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juni is lost downstairs |-/
@clancystardust.bsky.social
• they/them • 24 • 🇵🇱 • INTJ
fan & personal account

kpop (ults: iKON, SVT, Monsta X)

I WAS ON THE JUMBOTRON #ClancyHamburg !!!

juni saw pilots
juni saw fob
juni saw u-kwon

genderfluid
TW: depression, sh
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Hi ✨🩷

🪿juni
🪿24 yo
🪿they/them
🪿afab in STEM

Main interests:

✨ crocheting
✨ fantasy genre
✨ poetry writing

✨ music:
• Twenty Øne Piløts
• Fall Out Boy
• Hozier
• Palaye Royale
• kpop

✨ Hamilton & EPIC

✨ films & TV shows:
> Good Omens
> Dead Boy Detectives
> OFMD
> House MD
> MCU

chaos & whimsy
It's bad again but it feels worse because I already thought it's getting better
December 13, 2025 at 2:29 PM
I don't know what to do, why is it so bad again
December 13, 2025 at 2:27 PM
I hate timezones
December 13, 2025 at 2:24 PM
I don't want to go home. I feel like nobody wants to see me. I was so excited to meet with people and I feel like they don't even care.
December 13, 2025 at 12:59 PM
What if I don't go
December 13, 2025 at 3:50 AM
I don't want to go home. I made a mistake it's too early. I can't be in the room with my sister every day for 3 weeks. I can't deal with that, with no privacy. I can't I really can't I don't want to go, I don't want them to ask me about uni and why everything looks the way it does I can't do it
December 13, 2025 at 3:49 AM
There are actually no words I can use right now to describe whatever the fuck is going on in my head rn and how it's affecting me. Good job. Great. And it's 4am.
December 13, 2025 at 3:39 AM
Some of it is real and some of it is made up and I don't want to see any of it
December 13, 2025 at 3:27 AM
I can't stop thinking about this the moment my eyes slide off the words on the page. But I can't keep reading, I need to sleep. I just don't want to see it.
December 13, 2025 at 3:27 AM
13 days. Almost 2 weeks.
December 13, 2025 at 3:25 AM
It's so weird. I feel bad but also this feeling is so different.
December 13, 2025 at 1:40 AM
Reposted by juni is lost downstairs |-/
i've been this way, i want to change.
December 12, 2025 at 1:41 AM
????¿???????
Disney is investing $1 billion into OpenAI and will license more than 200 characters for Sora’s AI video platform.
December 12, 2025 at 1:26 AM
Chat,, 2026 I'm going to get my diagnosis

(trust,, it all depends if I schedule that fucking appointment)
December 12, 2025 at 1:18 AM
I haven't watched going seven for half a year now omg I have so many episodes now to make myself comfy and happy:(
December 12, 2025 at 1:16 AM
Reposted by juni is lost downstairs |-/
Also, congratulations everyone who made something this year. A comic, a song, a film, a novel, a painting, a poem, a short story, a sculpture, crochet, embroidery, whatever it is. In this era of slop and theft, if you *make* something you are a shining jewel and I am so grateful for you.
December 11, 2025 at 4:38 PM
OMG I FINISHED MY SHOW,, IT HAS A HAPPY ENDING I'M CRYING I WISH LOVE WAS REAL
December 12, 2025 at 12:48 AM
I LOST MY PINTEREST ACCOUNT NOOO
December 11, 2025 at 8:12 PM
Also another clean night chat, tell me you're proud of me
December 11, 2025 at 12:14 PM
Guys why do I get massive headaches?
And don't day dehydration
or me not taking care of myself because of my deep depressive episode in the last 3 weeks or anxiety or too much screen time or bad sleeping

GO
December 10, 2025 at 11:33 PM
Maybe I'm not a bad friend
December 10, 2025 at 11:30 PM
I'm so grateful Soph could call today, because my brain was telling me to do the bad thing again.
December 10, 2025 at 8:55 PM
I'm so upset
December 10, 2025 at 8:54 PM
Fucking men
December 10, 2025 at 8:54 PM
I think I'm a bad friend and I'm upset by some things right now and I'm not handling it well
December 10, 2025 at 6:08 PM