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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 1d

*picking UP. Damn. Eepy

Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 1d

Please consider browsing my art & making a purchase or two; support someone who is disabled, queer, & is a single parent doing their best. ✨🦆

If a few of you buy something, it'll save me from having to go into overdraft when picking you my daughter from school tomorrow. ✌️

Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 4d

KO-FI SHOP UPDATE 🔔

New art uploaded, including badges and emotes. Please take a pekin 🦆💛

ko-fi.com/ducc/shop

Visit Ducc's Shop!

Thank you for visiting! Welcome to my Ko-Fi page! Quack!

ko-fi.com

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 2d

Ayo, to the kind soul who gifted me the antacids from my Throne wishlist; THANK YOU SO MUCH! They've just arrived and they're really gonna help with my stress induced stomach issues 🥹💛

Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 5d

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Thank you so much for reading through and sticking with me.

If you'd like to support me through this rough time it's so greatly appreciated. Help would go towards everyday expenses like travelling, food, and childcare costs.

Ko-fi: ko-fi.com/ducc
Throne: throne.com/ducc

💛🦆

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 4d

KO-FI SHOP UPDATE 🔔

New art uploaded, including badges and emotes. Please take a pekin 🦆💛

ko-fi.com/ducc/shop

Visit Ducc's Shop!

Thank you for visiting! Welcome to my Ko-Fi page! Quack!

ko-fi.com

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 4d

If anyone would like to help towards life expenses or gift me a pick-me-up, then yeah, it's really frickin' appreciated. Thank you. 💛

Hoping to upload the new ko-fi art after a bit more sleeeeeeep. (4/4)

throne.com/ducc
ko-fi.com/ducc

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 4d

but I do have a screenshot of calls I made around that time to my mum. I have videos of my ex husband walking around my property & gesticulating.

I have been left terrified.

I know all of this happening at once seems ridiculous; but it IS and it's TRUE. I can prove any and all of this. (3/4)

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 4d

I was incredibly scared, I was sobbing and shaking, but I was just left to it.

What did I do "wrong"?

Told him to "get out of my house" after he started getting mocking and intimidating towards me.

My 999 call hasn't been saved to my log, android doesn't save them for security reasons, (2/4)

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 4d

This escalated suddenly this morning to the point where I needed to call the police. He screamed in my face (our noses were almost touching), and I really thought he was gonna hit me. Even though he admitted everything, "no offense had happened". So, intimidating someone isn't "wrong", then? (1/4)

Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 5d

3a) Said ex husband is being emotionally and verbally abusive towards me once again. He's roping his girlfriend in to do the same; threatening me with court and potential jail time over matters.

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 5d

To whoever gifted me a hair care product via my throne; thank you so much. 💛🦆

Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 5d

END OF THREAD

Thank you so much for reading through and sticking with me.

If you'd like to support me through this rough time it's so greatly appreciated. Help would go towards everyday expenses like travelling, food, and childcare costs.

Ko-fi: ko-fi.com/ducc
Throne: throne.com/ducc

💛🦆

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 5d

END OF THREAD

Thank you so much for reading through and sticking with me.

If you'd like to support me through this rough time it's so greatly appreciated. Help would go towards everyday expenses like travelling, food, and childcare costs.

Ko-fi: ko-fi.com/ducc
Throne: throne.com/ducc

💛🦆

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 5d

F) If you feel you need proof to believe any of these points that I have made, please DM me, and I will talk things through with you with relevant, suitably redacted screenshots as they contain real names, faces, and numbers.

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 5d

E) I am keeping replies limited/off on these posts. Too many notifications gives me anxiety. Am so grateful, don't get me wrong, I've just gotta try and protect my brain the best I can.

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 5d

D) So, to summarise content creation;

1) ASMR channel will take as much priority as I can give it.
2) Art on ko-fi (static art will always stay PWYW).
3) Occasional stream, perhaps, when life eases up on me.

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 5d

C) Ko-fi shop: I have recently drawn so many new emotes to upload to the shop. They will be uploaded as soon as possible, hopefully over this weekend. Ko-fi is also the best way to support me. Follow me over there to be one of the first to see the new shop uploads.

ko-fi.com/ducc/shop

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 5d

B) I want to focus on my ASMR channel. This way I can still create, but take my time recording and editing with no strict schedule. I'd greatly appreciate it if you'd subscribe.

youtube.com/@moonbirdiea...

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 5d

CONTENT CREATION GOING FORWARD:

A) Streams are on an indefinite hiatus. I am constantly exhausted and cannot muster the energy to shower, let alone stream. This does not mean I am abandoning content creation.

Tentative plan in next post:

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 5d

9) As the colder weather kicks in, am in more and more pain with my EDS. My joints lock up, am prone to more subluxations and injuries.

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 5d

8) I am questioning my gender identity. I have said in a previous post but will reinstate it here; please do not use she/her for me, please use they/them, until I am brave enough to speak up about it. Perhaps after talking with my therapist about it all.

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 5d

7) Speaking of my mental health; I am seeing a new therapist. It is extremely intensive psychotherapy and it's wrecking me inside out. This coupled with being off my meds means that am currently living in mental health hell. The thoughts have been horrific and am struggling to cope.

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 5d

6) Said ex husband keeps going away on holiday leaving the children with me for long periods of time. I haven't been able to take care of myself, not been able to pick up my medication, so I have been off my Duloxetine for nearly two weeks now. The withdrawal is hell.

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 5d

5) I have had to take out credit cards. I am currently in approximately £500 worth of CC debt. I know this is my own fault but it's the only way I have been able to keep barely afloat. I am being financially screwed by my ex husband.

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 5d

4a) they do not carry out this behaviour when in the care of their father. They do not misbehave at his house the way they do when they are with me.

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 5d

4) Again, RE; the kids. Am having behavioural problems with both of them; destroying my things that I cannot afford to replace, flooding my kitchen and bathroom causing water damage, causing property damage. I know they're kids, but they're at the age when they know right from wrong, and;

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 5d

3a) Said ex husband is being emotionally and verbally abusive towards me once again. He's roping his girlfriend in to do the same; threatening me with court and potential jail time over matters.

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 5d

3) Unfortunately a potentially messy custody battle has started between my ex husband and I. I have to seek legal advice and get lawyers involved. If I can't get free legal advice, am gonna have to work my arse off to work something else out.

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