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ella
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19 | fat (fixing it) | edsky
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° my name is ella
° im 19
° diagnosed ednos (and other things but not important)
° in and out of recov since I was 10
° she/her, lesbian

random thingz
° I have autism & bpd
° ex-addict
° I rly like reading and psychology

#edsky #edtwt
also I keep losing weight but I'm not doing anything to do it so I mean slay but idk confused
September 20, 2025 at 6:39 PM
chat I've been so depressed lately and lowkey might need to go back to the psych ward but ima ignore it
September 20, 2025 at 6:39 PM
on the bright side I lost 20 lbs. i do not physically see a difference whatsoever but my mother has been concerned bc I look too skinny according to her so that's a W
September 11, 2025 at 5:11 AM
hello void sorry I vanished🦀 crab for apologies. i had an identity crisis and died a little inside and apparently I have a boyfriend now even though I've been out as a lesbian for a very long time. hashtag life update!
September 11, 2025 at 2:23 AM
damn charlie kirk died? okay anyways whats your favorite haunting the narrative character bc mine is laura palmer personally I think about her all the time
September 11, 2025 at 2:21 AM
just shredded the absolute shit out of my thigh oh joy
July 26, 2025 at 9:46 AM
I'm having a horrible identity crisis like I have no idea what to do I'm tweaking out bros I am genuinely so comfortable labeling myself as lesbian it's the only label ive ever FELT comfortable with and like getting over my comphet helped me heal sm SO WHY IS THERE A FUCKING MAN IN THE WAY
July 24, 2025 at 11:13 PM
chat what do I do if I think I might have feelings for my *guy* friend but I am very much a lesbian and everything about men grosses me out
July 22, 2025 at 3:47 AM
I'm going insane. like actually I think??? ohmy GOD
July 17, 2025 at 7:52 PM
just found my abuse evidence photos from my relationship when I was 17! this is great motivation not to eat 🤩
July 16, 2025 at 5:38 AM
busted a nut and higher by creed came on💔💔
July 15, 2025 at 4:00 AM
i feel. weird.
July 14, 2025 at 9:31 PM
yuck I have fat thighs
July 13, 2025 at 7:53 PM
dehydrated and had a really massive panic attack on the phone w my guy friend last ngiht
July 12, 2025 at 5:00 PM
dudes I'm way too high
July 12, 2025 at 1:15 AM
fat and eating cherries
July 11, 2025 at 8:56 PM
I'm freaking my shit y'all. non goon😞💔
July 11, 2025 at 7:19 PM
y'all ever get too high off a disp cart and start like tweaking why am I losing my mind bruh
July 11, 2025 at 1:00 AM
a bitch is listening to depressing music at 10 in the morning like did you even try to be happy today
July 10, 2025 at 6:16 PM
i love losing enough weight to where my old clothes aren't tight anymore
July 10, 2025 at 5:01 PM
chat I cant tell if I have a migraine or if I'm really really hungover
July 9, 2025 at 8:08 PM
choosing to play the guitar instead of text my ex
July 9, 2025 at 5:44 AM
sometimes autism comes in handy w the ed bc I get months long periods where I simply Do Not Feel Hunger and im currently in that it's great. do unfortunately have to set a calendar reminder to eat broth so I don't fucking die but other than that it's great
July 9, 2025 at 5:27 AM
hello void are we nauseous bc I am nauseous!
July 9, 2025 at 5:24 AM
tanning and trying to cover my sh is so annoyingggggguh
July 8, 2025 at 7:58 PM