nusagi
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hard times. doing another Scott the woz estrogen injection.
love that band
Cat-Ear Headband And Gym Short Cafe
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Heyhey I’m just posting this again because I’m starting to get dry with money for food and other necessities for the remainder of this month. I need all the help I can get and every dollar counts! Thanks for everything.
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this time last year I was so happy and I felt so truly loved. now it feels as though I’ll never have that again and I have to watch as I’m replaced in the lives of those who used to love me
realistically the speed of weight loss will decrease a bit as I lose weight. it could take months to get to 130. but I have to be 130. I have to.
but other than that it’s just the one meal every day. and despite all that and keeping up my treadmill even though the pain in my hip and my ankle makes it hard to even walk normal I’m only by 4.6lbs.
I’m constantly hungry and tired and I feel awful. I’m doing one meal a day and assuming I’m portioning it right the calorie count for what I’m eating varies between about 330-570 calories. I let myself have a cookie twice per week and that’s 400 calories which IS a lot and really I should stop.
lost 4.6lbs this week but I still feel bad about it. it’s still not enough. I still feel fat and disgusting and horrible and I want to die. I’m 154.4lbs rn. I realistically need to get to 130 but it seems like such a long and grueling journey.
this is what it feels like to try to correct somebody who misgenders me
new Scott the woz video, new estrogen injection. yep.
downloaded hinge today why is everyone cis
alright buster that’s it, we’re putting your ass in the numogram
I really look like this :/
god willing it works
it’s time for anorexia autumn it’s where I get anorexic during autumn
I need to talk less I think
rain was the only view into transness I really had at the time outside of fucking Susan’s place and transsexual road map. it was very very precious to me despite it’s faults
trans girl diaries is such an incredible time capsule and I feel similarly about trans girl next door (albeit for a later period in time). I also have a strong personal attachment to the webcomic rain because I read it a ton when I was like 12 and just discovered what being trans was
someday I wanna write an essay or make a documentary or something about old trans webcomics