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🍇 yuzubara fundamentally rewired my brain
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OTSU i would like to say i dont want to play for a month but next event is p much confirmed to be tori 5*. the grind of a yuzuru icon never ends
why is it that when i buy Deep Fried Rice Crackers it's SWEET
December 5, 2025 at 2:38 PM
ngl hades II made me want to retry hades. not only because it made me go Wait. but also because now that i'm medicated, i actually have a normal reaction time that makes it feasible to ... gasp ... play viddy gaymes
December 5, 2025 at 1:46 PM
this is such a cute photo. it's like they're arguing on whether this is a faithful book (i haven't read it yet)
December 5, 2025 at 1:43 PM
completely unrelated, my dad promised to donate his old ass laptop to my usenet cause. i have been daydreaming about making linux mint look like windows xp (the green theme bc that's what i used to main) and then going wild
December 5, 2025 at 1:38 PM
i have also come out as masc leaning bi in the process. i genuinely don't know what gender i will end up with but i'm attracted to masculinity above all and that's easiest to find among men lol. unless there's a heteroflexible submissive maso stone butch... call me
December 5, 2025 at 1:35 PM
not this dropping on the tl while i'm listening to poker face because i'm feeling some kinda way
December 5, 2025 at 1:25 PM
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December 5, 2025 at 1:15 PM
it's friday friday gotta TMI on friday
December 5, 2025 at 1:09 PM
sometimes i think about how i have consistently had dreams where i have a dick but it's so itty bitty cutie & i never know if that's my kink? realism copeout? but i just find the concept of bottom surgery so scary that i have no wish, no Negative wish to pursue it but then i think

but tiny 🥺
December 5, 2025 at 1:07 PM
i only cried for 2 days, my parents cried for 2 weeks and things are already back to normal between us. perhaps even better than normal(=regular). i don't regret waiting so long to come out because i needed independence to even attempt to come out but everything went so much better than i expected
December 5, 2025 at 1:01 PM
although i don't think him blaming himself comes from a place of transphobia,.. he's too pragmatic for that. i know inside that he just wants me to not suffer and society makes trans people suffer so he blames himself for bringing me up like a boy 🥺
it's funny because he's told me that he blames himself for me being trans because he brought me up in an all-male militaristic place (my mother was there as the sole female but she had to guymode as a cis woman)
December 5, 2025 at 12:56 PM
but sometimes he adds an adjective to it reserved for men meaning someone brave, strong and admirable and i go 🤨 is nb nature or nurture
my dad still calls me (let me try to translate it) "my daughtie" and i melt because that's not a gendered word if he's saying it to show his love??? i don't care what words people use for me because it doesn't matter what they say, the only thing that matters is the intention with which they say it
December 5, 2025 at 12:53 PM
i know i keep talking about T and transmasc shit but i'm still nonbinary, that hasn't changed. it's just that my parents are already struggling to grasp the concept of their girl becoming a man, i don't think i could make them understand what nb means
December 5, 2025 at 12:49 PM
earlier today i made myself giggle during work like a madman because i was imagining how it will probably be difficult for me to pass as a man (not that i'm trying to) because of my height and attitude but then i thought.. if i grow facial hair... and the concept of being trans isn't really at the
December 5, 2025 at 12:40 PM
i need to get back to hades II for the hot spring dating sim
December 5, 2025 at 12:29 PM
idk if my feelings will change when ibara gets his next 5* but right now i feel... alright with not getting to whale anymore. if it's the price i have to pay for gender affirming care then it's a small price. i know ibara would understand
December 5, 2025 at 12:23 PM
also my mother said i sound super happy and that she and my dad have been talking about how i look like i have ~joie de vivre~ for the first time in ages
December 5, 2025 at 12:23 PM
i'm simply curious to observe how T will affect my libido because my bipolar meds mean that i have none. ik i talk about my faves sucking and fucking but my meat suit got no will to
December 5, 2025 at 12:20 PM
i'm usually averse to custom tags but i need a way to express that this fic is either thighfucking or frottage, depending on your definition of a dick
December 5, 2025 at 12:17 PM
at least BMU has showed me that it's canon compliant for established rlship yuzuru to cook for ibara when tori is away from home because he needs his servitude fix
December 5, 2025 at 12:10 PM
*whispering* it's foreshadowing orgasm denial because yuzuru won't let him cum in the kitchen because that's gross and you're not in a porno ibara get a grip
December 5, 2025 at 12:06 PM
bro fym you wrote a 1 hour long video essay and it was only 5700 words on gdocs... shit has just put maiden voyage part 3 into perspective
December 5, 2025 at 11:47 AM
their foreheads are too gotdam big for them to kiss!!!!!!!! stupit itty bitty yuzubara babie !!!!! *puts them in my mouth one in each cheek like hampter*
December 5, 2025 at 11:38 AM
I WILL DIE FROM HOW CUTE THESE ARE
December 5, 2025 at 11:24 AM
they're so smol and precious wtfff 🥹🤲
December 5, 2025 at 11:21 AM