouldn't be made aware. but when there's a threat specifically to trans people, we're asking that cis people stand strong and say "this is a threat being made toward trans people, and that's unacceptable in and of itself."
girlhell1999.bsky.social
because when the fash see our allies transpose "trans" with "lgbtq+" they read that as "the group is important to us, but not this specific component of the group. they're negotiable." which is why it's important to say "fuck no, hands of our TRANS friends" specifically
girlhell1999.bsky.social
you're right that the fash won't stop at trans ppl. but trans ppl are where they're at now. what we're asking is that our allies say with their whole chest "trans people are important enough to us all on their own to defend."
girlhell1999.bsky.social
the issue tho is that they're attacking SPECIFICALLY trans people, so when our supposed allies defend lgbtq+ ppl GENERALLY in response, it signals to the fascists that trans people aren't a line in the sand the can't cross
girlhell1999.bsky.social
oooh our bug religion is so spooooky sure hope no sexy spider beetles stab us about it
girlhell1999.bsky.social
in the past few years, I have seen trans friends buried under headstones carved with the wrong name, children blown apart live on my phone in a faraway country, and brown people black bagged and disappeared by anonymous gestapo. the media mandated national grief over none of those things.
girlhell1999.bsky.social
lol focus on that bitch
dbernstein.bsky.social
James Dobson, founder of Focus on the Family and one of the most influential voices in the conservative evangelical movement, has died at age 89
girlhell1999.bsky.social
idk if I'd call him a pioneer exactly, but he def wrote about labor advocacy and had clear sympathies with labor activists
girlhell1999.bsky.social
reminds me of all the kafka memes where people are like "what if the bug man still had to deal with capitalism" as if thats not an explicit theme of the story lol
bigissue.com
What if Alien (1979) wasn’t just a sci-fi horror film, but a warning about corporate betrayal and working-class struggles?
Forget Xenomorphs: The real threat in Alien was wage inequality and corporate greed
www.bigissue.com
girlhell1999.bsky.social
damn something smells like upslut in here
selfie of crisis making a goofy face
girlhell1999.bsky.social
extremely niche post for just me, this is the true way of posting
girlhell1999.bsky.social
powerwash simulator dlc based on thomas ligotti's the red tower
girlhell1999.bsky.social
reading these books as a teenager turned me gay, pretty sure
the cover of poppy z brite's novel lost souls the cover of eric griffin's vampire the masquerade tzimisce clan novel