Essie
@essieistired.bsky.social
20! They/She
edsky
DNI: minors and non edsky
bmi 20 :(
pro recovery!!!!
backup: @sleepyessie.bsky.social
edsky
DNI: minors and non edsky
bmi 20 :(
pro recovery!!!!
backup: @sleepyessie.bsky.social
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Essie
@essieistired.bsky.social
· Sep 10
when i say Minors DNI i also mean 18 year olds who are still in highschool but that’s too long to fit in my bio.
dyeing my hair makes me feel so hot until i weigh myself again
December 10, 2025 at 10:38 PM
dyeing my hair makes me feel so hot until i weigh myself again
best feeling in the world is when you can FEEL the moment your pain meds kick in when you’ve been having debilitating period cramps. went from curled up in the fetal position to sighing in relief
November 28, 2025 at 2:46 PM
best feeling in the world is when you can FEEL the moment your pain meds kick in when you’ve been having debilitating period cramps. went from curled up in the fetal position to sighing in relief
i usually avoid self-harming on my arms because i don’t want to be caught,,, but it’s easily the most satisfying place and knowing it’s gonna be cold enough to wear long sleeves for at least the next week makes it SO hard.
November 27, 2025 at 10:49 PM
i usually avoid self-harming on my arms because i don’t want to be caught,,, but it’s easily the most satisfying place and knowing it’s gonna be cold enough to wear long sleeves for at least the next week makes it SO hard.
for someone that wants to ⭐️ve so badly i am way too annoyed that my appetite has disappeared since i got sick a few days ago. and it’s 100% bc i spent $120 on groceries right before. i hate wasting money like that.
November 25, 2025 at 9:06 PM
for someone that wants to ⭐️ve so badly i am way too annoyed that my appetite has disappeared since i got sick a few days ago. and it’s 100% bc i spent $120 on groceries right before. i hate wasting money like that.
losing weight takes way too fucking long. at least i dropped what i gained recently bc i was too sick to eat.
November 25, 2025 at 7:20 PM
losing weight takes way too fucking long. at least i dropped what i gained recently bc i was too sick to eat.
“you don’t look like you have an ED” okay and you don’t look like a bitch but i guess we should both learn not to judge a book by its cover
November 17, 2025 at 8:49 AM
“you don’t look like you have an ED” okay and you don’t look like a bitch but i guess we should both learn not to judge a book by its cover
having emetophobia when a stomach bug is going around ur house sucks but also i’m now literally afraid of eating. so like my restricting is going GREAT. unfortunately, it’s bc of daily panic attacks. BUT IM GONNA BE SO SKINNYYYYYYT
November 17, 2025 at 8:31 AM
having emetophobia when a stomach bug is going around ur house sucks but also i’m now literally afraid of eating. so like my restricting is going GREAT. unfortunately, it’s bc of daily panic attacks. BUT IM GONNA BE SO SKINNYYYYYYT
i’m making a playlist for laying in bed and staring at my ceiling if anyone has any recommendations. i could only find 29 and i need the playlist to be at least 2 hours long.
November 2, 2025 at 5:57 AM
i’m making a playlist for laying in bed and staring at my ceiling if anyone has any recommendations. i could only find 29 and i need the playlist to be at least 2 hours long.
like this is really only the 2nd thing she’s ever done that’s hurt me. she’s usually GREAT. so i’m really confused as to why the fuck she did that???
best friend of 16 years canceled our halloween plans bc “she forgot” and now life 360 says she’s at the beach. its not even beach weather but okay sure. what the fuck ever i guess
November 1, 2025 at 3:24 AM
like this is really only the 2nd thing she’s ever done that’s hurt me. she’s usually GREAT. so i’m really confused as to why the fuck she did that???
best friend of 16 years canceled our halloween plans bc “she forgot” and now life 360 says she’s at the beach. its not even beach weather but okay sure. what the fuck ever i guess
November 1, 2025 at 3:23 AM
best friend of 16 years canceled our halloween plans bc “she forgot” and now life 360 says she’s at the beach. its not even beach weather but okay sure. what the fuck ever i guess
i might as well recover and stop restricting since im SO FUCKING BAD AT IT
i used to eat once a day and go on hour long walks and now i lay in bed and binge fuck my life
October 27, 2025 at 12:53 AM
i might as well recover and stop restricting since im SO FUCKING BAD AT IT
i used to eat once a day and go on hour long walks and now i lay in bed and binge fuck my life
October 27, 2025 at 12:52 AM
i used to eat once a day and go on hour long walks and now i lay in bed and binge fuck my life
i hate working out so much
October 25, 2025 at 8:18 PM
i hate working out so much
rewatching Red band society bc it’s one of my fav pieces of ED representation
October 25, 2025 at 7:36 PM
rewatching Red band society bc it’s one of my fav pieces of ED representation
Reposted by Essie
🐇Hi ! ~
~ 26 yo,
~ DNI : minor, unspoiled sh pics
~ 152cm
~ cw : 90kgs | 198 lbs
~ cgw : 80 | 176lbs ugw : 45 | 99 lbs
~ Likes : Videogames, , MLP , gamedev and art!! I love anime too!
Searching for moots as a new member of #edbsky & #caterpillarsky! ₍⑅ᐢ..ᐢ₎
Interact to be moots + I FB~
~ 26 yo,
~ DNI : minor, unspoiled sh pics
~ 152cm
~ cw : 90kgs | 198 lbs
~ cgw : 80 | 176lbs ugw : 45 | 99 lbs
~ Likes : Videogames, , MLP , gamedev and art!! I love anime too!
Searching for moots as a new member of #edbsky & #caterpillarsky! ₍⑅ᐢ..ᐢ₎
Interact to be moots + I FB~
October 20, 2025 at 11:18 PM
🐇Hi ! ~
~ 26 yo,
~ DNI : minor, unspoiled sh pics
~ 152cm
~ cw : 90kgs | 198 lbs
~ cgw : 80 | 176lbs ugw : 45 | 99 lbs
~ Likes : Videogames, , MLP , gamedev and art!! I love anime too!
Searching for moots as a new member of #edbsky & #caterpillarsky! ₍⑅ᐢ..ᐢ₎
Interact to be moots + I FB~
~ 26 yo,
~ DNI : minor, unspoiled sh pics
~ 152cm
~ cw : 90kgs | 198 lbs
~ cgw : 80 | 176lbs ugw : 45 | 99 lbs
~ Likes : Videogames, , MLP , gamedev and art!! I love anime too!
Searching for moots as a new member of #edbsky & #caterpillarsky! ₍⑅ᐢ..ᐢ₎
Interact to be moots + I FB~
why is restricting SO hard lately??? i used to be great at this what happeneddddd
October 24, 2025 at 5:26 PM
why is restricting SO hard lately??? i used to be great at this what happeneddddd
ate more than i wanted to and immediately got violently nauseous so maybe i’ll learn from this that i should not eat
October 13, 2025 at 9:50 PM
ate more than i wanted to and immediately got violently nauseous so maybe i’ll learn from this that i should not eat
i am on a ROLL guys!! i cleaned my depression pit of a room, I’ve been super good at my job, I worked out for almost an hour yesterday, I’ve been keeping up with my journal, and I haven’t really been hungry!! i haven’t been getting much sleep, but I haven’t been tired either soooo its fine.
October 12, 2025 at 8:38 AM
i am on a ROLL guys!! i cleaned my depression pit of a room, I’ve been super good at my job, I worked out for almost an hour yesterday, I’ve been keeping up with my journal, and I haven’t really been hungry!! i haven’t been getting much sleep, but I haven’t been tired either soooo its fine.
constantly stuck between wanting to rapidly lose weight and wanting to build muscle. i want to be thin but toned and strong !!!
October 11, 2025 at 7:46 PM
constantly stuck between wanting to rapidly lose weight and wanting to build muscle. i want to be thin but toned and strong !!!
if i lose 1.5lbs every week i will hit my gw by new years… that’s totally doable. i got this. i got this i got this i got this i can do it
October 11, 2025 at 7:28 PM
if i lose 1.5lbs every week i will hit my gw by new years… that’s totally doable. i got this. i got this i got this i got this i can do it
exercise suckssss. how do people so this everyday??? i chugged an energy drink, drank some water, i’ve got my youtube video playing and this is still terrible
October 11, 2025 at 7:00 PM
exercise suckssss. how do people so this everyday??? i chugged an energy drink, drank some water, i’ve got my youtube video playing and this is still terrible
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im so disappointed in myself. i could weigh so much less rn
September 27, 2025 at 4:18 PM
im so disappointed in myself. i could weigh so much less rn
restricting during depressive episodes is either really hard or really easy with no in between. bc yes i’m too tired to go make or buy food but i also don’t care about literally anything right now enough to commit to it. including weight loss. nothing feels important when i’m like this.
September 27, 2025 at 3:17 PM
restricting during depressive episodes is either really hard or really easy with no in between. bc yes i’m too tired to go make or buy food but i also don’t care about literally anything right now enough to commit to it. including weight loss. nothing feels important when i’m like this.
and it makes it soooo hard to restrict bc i’m like “im having a bad day i deserve a sweet treat” except i’ve had like 10 bad days in a row
why does my seasonal depression start in SEPTEMBER? ITS NOT EVEN COLD YET. THE SUN IS STILL SETTING AT 7:30!!! it’s like my brain sees all the halloween decor and is like “oh right!! time to be horribly depressed!!” like brooooo. have i pavloved myself into being sad the moment fall approaches???
September 18, 2025 at 6:15 PM
and it makes it soooo hard to restrict bc i’m like “im having a bad day i deserve a sweet treat” except i’ve had like 10 bad days in a row
why does my seasonal depression start in SEPTEMBER? ITS NOT EVEN COLD YET. THE SUN IS STILL SETTING AT 7:30!!! it’s like my brain sees all the halloween decor and is like “oh right!! time to be horribly depressed!!” like brooooo. have i pavloved myself into being sad the moment fall approaches???
September 18, 2025 at 6:14 PM
why does my seasonal depression start in SEPTEMBER? ITS NOT EVEN COLD YET. THE SUN IS STILL SETTING AT 7:30!!! it’s like my brain sees all the halloween decor and is like “oh right!! time to be horribly depressed!!” like brooooo. have i pavloved myself into being sad the moment fall approaches???