straight up fxxin it
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also it's kind of unfair to push your own views of sex onto the majority of the population that does experience sexual attraction, speaking as a person on the ace spectrum
sexualizing and sexuality are two separate things
philia literally just means sexual attraction so by your logic anyone who experiences sexual attraction is bad
i mean technically any kind of sexual attraction is a philia, for example gynephilia is just sexual attraction to femininity
me on my new dose of olanzapine
i do the bandlab money club thing does that count for anything
it can be but isn't always the case, when it is the case it's usually from internalized self hatred of something about yourself that gets projected onto said thing
do you have a therapist? you could just tell them if you do
i feel like you might have moral ocd
just don't make an acc like that
i promise you being a lil freaky isn't morally wrong and doesn't make you a bad person
i love coffee smh don't be homophobic
i love firealpaca it's what i use when drawing on pc (i use autodesk sketchbook on my phone)

also you can import brushes into firealpaca if you want more selection
they turned the coffee woke smh
Reposted by straight up fxxin it
somebody got called into work to cover the person who wasn't gonna be there so i'm not the only one thank GOD
update i'm gonna be the only courtesy clerk on shift for half my shift so wish me extra luck
therapy is cool in general, my therapist is teaching me guitar, you're gonna occasionally find some shitty therapists but you'll also find shitty people irl
i have not slept in two days and have work working retail today wish me luck
i think so with therapy, they'll help you work through why the paraphilia formed and help you learn skills to combat intrusive thoughts relating to the paraphilia. i don't know all about what the therapy entails bc i don't talk to the person who was getting it anymore but that's the gist
yeah paraphilias are psych conditions like any other and deserve to be treated with compassion (unless they're pro contact in which case they deserve to be in prison where they can't harm anyone)