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@exraei.bsky.social
xe/he/they • i post all the voices in my head • sometimes draws 🔞
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@exraei.bsky.social
· Jul 13
you may have "won" when you flipped the script, but time will tell who chose to grow and lived their life than stuck in time
Need to change my outlook time to believe someone out there will say "I can fix him" when they see me fr fr
December 16, 2025 at 11:41 AM
Need to change my outlook time to believe someone out there will say "I can fix him" when they see me fr fr
No I do not fw you ardently please stop asking about my credit card info
December 16, 2025 at 11:26 AM
No I do not fw you ardently please stop asking about my credit card info
new use for my cat discovered: feet stimmer
one of my stims involve rubbing with my feet and my cat's soft and smooth fur is perfect to stim on... she gets the attention she wants while I'm simultaneously soothing myself.... finally a use for this freeloader
one of my stims involve rubbing with my feet and my cat's soft and smooth fur is perfect to stim on... she gets the attention she wants while I'm simultaneously soothing myself.... finally a use for this freeloader
December 15, 2025 at 8:27 PM
new use for my cat discovered: feet stimmer
one of my stims involve rubbing with my feet and my cat's soft and smooth fur is perfect to stim on... she gets the attention she wants while I'm simultaneously soothing myself.... finally a use for this freeloader
one of my stims involve rubbing with my feet and my cat's soft and smooth fur is perfect to stim on... she gets the attention she wants while I'm simultaneously soothing myself.... finally a use for this freeloader
Well shit man even there's regionalism between tagalogs & bisayans (I speak bisaya) and I'm also trans and straighn't on top of being an immigrant I don't got a single privilege
Group suicide at 10!!
Group suicide at 10!!
December 15, 2025 at 8:08 AM
Well shit man even there's regionalism between tagalogs & bisayans (I speak bisaya) and I'm also trans and straighn't on top of being an immigrant I don't got a single privilege
Group suicide at 10!!
Group suicide at 10!!
I should really have more restraint to act upon emotions, especially when I haven't asked for antidepressant refills. Shit sucks
December 14, 2025 at 11:44 AM
I should really have more restraint to act upon emotions, especially when I haven't asked for antidepressant refills. Shit sucks
Kinning darkrai bc I too can only be saved by a beautiful lady who plays my favorite Jollibee jingle on a leaf (movie) or a beautiful deity can magically fix the problems I did not mean to cause (cresselia)
December 14, 2025 at 12:18 AM
Kinning darkrai bc I too can only be saved by a beautiful lady who plays my favorite Jollibee jingle on a leaf (movie) or a beautiful deity can magically fix the problems I did not mean to cause (cresselia)
Speaking of pokemon... Why is Dark weak to Bug
Is it universal that all emos are scared of bugs
Does being emo automatically give you arachnophobia
Is it universal that all emos are scared of bugs
Does being emo automatically give you arachnophobia
December 14, 2025 at 12:17 AM
Speaking of pokemon... Why is Dark weak to Bug
Is it universal that all emos are scared of bugs
Does being emo automatically give you arachnophobia
Is it universal that all emos are scared of bugs
Does being emo automatically give you arachnophobia
There's a sense of "wow, I'm honored your emotional wellbeing is greatly affected by my presence" having a clingy cat and it's a double edged sword
I thought you were mad at me why are you suddenly in my room 1 min later. Why do you always appear 1 min after I enter my room.
I thought you were mad at me why are you suddenly in my room 1 min later. Why do you always appear 1 min after I enter my room.
December 13, 2025 at 9:45 PM
There's a sense of "wow, I'm honored your emotional wellbeing is greatly affected by my presence" having a clingy cat and it's a double edged sword
I thought you were mad at me why are you suddenly in my room 1 min later. Why do you always appear 1 min after I enter my room.
I thought you were mad at me why are you suddenly in my room 1 min later. Why do you always appear 1 min after I enter my room.
Sometimes I don't know how people keep OCs with a lot of little intricities in the design. If I were to draw an OC like that I'd probably go insane
December 13, 2025 at 9:30 PM
Sometimes I don't know how people keep OCs with a lot of little intricities in the design. If I were to draw an OC like that I'd probably go insane
I don't watch pkmn horizons but I need Friede and Orla to kiss!!!
December 13, 2025 at 9:06 PM
I don't watch pkmn horizons but I need Friede and Orla to kiss!!!
Was feeling really depressed at work today... Literally crying to myself while in the back feeding the animals... Then co-star app hit me with a "So many want your heart, in any state of brokenness"
I dunno.. it feels comforting yet I'm not sure if it's true for me
I dunno.. it feels comforting yet I'm not sure if it's true for me
December 12, 2025 at 8:07 PM
Was feeling really depressed at work today... Literally crying to myself while in the back feeding the animals... Then co-star app hit me with a "So many want your heart, in any state of brokenness"
I dunno.. it feels comforting yet I'm not sure if it's true for me
I dunno.. it feels comforting yet I'm not sure if it's true for me
coloring takes so much tiiimmee but then its kinda on me for giving the animation this amount of details😭
that awesome select & auto fill tool that person made for csp is so good tho its kept me from going insane
that awesome select & auto fill tool that person made for csp is so good tho its kept me from going insane
December 12, 2025 at 8:48 AM
coloring takes so much tiiimmee but then its kinda on me for giving the animation this amount of details😭
that awesome select & auto fill tool that person made for csp is so good tho its kept me from going insane
that awesome select & auto fill tool that person made for csp is so good tho its kept me from going insane
oh my god wait.... this black fur supposedly absol oc/sona i made in 2016 foreshadowed something,,,,,,
December 12, 2025 at 12:56 AM
oh my god wait.... this black fur supposedly absol oc/sona i made in 2016 foreshadowed something,,,,,,
Twitter mad that this Canadian lady who won the lottery choosing $1k/week for LIFE and turning down the $1 mill... Lottery winnings aren't even taxed here but even then.... I don't even fucking care she made that decision 😭😭 not everyone wants to do asset management and shit
December 12, 2025 at 12:24 AM
Twitter mad that this Canadian lady who won the lottery choosing $1k/week for LIFE and turning down the $1 mill... Lottery winnings aren't even taxed here but even then.... I don't even fucking care she made that decision 😭😭 not everyone wants to do asset management and shit
I'll be in your arms one day... My hands cupped around your cheeks
I'm not where I'm headed yet, I'm still in the awkward phase between growing out of my old environment and moving into a new one
I'm not where I'm headed yet, I'm still in the awkward phase between growing out of my old environment and moving into a new one
December 11, 2025 at 11:25 PM
I'll be in your arms one day... My hands cupped around your cheeks
I'm not where I'm headed yet, I'm still in the awkward phase between growing out of my old environment and moving into a new one
I'm not where I'm headed yet, I'm still in the awkward phase between growing out of my old environment and moving into a new one
I like to joke I'm a fuckboy but I don't even fw men in general
December 11, 2025 at 11:15 PM
I like to joke I'm a fuckboy but I don't even fw men in general
I think my proudest feat as a cat dad is my cat getting more playful as she aged
I adopted her last year at 6 y/o and she was obese and barely moves... Nowadays she's still lazy but is acting more like a cat and actually plays rough with her toys & my hand
I adopted her last year at 6 y/o and she was obese and barely moves... Nowadays she's still lazy but is acting more like a cat and actually plays rough with her toys & my hand
December 11, 2025 at 10:51 AM
I think my proudest feat as a cat dad is my cat getting more playful as she aged
I adopted her last year at 6 y/o and she was obese and barely moves... Nowadays she's still lazy but is acting more like a cat and actually plays rough with her toys & my hand
I adopted her last year at 6 y/o and she was obese and barely moves... Nowadays she's still lazy but is acting more like a cat and actually plays rough with her toys & my hand
No one asked but here's a quick tier list of little guys I like
December 11, 2025 at 10:11 AM
No one asked but here's a quick tier list of little guys I like
Playing the dlc and uugghhh mega staraptor makes me sooo happy I immediately ditched mega pidgeot 😭😭😭😭
Mainline I'll def still be a mega pidgeot user. Hoping mega staraptor gets a nice ability if they add the new megas to the turn based mainline
Mainline I'll def still be a mega pidgeot user. Hoping mega staraptor gets a nice ability if they add the new megas to the turn based mainline
December 11, 2025 at 9:27 AM
Playing the dlc and uugghhh mega staraptor makes me sooo happy I immediately ditched mega pidgeot 😭😭😭😭
Mainline I'll def still be a mega pidgeot user. Hoping mega staraptor gets a nice ability if they add the new megas to the turn based mainline
Mainline I'll def still be a mega pidgeot user. Hoping mega staraptor gets a nice ability if they add the new megas to the turn based mainline
Idk who else plays umamusume but what do you guys think of my mega mind Agnes Tachyon with asthma
December 9, 2025 at 12:47 AM
Idk who else plays umamusume but what do you guys think of my mega mind Agnes Tachyon with asthma
Otoh... I learned recently from my workplace's Christmas dinner party that one of my newer coworkers is nb. Now we have the full spectrum of transgenders
December 8, 2025 at 10:28 AM
Otoh... I learned recently from my workplace's Christmas dinner party that one of my newer coworkers is nb. Now we have the full spectrum of transgenders
I hope I wake up tomorrow to the person I know I can rest my weary heart on
December 8, 2025 at 10:22 AM
I hope I wake up tomorrow to the person I know I can rest my weary heart on
:/ I crave community at the same time from all the years I've been in this niche fandom there'll never be peace. I'm this close to exploding at this condescending shithead and cause problems instead
December 7, 2025 at 5:00 AM
:/ I crave community at the same time from all the years I've been in this niche fandom there'll never be peace. I'm this close to exploding at this condescending shithead and cause problems instead
That's karma bitch
December 7, 2025 at 4:56 AM
That's karma bitch
Upped my coffee ratio a little at the cost of me being mostly eepy and dissociating for most of my shift while running on 3 hrs of sleep
December 5, 2025 at 9:02 PM
Upped my coffee ratio a little at the cost of me being mostly eepy and dissociating for most of my shift while running on 3 hrs of sleep