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defunctprofile.bsky.social @defunctprofile.bsky.social · 4d

Asslong tongue with a Vee

defunctprofile.bsky.social @defunctprofile.bsky.social · 5d

The problem is that I either have or suspect I have. Idk I’m just paranoid

Morgan K. @artemishowl.bsky.social · 7d

defunctprofile.bsky.social @defunctprofile.bsky.social · 5d

I feel ok today. I think things are getting better. And I mean that this time. I wish I hadn’t lied to myself and others for so long about getting better. All it did is make them skeptical. My only option now is to prove myself. Still I need professional help and support to get myself back to normal

defunctprofile.bsky.social @defunctprofile.bsky.social · 5d

Having some mental clarity helps to think better about everything and break it down, not be so impulsive and emotionally raw

defunctprofile.bsky.social @defunctprofile.bsky.social · 5d

And that’s for my sake and everyone else’s

defunctprofile.bsky.social @defunctprofile.bsky.social · 5d

I been whining to the few friends I still speak to and I just feel bad about it now. I’m not getting angry or frustrated anymore, I’m just upset and unstable. I break down easily. I suppose for now I can post on here. I don’t want people I don’t talk to reaching out. I’m keeping it all limited

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defunctprofile.bsky.social @defunctprofile.bsky.social · 5d

Why is this so hard now?????

defunctprofile.bsky.social @defunctprofile.bsky.social · 19d

I’m checking myself into a mental health facility for the foreseeable future. I can’t guarantee you’ll ever hear from me again. I think it’s best if I don’t come back. As it stands, this is goodbye for good. I’m sorry for everything

defunctprofile.bsky.social @defunctprofile.bsky.social · 5d

Struggling to get the help I need and my mother has been in the hospital so I been looking after her. Please god let me get assistance soon, I’m scared

defunctprofile.bsky.social @defunctprofile.bsky.social · 19d

I’m checking myself into a mental health facility for the foreseeable future. I can’t guarantee you’ll ever hear from me again. I think it’s best if I don’t come back. As it stands, this is goodbye for good. I’m sorry for everything

defunctprofile.bsky.social @defunctprofile.bsky.social · 21d

Well, night everyone. Hopefully tomorrow is better

defunctprofile.bsky.social @defunctprofile.bsky.social · 22d

I’m going to take a breather. I overdone it again. It’s my fault. I’m not going to do anything stupid or dangerous, nor am I going to hurt myself. Let’s make that clear. I just need to rest my mind for a bit and put my phone away. If you need me, write to me. I’ll look at it later. God help me.

defunctprofile.bsky.social @defunctprofile.bsky.social · 22d

I got upset earlier. I still feel bad for how I treated them. Just thinking about it makes me feel sick. I couldn’t help but cry. I never want to be like that again. Not to the ones I love most. You know who you are, and I love you so so much

defunctprofile.bsky.social @defunctprofile.bsky.social · 23d

Silly buggers, the pair of them. But I love them all the same

*goes to bed*

defunctprofile.bsky.social @defunctprofile.bsky.social · 23d

I’m a flannel guy now lol

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defunctprofile.bsky.social @defunctprofile.bsky.social · 24d

Got up to pee and everything started spinning

defunctprofile.bsky.social @defunctprofile.bsky.social · 24d

Don’t rush things, sometimes it just takes some time, maybe even a lot of time. Don’t despair, don’t give up, patience is a virtue

defunctprofile.bsky.social @defunctprofile.bsky.social · 24d

Don’t be afraid to reach out to me, I’m more than happy to chat ^^

defunctprofile.bsky.social @defunctprofile.bsky.social · 24d

I am disappointed with how I handed things but I know better now. I’m not going to sabotage my own happiness, or my relationships. I feel like I been given a second chance to do it right

defunctprofile.bsky.social @defunctprofile.bsky.social · 24d

I mean this from the bottom of my heart, I’m not doing too badly right now. I’m in a good place. I rode the storm and came out the other end stronger than ever. It was a very dark month for me but I’m past it now. I want to get on with things now with a newfound confidence ^^

Thank you guys sm

defunctprofile.bsky.social @defunctprofile.bsky.social · 24d

I mean this from the bottom of my heart, I’m not doing too badly right now. I’m in a good place. I rode the storm and came out the other end stronger than ever. It was a very dark month for me but I’m past it now. I want to get on with things now with a newfound confidence ^^

Thank you guys sm