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Aya

@gexxin.bsky.social

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Just a mentally ill boi with mild obsessions Dms open :) looking for moots

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Aya @gexxin.bsky.social · Sep 13

Introduction

Hi, I'm Aya c:
I like to sew, draw, write, and some various other hobbies that catch my eye.
Sally face is a comfort game for me, so I like posting fanart every now and then ^-^
Thank you for checking out my page c:

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Aya @gexxin.bsky.social · 7h

The gnawing thoughts
I feel sick to my stomach
Fuckofffuckofffuckoff
Fuck you
I hate these thoughts
I wish they'd go away
And then I see your face
Your messages
It makes me feel so sick
But I cant help but to keep looking
In hopes that maybe.. it'll go back to being numb

#poem #poetry

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Ingrid Turner @ingridhturner.bsky.social · 1d

#poetsofbluesky #love #writersofbluesky

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Aya @gexxin.bsky.social · 10d

How much longer
I keep wondering
I keep waiting
Just like a puppy for their master
Will you come back home?
I must wait for you
Sitting by the door
Indeterminate
But I'm growing tired
How much longer?

#poetry #poem

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Ingrid Turner @ingridhturner.bsky.social · 10d

#poetsofbluesky #poetry

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Ingrid Turner @ingridhturner.bsky.social · 10d

#poetsofbluesky #poetry

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Ingrid Turner @ingridhturner.bsky.social · 10d

#poetsofbluesky #poetry

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Aya @gexxin.bsky.social · 10d

Nobody is there
Falling into bad habits again
It's so loud
I wish it would stop
Fuckyoufuckyoufuckyou
So angry
So tired
And nobody is there

#poem #poetry

Aya @gexxin.bsky.social · 10d

It hurts
You left me for so long
I found you again and
You didn't want anything to do with me
It still hurts
I still yearn for you
The way you made me feel was magical..

#poem #poetry

Aya @gexxin.bsky.social · 11d

Some pretty flowers I saw on my errand run

#photography #flowers #nature

Aya @gexxin.bsky.social · 11d

Cross stitched this kit of a mushroom

#crossstitch #needlework #embroidery #sewing #crafts

Aya @gexxin.bsky.social · 11d

Some brownies :3

#cooking #baking #dessert #photography

Aya @gexxin.bsky.social · 11d

So many things I couldve said
So many chances
I wasted them all
I wish you were here..to listen to my words..my cries
Now I can't tell you anything

#poem #poetry

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@s4r4h-l @s4r4h-l.bsky.social · 12d

#ThrowbackThursday to 2nd April, and beautiful cherry #blossom blooming 6 months ago. I enjoy watching the seasons through flora and fauna, though I'm sad to be seeing fewer butterflies. #bloomscrolling #DailyFlowers #Spring

Beautiful spring blossom from 6 months ago today

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Bernoid @bernoid.bsky.social · 12d

Laccaria amethystina - Amethyst Deceiver 💜 #FungiFriends

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I'mjustagirljm🌻 @justagirl52.bsky.social · 12d

Good Thursday morning. It's now 5:16 AM and 55°, with a pre dawn dark night sky.

Today my daily post features four photographs from my files of autumn sunrises.

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Aya @gexxin.bsky.social · 12d

Sometimes..i think about you
Wondering and missing you
What couldve been if I were honest..
Shyness got the better of me
Maybe in the next, I'll find you and see what could've been..

#poem #poetry

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@s4r4h-l @s4r4h-l.bsky.social · 12d

#JoinMeOnMyWalk It dried up for my lunch walk making everything look VERY glossy! Fresh patch of fly agaric, blusher aminata & redlead roundheads & boletes close to birch trees & beautiful changing leaves, with Japanese anemone & roses too. @photohour.bsky.social #Lancashire #mushrooms #vitaminN

From top left clockwise; birch bark, fly agaric, blushers and redlead roundheads, beautiful red leaves, big trees, more fly agarics, roses, oak and pretty leaves, Japanese anemone, fly agaric showing it's white skirt, and a birch bolete

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Aya @gexxin.bsky.social · 13d

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Placebo - Song to Say Goodbye (Official Audio)

YouTube video by PLACEBO

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Aya @gexxin.bsky.social · 14d

Feeling better somewhat lol

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Kagerou

YouTube video by BUCK-TICK - Topic

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Aya @gexxin.bsky.social · 14d

Maybe I'm not worth anybody's time
Always wanting, never the wanted
Years and years
I want to be first
And not abandoned
It always happens
Right when I get comfortable
Maybe
We aren't meant to be first

#poem #poetry

Aya @gexxin.bsky.social · 14d

Just dont feel bad about it. I needed my feelings out somewhere that wasnt inside..

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Bernoid @bernoid.bsky.social · 14d

Morning #FungiFriends

Numerous Amanita muscaria growing on a damp, mossy forest floor.

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Aya @gexxin.bsky.social · 14d

I wish you were obsessed with me as I was with you.
Only the tears on my face can keep me company
Too many firsts, too many lasts..
Perhaps one day, we can smile again

#poem #poetry
[Art by tearzah]

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Aya @gexxin.bsky.social · 14d

"Flowers scatter with the pouring tears~"

Maybe one day we'll feel better..

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sakura to ame

YouTube video by deadman - Topic

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Aya @gexxin.bsky.social · 15d

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NAKIGAHARA

YouTube video by the GazettE - Topic

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