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deer | 30 | they+ | 🔞

2025 concerts: ghost (7/11, 7/18, 7/19), mcr (7/26, 7/27), AFI (10/18), Warped Orlando
2026: ghost (1/24)
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for all my faults, i can never say that i am not loved or wanted

i am loved dearly and wanted ferociously and i deserve to have that in my life and i am so lucky to be able to hold that in my heart
maybe tomorrow i will start thumbnailing the terzo pinup i'm doing for the...........

....

....... thing.
December 6, 2025 at 1:09 AM
time for aleve and roblox
December 6, 2025 at 1:07 AM
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Due to popular demand (1 person asked) I have made a Cardinal Copia paper angel! :] Now him and Perpetua can experience holiday cheer together! Here's the link to the pdf file if you wanna print him out and make him for yourself! #thebandghost
drive.google.com/file/d/1_C1d...
December 6, 2025 at 12:52 AM
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Más fotos de mi cosplay de Terzo (pero con el outfit definitivo) 🤙🏻🖤
November 3, 2025 at 8:03 PM
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A couple of very Terzo looking Terzos that im very happy with
November 21, 2025 at 9:30 PM
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Terzo hug for those who need it ❤️‍🩹

#ghostbc #ghostband #terzo #papaemeritusiii #art
November 23, 2025 at 6:00 PM
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November 27, 2025 at 6:27 PM
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When you talk to your bestie about Terzomega and they propose Terzo has a pet raven.

So...between studies... introducing Alma.

#art #artsky #birds #studies #digitalart #artstudies #painting #alma
November 30, 2025 at 8:58 PM
kinda stupid that the weather can just. make you insane. but ok
December 6, 2025 at 12:43 AM
i think i just gotta confront my winter insanity with my whole chest so i'm no longer afraid of it

i think maybe isolating and not talking about it makes the paranoia worse and that's when it turns into delusion (which is very scary to experience!!)
December 6, 2025 at 12:42 AM
weed makes me paranoid but it also makes my brain really accepting of everything so the paranoia doesn't bother me

it's like
December 6, 2025 at 12:39 AM
just gotta remind myself that if i start feeling Insane i need to pop an edible and go play phasmo or read something instead of crashing out
December 5, 2025 at 11:16 PM
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December 5, 2025 at 7:14 PM
NEED the sun to be out tomorrow

i am staving off a mental health crisis through sheer willpower atp
December 5, 2025 at 10:47 PM
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December 5, 2025 at 10:30 PM
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My take on a female design of the creature
#frankenstein #art
December 5, 2025 at 8:18 PM
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"Don't worry, the 1970s Eggplant Penguin can't hurt you."

The 1970s Eggplant Penguin:
December 5, 2025 at 9:05 PM
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Hey friends happy Friday! I know that life is difficult at times, but remember that you getting up every day and doing the best you can is more than good enough! You need to give yourself grace and allow yourself to rest if you need to! You’re never alone! I love you all ❤️❤️
December 5, 2025 at 9:24 PM
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Papa V is an eldritch creature (2 me<3)
This idea has been stuck in my head since the Satanized video dropped. I thought finally drawing it would make the brain worms go away but it’s so much worse rip

(Patrons get all my art early)

#thebandghost #perpetua #comicartist
December 5, 2025 at 8:13 PM
I cannot state enough how debilitating seasonal depression is.

I'm losing my mind every day. 😭😭😭 like. it genuinely affects my grip on reality. I'm constantly anxious and dissociating and have these weird spells of extreme paranoia.
December 5, 2025 at 8:59 PM
NNNNNO I CANT KEEP

AAA OKAY IM BACK EARLY I CANT KEEP HIDING WHEN I GET DEPRESSED THAT'S GONNA KILL ME
December 5, 2025 at 8:57 PM
pain and suffering bc my toes are cold
December 5, 2025 at 3:45 AM
need to find a vegan gluten free dupe of mcdonalds breakfast burritos bc i miss them but i know this is a fool's errand 💔
December 5, 2025 at 3:07 AM
still can't believe we saw gwar
December 5, 2025 at 2:58 AM
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it's gross outside
December 5, 2025 at 12:13 AM